sometimes I'm not that sad

28 (they/them) | vent sideblog | bpd | depression | anxiety | ed | adhd |cw 58kg, gw1: 57kg gw2: 54kg, gw3: 50kg, ugw: 46kg I'm pro recovery but still post triggering stuff ●follow under your own risk●

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[anemicbpd]

Why my only moods these days are 1) sad or 2) irritable??? I'm so fucking tired of this 😮‍💨

[condemnedbody]

[silenceheldme]

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

[12thgrave]

no one will stay. in the end, you'll always be alone.

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[monsieurmorpheus]

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[hisuncontrollableanger]

sorry i've been off lately every day is blending together and i'm losing sense of time.

[mysticalwrath]

i really hate when people ask me "so, what are you doing these days?" because i can't say, "oh, you know, rotting in bed, suicidal thoughts, lesbian loneliness, daydreaming & yearning." so instead i just say "eh, nothing important."

[anemicbpd]

I've been relatively doing fine these days, probably that's why I'm feeling so low today. I'm just extremely exhausted and empty

[anemicbpd]

Man, I need to start writing down the dates, I've been soooooooo sad and empty these weeks, also I've been having the worst mood swings in years!!!!! And headaches !!!!!! Will i ever feel better someday????

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

[p3rf3ctcha0s]

[adrienne-stoker]

So true

[vacuiterror]

the years pile on but i have not lived

[apocryphics]

[anemicbpd]

I've been relatively doing fine these days, probably that's why I'm feeling so low today. I'm just extremely exhausted and empty

[anemicbpd]

Quiero huir pero ni siquiera tengo la energía para salir de la cama, solo me queda dormir