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[magical-meow]

Irina Shvayakova ~ This Maine Coon cutie’s name is named Orgami

[agentofuncertainty]

“Our BRAVEST and BEST lessons are not learned through success―

                                                                                                       but through misadventure.”

                                〖 Zhang Yixing | 23 | Magical Author 〗

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[aerisosweet]

zhang yixing’s adorable expressions in END

[abxavterno]

Exciting day || Jongin & Yixing

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Jongin worried about Yixing’s reaction, but once he saw the smile, his worries melted away. And the kisses felt unbelievably good. The younger cupped his lover’s cheeks and kissed him lovingly, hearing the faint murmur of the older. It was amazing, he couldn’t believe it himself.

When the other pulled away and their gazes met, Jongin noticed the fain appearance of worry. And he knew what it was. “Honestly? I don’t know, I guess no one is really ready for parenting. But I know that I want this.” He smiled gently. “And you won’t be alone, Xing, I will be right there with you. I’m gonna work from home from now on, so you won’t be overwhelmed with the responsibility.”

“Now…Let’s get out and go to that interview,” he smiled and kissed his husband again before pulling away with a smile. “Let’s get that baby!”

[agentofuncertainty]

Yixing beamed as they got out of the car, moving around it to take hold of Jongin’s hand and squeeze it gently, pressing a kiss to his husband’s cheek. The whole concept had him more than excited, though he still had quite a few worries, continuing to second-guess himself.

“How do we know if they’ll like us? Or, me? What if they find some sort of issue with my past?” he worried aloud. “I mean, I had no father, lost my mother, went a little crazy.. what if they think I’m unfit to be a father?”

[inzika]

why won’t people understand that i don’t need to constantly do stuff to have fun like i can just lay in bed and stare @ the ceiling for 3 hours and have the time of my life

[girlfig]

[laygion]

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Exciting day || Jongin & Yixing

[abxavterno]

The younger was waiting for the other to start inquiring about this small trip they were making, and even though he wanted for it to be a surprise, Jongin had to tell him. In case Yixing gets too emotional or anxious. Luckily they were close to the building, so Jongin turned into the nearby parking lot and stopped, turning off the engine. 

Then faced his lover. “Okay. I will tell you,” the male nods, while taking the older’s hands. “I’ve made an appointment with… an adoption agency.” He looked seriously at his husband, awaiting for whatever reaction from Yixing. They’ve spoke about having children in the past, and he would see how the other’s face lit up whenever he talked about what they would do together.

“I do want to start a family with you, Yixing.”

[agentofuncertainty]

Yixing raised his eyebrows when Jongin took hold of his hands, still unsure of where they were or what his intentions were. But when his husband started to speak, Yixing’s expression melded from one of confusion into one of joy, his lips turning into a disbelieving smile.

“Nini, oh my god--” he squeezed the other’s hands, leaning in to shower his lips and cheeks in kisses. It was all Yixing had wanted for their future- to be a husband, to be a father, to have a family. “This is amazing..”

He pulled back just for a short moment, his eyes meeting Jongin’s, his only worry just barely surfacing- that worry being his own tendency toward depression. Could he step up when the occasion called for it, for a child?

“Jongin, do you.. do you think we’re ready? Do you think I’m ready?”

[iamtiim-deactivated20160809]

I’m the type of person to tell people not to smoke with a lit cigarette in my hand

[agentofuncertainty]

"So much to do lately, I’m exhausted."

[staypozitive]

[abxavterno]

Exciting day || Jongin & Yixing

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Jongin slowly stood up once his lover stepped towards him, and smiled when he wrapped his arms around the younger’s body. The male did the same, holding Yixing close to himself, turning his head to kiss his temple. 

When the older tried to persuade the younger to spill the beans by giving one of the cutest looks to him, Jongin smiled, but refused to tell by shaking his head. “No no…I won’t tell you until we’re close to the place.” He nods, then pulls away to grab his husband’s hand, and leads him downstairs to put on shoes and coat. 

When they were ready, the younger of the two opened the doors for the other, waiting till he walks out so he could lock the door. Then walked with him up to their car. Although he seemed cool and composed, Jongin was actually extremely excited, barely containing himself. He really wanted to tell where they were going, but also wanted for it to be a surprise. They got into the car, put on their seatbelts and Jongin started the engine to drive out of the driveway and into the street.

[agentofuncertainty]

Yixing could tell that Jongin was excited about.. something, but he still couldn’t his finger on what. As he swiped his mother’s pendant to put in his pocket for safekeeping as always before leaving the house, he ran through possibilities in his head. Were they getting something? It certainly wouldn’t be another cat, and Yixing was lost as to anything else.

He held Jongin’s hand as they drove, looking idly out the window as he tried to contain his curiosity, but for an inquisitive soul like Yixing, keeping his mouth shut proved to be difficult.

“Please tell me? Or give me a hint? C’mon babe, you’re killing me here.”

[timbllr]

I will comfort you when you’re sad. When you’re insecure, I will tell you the reasons why you shouldn’t be. I will tell you how you put the stars in the sky for me, I will ensure you that I want nobody else. I will tell you how you fulfill my life with joy every moment we spend together, I will take you to places you have always wanted visit. I will make mistakes, but I will always make it up again. But most of all, I will love you, I will love you, I will love you.

t.k. (via timbllr)

[agentofuncertainty]

A writer for the new york times interviewed a series of people who had survived jumping off the golden gate bridge. Every person she interviewed admitted that about two thirds of the way down, they realized that every seemingly meaningless problem that caused them to jump was fixable.

Every single one.

[aerisosweet]

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