Adoration

I'm a 34 year old male, learning about my autism, nothing special really. No real aspirations right now, I'm struggling with social anxiety - I've lost a lot in the past years because of it but I am trying to push forward and be strong. I'll always lend an ear if you send me an anon or something. I've been through a lot - and I may not always have a helpful word - but at least I am willing to listen.

[adonais-anguish]

Secret Lair Shit Show

@markrosewater likely won't respond to the question I sent him personally, so I will add this here. Today was a shit show in the secret lair community. "With the completion of this mornings Secret lair, how do you feel? Do you think the cards go into the hands of the fans? Do you think it was a successful launch and went the way you anticipated? Was it truthfully 1 per person like was implied? Why arent these print to order? You guys have a chance to make things right to the goblin fans, and the community as a whole. After you ship out these decks on May 20th, you should relaunch the Secret lair and show you actually care. Screw over the scalpers who have countless listings (some people WITH SIX DECKS LISTED) for over 650$. This is the same thing that is SKEWING your data on what is "selling well" like UB sets such as spiderman. The set didn't do well, it was scalped. and the scalped product didnt sell. Can you guys actually pay attention to what is going on?"

[uwiguwi]

if you’re reading this

a lump sum of money is on the way to you

[uwiguwi]

it happened today, damn that was like 3 days maybe?

It Works the money is on its way!

[goodluckrob-deactivated20221110]

Need this.

[mindyourbusinessitsfree]

Of course

[tortagnamgnam]

This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

[unclebabie]

THIS ONE!!! THIS IS THE ONE THAT WORKS!!!!!

I reblogged him the day i started treatment and 1. GOT TO MY APPOINTMENT ON TIME 2. FOUND A FREE PARKING TICKET SOMEONE LEFT IN THE METER FOR ME AND 3. GOT FREE STARBUCKS AFTER MY APPOINTMENT!!!!!

[cutedemonbabe]

I’m convinced bc I reblogged this on Friday, got hired at a job I had a million interviews for, went on a first date that went well, and got kissed a billion times so like hell ya to the luck cat

[shinynidoking]

[thisisntmycat]

[adonais-anguish]

@ayleyininvader

[adonais-anguish]

BREAKING NEWS

I still have no heard anything back from Disability on my appeal, and well it’s been the allotted time that they said it should take. But hey I’ve waited this long can’t hurt to wait longer to hear a No (hopefully a yes). So I come to tumblr yet again in hopes you gracious people can share and help a person out. It’s the holiday season, but things have been bad for mom and I for a couple months and bills etc. are catching up. so if you can help with anything that’d be great. www.Gofundme.com/2hvc0k I’d also like to post an update here about my condition. SO I have a regular physician now for my heart to monitor it, he sees me free of charge. So my previous appointment showed that my Aorta and heart were pretty much the same in the last Echocardiogram, however the recent one I had showed that my heart (the left side specifically) has grown in size since the last visit, quite a bit. The doctor is not sure what this means, so we are going for finding a doctor who will do an MRI for free considering my lack of insurance. So yay more stuff to worry about with my heart. (The aorta is still a 4.2 so no change there, but still not good that it’s that large) So yeah, not much has change. Anxiety and depression are still as bad as when I first started that gofundme 3-4 years ago. and well I still haven’t been able to work, so if anyone can donate anything to help that’d be wonderful. Please like and share this, and try to get it popular. I understand it seems trivial, but anything really does help when my mom only has a fixed income (About 700/mo) for the two of us. www.Gofundme.com/2hvc0k

[adonais-anguish]

www.gofundme.com/2hvc0k Listen up folks, friends, and those who stuck around. Today is a grim day, while it may not be grim to some but 20 minutes ago someone came and picked up my moms dog because my mother as some of you may know is very sick and disabled and unable to care for her anymore so she had to give her up. However, it was not something she truly wanted to do, and since she has left she has not left her room and all I can hear are tears coming from within. To my mother that was the last thing that loved her unconditionally and cared about her without recourse. But as mentioned due to her health she can't care for her in the way she'd hoped so she felt it was unfair to the dog.

On top of this she had to go to a dentist today to learn that she needs 3000$ dollars to perform dental work on her to help her to continue eating without further difficulties because her healthcare provider (staywell) won't cover it and she has not other recourse for help from Disability because of her Work history.

So if anyone is capable of sharing this, and helping it'd mean a lot to me. And I know the page I am linking is my own, but it was originally made for the both of us to help with our living conditions, and my inability to work (which has persisted). I've had it for 39 months and am still in hopes that there are people who can help. If you can help at all please and thank you. www.gofundme.com/2hvc0k

[comqlicated]

You know I think about ya everyday

[adonais-anguish]

I feel like the friend that’s easily forgotten, and cast to the side. I feel like the friend that people can forget to pick up, and I’ll just say “hey it’s no big deal, go and have fun”. I’m the friend that has to start the conversations almost every time if I want to be heard or seen. Each day I sit here wondering if it’s all worth it to keep trying, I just feel like a disappointment as each day goes on. I have friends come and go like pages in a book. Except lately, it’s just felt like the friends that go and don’t come back. I’ve lost so many, that I am starting to lose myself. There is more I’d like to say, but alas I can’t find the words.

[granzchesta]

SIGN！！！！

[adonais-anguish]

Alchemykillr

Ranked: Gold IV things

HEY GUYS AND GALS! I AM TRYING TO BECOME A REALLY COOL STREAMER, because I am a pretty cool guy. SO IF YOU COULD, hop on down to my stream and give me a follow. I have my steam list available for most of the games I have, I also play league from time to time. So give me a follow or share this post that would be awesome!!! @vaginal-erection @mirry

[adonais-anguish]

Alchemykillr

Untitled Broadcast

Starting Oath of Felghana if anyone wants to check it out. First time playing this game, and this type of game on a fight stick. so Should be interesting. http://www.twitch.tv/alchemykillr Follow me. :D

[tiralatele]

[dejaentendju]

I wanna learn how

[10100l1010]

this is what I need to do with my life

[ogfriesandshakes]

How ?!?

[enjinlover]

Sometimes I forget that most people didn’t get to do this in highschool lmao

[luasnow-deactivated20190326]

Of course screen printing didn’t look quite this good in highschhol 😂

[house-under-a-rock]

Climbers reaching the summital ridge of Illimani mountain early in the morning, Cordillera Real, Bolivia

[adonais-anguish]

Alchemykillr

Untitled Broadcast

I AM JUST GETTING STARTED AND WOULD LIKE SOME COMPANY!!! CHAT IT UP AND I CHAT BACK

twitch.tv/alchemykillr HEY GUYS I WANNA GET POPULAR, I AM PLAYING FALLOUT 4, COME WATCH ME DIE AND KILL SHIT FOR A WHILE!!!My character is emulating Metal Bat from one punch man let’s go?! ALSO I AM A GIANT NEWB WHEN IT COMES TO FALLOUT PLEASE REBLOG, AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS. I’D LIKE TO GET POPULAR. GIVE ME A FOLLOW OR WHATEVER <3 <3

#Saitama

#One Punch Man

#Metal Bat

#Stream

#Streaming

#Twitch

#Twitch tv

#twitch.tv

#fun

#games

#videogames

#Fallout 4

#Fallout

#video game

[adonais-anguish]

I’m better off dead... Put a bullet through my head

[pokemon-photography]

[constarlations]

This is the money Charizard. Reblog and you will money tomorrow.

[everyonelovesrobots]

That first edition Base set Holo Charizard with shadowless border (meaning first print) is actually worth about $5k+ if in mint condition so hell fucking yeah I’ll reblog the Money Charizard.

[jaxblade]

why the hell not