not sure what this is
"what is yours will find you"
what if what is mine isn't meant to find me here?
what if I am not meant to be here. what if I am infiltrating other's destinies trying to find what is theirs. for what "is theirs", I truly do not know.
the journey of finding of who you are is lonesome and horrific. never is it easy to be comfortable in the uncomfortable of your own mind. finding anything within yourself is a tricky path of cobwebs of trauma and specs of underlying guilt flying in the air.
how am I meant to find what is mine in these scary caves of unimaginable shame and regret?
credit: me tf dont steal my shit except that quote idk where I found it but it's a mantra I say to myself everyday. might use this in a fic to write IDK THO IM SCARED
