Magic is real

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Hearing his name spoken so softly caused a shiver to run down his spine. Releasing Yuri’s hand, Hisoka reached up and wrapped his arms around his neck. “O-okay,” he sniffled, burying his face in his shoulder. Although he definitely wanted to know what had happened, he was too caught up in having him here in his arms. 

Despite the strange smell emanating from the witch, which Hisoka found rather easy to ignore, it was just like old times. Well, the smell and his rugged appearance. What exactly happened at his school…? The thought of something bad happening to him caused Hisoka to cry even harder, his sobs growing louder as his arms tightened around his neck, muttering a broken apology for sobbing right into his ear.

“Oh, Yu,” he whispered softly, sniveling softly as he spoke, “I forgive you– I-I couldn’t possibly stay mad at you– I love you.” 

No, he definitely wasn’t mad anymore. He didn’t know exactly how he felt at the moment, he was simply… confused. He was so unbelievably happy to see him again, but he was also consumed by all the emotions he’d been so desperate to ignore during the year he spent without him. “I love you so much,” he sobbed, clinging to the witch for dear life, “Do you still love me?” He needed to know that this man was still in love with him– badly.

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Squeezing the smaller male tightly, Yu let out a small sigh, happy to hear the words of love muttered to him by the sobbing male. “Hisa.. I love yah, I do.” He muttered into the other males ear, carefully running his fingers through the beautiful red hair Hisoka had.

“I won’t leave yah again.. Promise.”

Pausing for a moment, he slowly started speaking again. “Can I come home with yah?” He missed Blueberry, and Hisoka, and missed having a home in general.. He wanted to be able to spend as much time with this man as he possibly could right now.

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Hisoka braced himself as Yuri got up out of his seat, his eyes never leaving him as he slowly made his way towards him. He was so conflicted; he wanted nothing more than to scream his frustration, but at the same time, he was still too shocked to do much of anything other than stare at him. He could feel his bottom lip quivering as the taller male stopped mid-stride, Hisoka’s nickname being repeated softly. It was really him. That was definitely his voice, without a shadow of a doubt. Even after an entire year, that voice still occupied his mind.

He’s really here.

Before Hisa had a chance to do or say anything, Yuri was moving towards him again, faster this time. As if in the blink of an eye he was standing directly in front of the tutor, his hands shakily wiping away his tears.

“I’m home.”

Those two words were all it took for Hisoka to melt completely, more tears spilling down his cheeks as he reached up and covered the back of Yuri’s hands with his own, keeping them gently pressed against his cheeks. Tilting his head, Hisoka nuzzled the palm of Yuri’s hand with his cheek, his eyes closing as a soft sob escaped him. 

His heart hurt just seeing him here, remember what it felt like to be in his presence– a feeling he didn’t think he would have the chance to experience ever again. “I–” He began, only to be cut off by a hiccup, which only made him cry more, “I d-don’t understand.” Sniffling pathetically, Hisoka opened his watery eyes and gave Yuri the full weight of his confused gaze. “Why couldn’t you see me? I was right here w-waiting for you.” His voice was cracking around the edges, but he tried his best to talk around the sobs that were bubbling up his throat.

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Hisoka’s reaction to him wiping away his tears was enough to shred the last remains of Yuri’s self control of the situation. Slowly shifting closer, he wrapped his free hand around the shorter males body, attempting to pull him into a gentle, soothing hug.

“Hisa.. Hisoka..” Yu muttered softly in response to his sob filled questions, wishing he had the strength to answer everything right now in it’s entirety.. There was just too much for him to go over. “Somethin’ happened at th’ school.. I’ll explain everythin’ to you soon.. Okay?”

It was probably best not to even try to expalin it right now, his love was crying and hurting and he needed to be with him again.. In any way. Hell, he didn’t even know if Hisoka wanted to be with him again in reality but he really needed this man in his life.

He hadn’t even though about what he was going to do about his life now that he hadn’t a place to return to, hell he hadn’t even cleaned up or changed the clothes he had been in for so long, he probably smelled awful and looked awful but his first thought.. Was to see this man again.

“I’m sorry Hisa.. Can yah forgive me?”

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He wasn’t feeling this day. He hadn’t been feeling yesterday, or the day before either. In fact, it had been a while since he’d actually been happy to get out of bed and actually get things done. Before, the little things were enough to motivate him to some extent, but now he was having to drag himself around in order to do… anything. Maybe he really was depressed, as his friends had been suggesting. 

Why had life seemed so much more enjoyable before? Every day is the same thing, the same damned routine that he was slowly coming to resent. 

Oh, right… before he had an excitable witch of a boyfriend that made his life interesting. The mere thought of him has memories of before resurfacing, bringing a sad smile to his lips as he stood there, seemingly staring off into space.

Damn it. Not this again. Closing his eyes and letting out a small sigh, Hisoka forced himself to think of something else; anything else. It had been an entire year since Yuri left him– without a word, even. And to top it all off, he’d sent his cat to come stay with him. At first it was like a slap in the face, especially seeing how the big ball of blue fur didn’t even like him, but now… he cherishes that cat. And slowly but surely Blueberry had come to like Hisa as well. Now he simply wished that he didn’t think of Yuri every time he saw him.

Pulling the copies from the copy machine and retrieving the original copy of the handout he had for one of his students, he quickly ran the original back by it’s original owner and exchanged a few pleasantries before quickly taking his leave. 

He had one more session for the night, and then he was free to go home and snuggle up in bed with Blueberry and watch CSI reruns. It’s sad that that’s what his life has come to, but it was something he was slowly getting used to. Old habits die hard, right? Smoothing his clothes a bit as he approached the door, Hisoka let out another sigh before opening the door and walking in, a false smile plastered on his face. He was a tutor. He needed to start acting like one.

But instead of being met by the kind face of a stranger, a student, he was standing in front of the very last person he expected to see.

“.. Hisa.”

What. The. Fuck.

Rather than being able to give a proper response, Hisoka was completely awestruck and frozen in place, his mouth open in pure all consuming surprise. He couldn’t even muster the energy to say anything in return, he simply stood there. Staring. As his eyes wondered, he took in his appearance. It was Yuri, without a doubt, but he was… different, somehow. His hair, for one, was much longer than before; as if it hadn’t been cut in a while. And then there were the bandages… 

As he felt himself thawing out, the shock turning into a multitude of other emotions, Hisoka’s first thought was to turn on his heels and walk the fuck out, but deep down that was the last thing he wanted to do. If anything, he wanted to run to him and hold him and tell him that he hated him but that he didn’t want him to leave again. 

Before he even realized it, he could feel tears streaming down his cheeks. What the heck was he even doing here? “Y-Yuri?” His voice broke a little as he finally spoke, his eyes flicking back to Yuri’s suddenly matured face, locking with his too familiar pale brown eyes.

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He didn’t know what kind of reaction he would be given, all he knew was the familiar face of Hisoka.. All of it, the memories and feelings and him. Yuri wished he had managed to get through after his cat to be able to be with Hisa.. But he wasn’t that lucky.

But now.. He could make up for all the lost time they had, all the pain he must have caused from vanishing with no word.. And coming back suddenly.

As he noticed the shorter male staring in shock, he slowly got down from his seat on the desk. Feet carefully touching the floor before starting to move, talking small steps closer and closer towards the man he loved.

Those steps stopped short though.. The moment Yuri saw tears flowing from his eyes he had froze, staring in shock. Hisoka was crying.. He made Hisoka cry. “Hisa--” The witch repeated the nickname he had given his boyfriend. His heart hurt from seeing him cry, it was the last thing he had ever wanted to do.

Suddenly he started moving again, his steps longer and pace faster until he was standing in front of Hisoka, invading his personal space as he reached up to wipe tears from his cheeks with shaking hands. “I’m home.” Yu whispered softly, staring down into the other males eyes as he spoke, wanting nothing more than to hold him right now. 

“I didn’t want tah leave yah suddenly.. I tried everyday to finda way to see yah.. To be able to even speak with yah.”

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It had been.. Too long. Over a year since he last had been able to see Hisoka-- His wonderful, normal, human boyfriend.

The last thing he was ever able to do before the magic school had been put on lock down was manage to send his cat Blueberry over to the other males house, it barely made it though.. And he had no chance to give any explanation. 

For the past year him and the other surviving students had been trapped inside the school, under lock down as the head master and other students had started becoming corrupt, tainted by demons and possessing them to summon dark creatures. The only way to contain the monsters was to put everything inside the school in a magical barrier. He was lucky, they hadn’t been able to kill everyone and everything inside the school for some reason.

Having to help the other students like him, his magic had gone from the worst in the school to one of the best of the remaining students, after all if your life is on the line.. You have to be good to not die.

He was free now.. Barely of course, he knew that if he ever returned to that town he would be locked up with the rest of the students for who knows how long. All he could even think of was if his boyfriend was still waiting.. Yuri knew he probably wouldn’t be, but he was still hoping that somehow he couldn’t forget him.. Just as he was unable to forget.

Upon finding out that he was still a tutor, he had signed up to be tutored by him, just as he had the first time they met.. Hoping that it would spark something inside the man.

Sitting on one of the desks, he stared down at his lap. Yu’s arms and legs were still wrapped in bandages from the wounds he had gotten, but he didn’t care about waiting for them to heal before he sought out Hisoka. His fingers gripped tightly onto the edge of the desk, squeezing it before releasing it repeatedly, waiting anxiously for the moment he got to see him again.

Click

Hearing the sound of a door open, his head quickly lifted and turned to look in the direction of the door. Spotting the man he had loved entering.

“..Hisa”

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Yuri’s laugh was contagious, and before long Hisoka found himself giggling as well, enjoying the thought of being some sort of nerdy super hero. “Mighty math man sounds more like something off of a kids show, aha~” he giggled softly, draping his arm across Yuri’s lap, his thumb stroking the younger man’s leg absentmindedly. 

“I don’t think math is all that scary, or heroic. All the bad guys would probably laugh at me, and use their magic pencil to erase all my fancy numbers.” he joked with a grin, shaking his head at how ridiculous it really did sound, “You have the potential to learn all sorts of magic, but all I’ll ever have is numbers and plus signs. What good will that do us in a dangerous situation?” He could probably bore someone to death with his ‘mighty math powers,’ but that’s about it. 

“Does it? I’m sure yah can save the day on tv then.” He muttered awkwardly as he cleared his throat, feeling a little bit embarrassed at the fact that Hisoka was casually just stroking his bare leg without a care in the world.

Maybe wearing such short shorts was a bad thing? No.. It couldn’t be, he liked shorts.

“I think yah could beat up some bad guys, let ‘em laugh while you destroy them.” If his numbers were erased, couldn’t he just write them again with pen? That seemed too easy though, didn’t it.. Maybe he was just plain bad at math related stuff.

“W-Well, either way I’ll still protect yah wit’ my magic, right!?” Not that he knew any.. Spells that would harm other people, unless he summoned flowers with thorns attached? He would do that right now, show Hisa his cool flower spells with super sharp thorns.. If he wasn’t being distracted by his leg being touched, he couldn’t even hide the awkward blush on his cheeks.

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“Yes, together.” he said simply, confidently, tilting his head back a little, liking the way the other’s hand felt as it ran through his unruly ginger hair. He could feel his smile widen a little as Yuri’s face lit up, having no doubt in his mind that this guy made him feel genuinely happy, no matter what age he is. 

“You’re right, we could be a team. You’re the magical one and I’m the math one, with my… mighty math powers.” Hisoka snickered softly, finding the thought of math being anything more than ordinary a little ridiculous. Why could he be the magical one? “We’ll be practically unbeatable.” 

“Ahah--” Was that a giggle? That was definitely, 100% a giggle coming from Yuri-- He found Hisoka to be amusing, in a way that was good of course! “Mighty math powers!” The younger male repeated out loud, giggling laughing even more. “It makes yah sound like yer some super hero! Th’ mighty math man.” 

Yuri was almost in his own little world, except for the fact that he wished to drag Hisa into his little world as well, so he kept toying with the males hair in a gentle, almost loving way.

“I’m sure yah can defend me from evil monsters wit’ yer math powers, no?” The words hummed out softly. “An’ I can protect yah with my mighty magic powers! Though I don’ think I can create shields or anythin’..”

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Snickering to himself, he grinned up at Yuri, unable to keep his amusement off of his face, “I suppose that is what you said, sort of. Einstein isn’t a magician though, he’s more of a… a ‘matician.’ A mathematician.” His lame joke did nothing to calm his amusement, and he giggled some more, turning so that he was laying on his side, curled up against the younger man’s legs, his cheek resting on his thigh as he looked up at him.

It was like he was getting drunk on a mix of Yuri’s cuteness and his own amusement. While he probably should have been more worried about their ages, he simply didn’t want to. Maybe he could pull himself together and be more professional when they meet up tomorrow for tutoring. For now, he would enjoy this time with his goofy student. “Well, that’s true.” he said with a roll of his eyes, “I didn’t even think of that; of course you wouldn’t need a tutor if you could do something like that.”

Letting out a soft sigh he looked out the window, “It would be cool, though. We could be genius’ together.” he murmured softly, a small smile curving his lips as he spoke without thinking.

Yu didn’t quite.. Understand the joke, after all he wasn’t too savvy in that kind of stuff yet, but he figured it would be something he’d get the hang of after spending more time with Hisoka.

Ah.. Would they continue to spend time together? He was his tutor, yes, but he wasn’t sure if the male would even want to spend time like this again.

Which is what Yuri thought until the older male seemed to curl up on his legs, looking quite adorable as he did. “Together?” He asked, curious as to the fact Hisoka said together, this meant he wished to spend more time together, no? The witch’s expression turned into a rather.. Happy one, smiling to himself as his hand started to gently run through Hisa’s hair.

“We could still be smart together! Right? Just maybe not in th’ same subject.. Thing. I could be smart wit’ magic ‘n you can be smart wit’ math ‘n stuff!”

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A bright smile appeared on pale pink lips, a proud yet affectionate ruffling of the hair occurred with long elegant fingers. His excitement was contagious, causing a soft chuckle to pass her lips and her mood brighten somewhat. It was always an honor and a privilege to watch students progress with magic. In itself, it was a magical experience. Pride had always settled in her when one of her students became more better with their abilities. And he was no exception.  It was almost cast perfectly, all he needed to do was not only say the world properly, but with confidence.

-”I did witness it. Good job, mon cher! It was a beautiful flower. But next time when you cast the spell, speak with more confidence,” the Sorceress voiced her opinion out loud, demonstrating the spell once more. Instead of blue rose, a lavender blush appeared instead. Placing it behind her ear, she cupped her hands before him and hummed softly.

-”What many do not know is that confidence is the key between success and failure with magic,” Aurora lectured happily, summoning more roses in place. Taking one, she placed it behind his ear gently. 

-”In order to achieve and bring magic into reality, one must believe in themselves and their abilities. Let’s try it once more. And this time, be confident.”

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Such praise hadn’t come to him often, he hadn’t had his hair ruffled in such a way since he was a child still living with his father. It made him feel even more proud of his ability to get the spell correct finally, even if he still was nervous about pronouncing a lot of spells.

“Confidence?” Yu asked in response to her statement, he was aware that he said it nervously.. Extremely nervously, but after practicing with the spell more he thought he would be able to do it proudly, maybe he could even show Hisa the spell. “I’ll surely try to say it with confidence next time, y’know?”

“I ain’t too confident in my magical abilities, do yah think that’s why I fail my spells so often?” Honestly it was something the instructors didn’t tell him, or at least to his knowledge, but he was very unsure whenever he cast spells, even to the point of being unable to undo certain spells.

Like.. Turning his cat back from being blue.

“I-I’ll try again! Let’s see-”

He focused on remembering the appearance of the flower she put behind his ear, wishing to recreate the same flower.. Though it might have been hard since she was much more advanced, he would still try.

“Florasion.” The word came out of his lips softly, but with more confidence than it did the first time, a flower with imitated beauty that definitely couldn’t match up to his tutors flowers, appeared in his palm, and then he summoned more until they were falling on the floor instead of staying in his hands.

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“Yeah, that makes sense.”

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“So are yah gonna get yer hair super long?”

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“Well, they’re wrong. You’re perfect.” he said firmly, leaving no room for arguing. The last thing he wanted was his boyfriend downing on himself, especially while Hisa was so crazy for him. And since Hisoka was pretty sure he’d never be able to get over how smitten he was for his perfectly brown haired, brown eyed boyfriend, he hoped to never heard Yu doubt himself again.

Leaning in close, he wrapped his arms loosely around his boyfriend’s shoulders and gave a soft peck on the lips. 

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“Mmmmmmmmmmmn.. Are yah sure?” He asked in a way that wasn’t really him wishing to know, he knew very well that Hisa meant what he said and it made him feel better about his appearance since he had been considering doing something like getting a haircut or dyeing his hair.

The kiss sealed Hisoka’s words in a way into Yu’s mind, he wouldn’t forget them anytime soon.. At least he hoped, his memory wasn’t that shitty.

“An’ here I thought you were gonna want-ta see me with different colored hair.” Not that he would mind changing the color if asked, hell he could probably even do it with magic. “I coulda matched blueberry.”

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Hisa snickered softly, attempting to keep himself from bursting into a fit of laughter at the other’s adorable mistake. A “math magician.” It was so close, really. An easy mistake to make. 

“No, silly. A mathematician! As is math-mah-tish-ion~” he said with a grin, mighty proud of his way of sounding it out. Was he really proud of that? Sadly, yes. What in the world is wrong with him?

“I’m not nearly as smart as I would need to be if I truly wanted to be someone like Einstein.” he said with a dramatic sigh, flopping back down next to Yu, any thoughts of their age difference quickly dissipating and he curled next to the brunette and shot him a mischievousness grin, “Got any spells that could make me a genius?”

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“Isn’t that what I just said?” He asked, confused as the other sounded out the word, he just said that, didn’t he? Yu blinked a few times in a row as he questioned this in his head.

Of course his attention was quickly taken by the fact that the other asked if he had a spell to make him a genius. “Ah-- Well, If I had one of those spells I wouldn’t be needin’ a tutor, y’know?”

It was true, if he could make himself a genius then he would have never met Hisoka in the first place, it was something weird to think about- In a way Yuri was kind of grateful that he couldn’t just zap himself some brains. Fingers started to touch at the older males hair as he thought about it, he was grateful to have met Hisoka? Probably-- Maybe, definitely. 

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Kno was not good with crowds, at least not when they’re focus on him. Not exactly a good trait to have for as a king but he was stuck with it nonetheless. He wasn’t sure if all those people were there to see him, but the thought was enough to make him feel a little small. Thankfully, there was Bash, and an extra cloak and she never minded a little extra attention (though she loudly complained how she had to use Kno’s form to do it).

The only requirements were that he stayed close, kept the hood up and didn’t talk to anyone until they got inside. However most of them slipped his mind when he saw someone feel. 

“Are you alright?” He couldn’t help running up to the person and kneeling down to ask. He had several of his own bad falls in the last month no doubt, so he had to at least check on the other. Though Bash didn’t really seem to notice it too much and continued along her way. 

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Woah, he hadn’t expected anyone in this crowd to stop and ask if he was okay after he was shoved to the ground by them, but here someone was actually being nice despite the fact that there was someone important in town.

“Gee, I’m fine! I’m real clumsy ‘n all so I suppose I’m kinda used to fallin’ like this, y’know?” Even though he was shoved and not just tripped or something, he wasn’t going to blow up about being shoved to someone who came to help him!

“I ain’t bleedin-- I don’t think--” The teen  moved himself into a sitting position, off of his face and stomach so he could look at his knees that took most of the hit from his fall. “They look fine to yah too, right? I ain’t seein’ things?”

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Rie hummed to herself, swishing the bucket of water to and fro as she made her way into the classroom. It had been…about 6 years ago since she last held this bucket as part of a punishment. Nostalgia softened the blow it had on her ego somewhat.  What she didn’t count on however, is another fellow student who was running past and had bumped into her, causing the brunette’s hold on the bucket to loosen and there it went, flying off in the air and spilling its contents on a blonde passing by.

          “Oh my gosh I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to-let me help you get cleaned up.”

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“Geh--” He muttered the noise as he wiped his face off with his hands before opening his eyes to blink at the panicking female. “Aw shucks-- You don’t need to apologize or anythin’!” He did get wet and all, but it wasn’t like he was going to melt or anything from the water.

At least.. He didn’t think so.. Witches didn’t actually melt with water.

Most of them, anyways.

“Are yah okay though? You were holdin’ th’ bucket ‘n all.” Wasn’t it heavy?

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“It really just takes practice, ya know? Even now I still can’t get all of my hair up in one shot.”

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“Maybe it gets easier when yer hair gets longer? Seems that way, y’know?”

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{ ✧ } -  A look of surprise flickered on her face as she gazed at him, a arch of an eyebrow given at his small outburst. Clucking her tongue lightly, she shook her head and clasped her hands together. Placing a tender pat on his shoulder, a small smile touched her lips.

-”Do not be discouraged–It took me quite a long time to cast the spell, despite what you may think. You almost have it,” she murmured softly. Repeating the spell once more, her fingers flicked and in her palm and a rose appeared. A dark blue petaled flower sat on her, before she closed her hand into a fist. The petals turned to white dust as she did.

-”Try it once more. This time, try pronouncing it like this- F-l-o-r-a-s-i-o-n,” she said slowly, pronouncing each one for a second longer.

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“Do I?” He asked quietly, finding the fact that she said he almost had it to be.. Something that made him feel better about himself, in a way. He failed a lot of harder spells due to not being able to pronounce the words, so having someone trying to encourage him instead of laugh was a big change.

“F-- Florasion?” Yu said with a questioning tone, instead of a confident one, but still, the flower seemed to appear in his hands.. Only for a few seconds though, as he had messed up the start of the word.

“Shucks-- Did-ya see that??? It appeared! I mean only for a second, but it still appeared this time! Full on flower from me.” 

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Hisoka narrowly resisted the urge to cock his head to the side at the odd look of Yuri’s face, and instead gave him a could slow, curious blinks. 

“A mathematician?” He asked with a laugh, knowing full well that that’s what the student had meant, but finding his words hilarious none-the-less, “I think something like that can be arranged.” he joked with a cheesy wink and an soft giggle. He wasn’t sure if he were truly capable of that, seeing how he himself was hardly comparable to a… mathematician. If only he could grow to be someone amazing like Pythagoras or Isaac Newton. 

Before he knew it, he had forgotten about their entwined hands, and he was squeezing the other’s in a vice grip of excitement. “M-maybe I could become the next Einstein!” he gasped happily, as if he’d just come up with the greatest idea ever, only to burst out laughing only a moment later from how ridiculous he sounded, “Pfft, hardly!”

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“Yeah!!” He almost shouted when he heard the word mathematician. “That’s what I meant, a math-- a math magician.” 

Nailed it. 

The amused expression on the other males face hadn’t quite made him feel embarrassed or anything.. Yet, there was still a lot he didn’t know about, even certain words like mathematician. Maybe one day Yu would be some super amazingly smart boy and surprise everyone.

Because that would actually happen, totally.

“Well why can’t-cha? I think you can do it if yah try.” Yuri said with a firm nod, he honestly believed in this, Hisoka was really smart, right? He could even beat Yu’s own dream idea of being smart if he wanted to.