To Have Gone Mad

Dare I wish I had never loved? Weird (affectionately) Indie Art 🐞🐞🐞

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Who ever said it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all is full of it.

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Which All for The Game character I think should be parabatia in a shadow hunters alternate universe:

-Neil and Jean

-Kevin and Riko (unfortunately)

-Andrew and Aaron

I’m open to other ideas though.

Edit

-Kevin and Andrew (in a better world)

-Jeremy and Laila

-Nicky and Aaron (dare I put that vision into the universe)

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Kevin wishes I could have been like Jeremy. Kevin wishes he could have give Jean the love he needed. Kevin wishes he could have played exy the way his mother wanted. Most frighteningly, I think maybe Kevin wishes he was more than exy in a way that it seems like Jeremy gets to be.

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There is really only one thing I am not sure if I want to know or not...when Game Changer was a stucky fanfic was Ilya based on another marvel character? I’m not sure I could handle the answer 💀

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So I’ve been around the block and I’ve seen a lot of people complain about Heated Rivalry being too explicit. But not too long ago everyone was complaining about Heartstopper being too sanitize. In conclusion, people will always find something to complain about. Hey, I’m being a hypocrite by complaining about people. (What I’ve seen no one complain about is Young Royals, I guess everyone thought that was some near perfect television.)

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Normally, when I decide on a ship, that’s it for me. I’ll let other people have their fun with multishipping, but to me, interacting with that kind of content feels like I’m helping someone cheat on their loving spouse of 25 years.

That being said, despite my unrivaled love for both Andriel and Jerejean, I can’t help but adore Neil/Jean. I’ll eat up any content about them. I don’t care if it’s platonic or romantic. Their dynamic just has a certain je ne sais quoi to it. 🤌🤌🤌

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I LOVE Jean and Cat's friendship but I am hoping next book that we get some more of Jeremy and Laila's friendship too

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Laila’s “Would it kill you to fuck someone who respects you?” is hilarious given the fact that said person who he would very much like to fuck and who respects him is involved in some shit that could definitely get him killed 🙃 but also she was so real for that

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I think Till always thought he was a hard person to love. He was arguably treated the worst by the aliens of all the characters we know (sold at a discount price, physically assaulted, possibly sexually assaulted, etc.). I don’t think it’s a coincidence that his eyes lingered on the person who was arguably treated the best by the aliens of all the characters we know (given toys, taken on trips, cried over, etc.) At the very least, I like to think that he died with the realization he was deeply loved by both Ivan and Mizi. He didn’t have good odds in round 7. Luka was the favorite. Till was already emotionally and physically exhausted, but he knew there was someone who had been willing to sacrifice themself for him. He found out that there was someone willing to go back into hell for him too. (I guess you can argue both Mizi and Ivan had been willing to go back into hell for him at different points)

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This is just my personal nitpicky opinion but I really don’t think Cardan should be drawn so much buffer than Jude all the time when he does not dream of labor, was not raised by a war lord, and is worse with a sword 🤪