Watch Me Spiral

Ashley || she/her || USA based || NSFW

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[afluria]

Wtf do I always keep doing wrong

[afluria]

[ayrennaranaaldmeri]

A Very Lucky Rabbit

[afluria]

I need the intrusive thoughts to stop.

[afluria]

I’m spiraling. The one thing bpd people fear the most: abandonment.

I feel like I’m falling down a hole. But I’ll be ok

[afluria]

Was feeling accomplished. Now not so much. But welcome to life.

[afluria]

Feeling so accomplished today

[afluria]

Honestly, i hate cleaning. But it feels good to get rid of the exes 💩.

Yeah I’m petty sometimes.

No I didn’t throw away anything important. Just stuff she obvious didn’t give a shit about.

[afluria]

What’s a better night than some weed, a funny show, then daddy giving me an amazing orgasm?

I dunno

@agedsandshark

[afluria]

Sometimes I sit here and think just how much I love my husband. I’ve never loved someone so much. I love him with every piece of my heart that I can.

He’s my soulmate

[afluria]

Why am I the way that I am?

[afluria]

Been struggling today. Mental health sucks. Feeling sad sucks. Feeling dumb Feeling not pretty sucks. Having bpd sucks. Feeling like I’m not good enough sucks.

It will get better tomorrow

[afluria]

Nothing like the smell of weed in the morning.

[afluria]

You know what’s amazing? Being married to someone that I don’t have to beg to love me. The real me. I really love my husband. 🐰💕🦈

[afluria]

Back on meds and feeling pretty good.

[afluria]

I’m feeling incredibly blessed tonight. I’ve got my loving husband sleeping next to me while I play dreamlight valley cause I can’t sleep.