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you can hit it raw, i’ve got an IED

you have a wha

really is embarrassing being known for being obsessed with a certain character bc if you start typing ‘arghhh i love Character so much Character is so peak’ it’s like yeah everyone knows. aw look grandma’s going on about her favorite old story again the fifth time this week

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Simon “Ghost” Riley who gets dumped by you because he’s too much of a stupid, damaged prick to stop pushing you away, even when you beg and cry and tell him you love him.

Simon “Ghost” Riley who goes a week without you. Feeling shitty and miserable. Kicking himself but feeling confident you’ll come back. You always did.

Simon “Ghost” Riley who realizes (as your absence stretches from one week to two) that no one beside you had tried so hard to break down his walls, to coax the simpler man from the hardened solider. No one had ever had a use for Simon. Not really. Not beside you.

Simon “Ghost” Riley who felt himself slipping back into survival mode, all the creature comforts of his relationship with you long gone. Ghost again, Simon dead and buried, only rearing his head late at night, in the shower, thinking of you. Missing you. What a thought.

Simon “Ghost” Riley who gets your name tattooed on his back 6 months after you dumped him. He can’t beg for you back, he doesn’t think he deserves it, knows he’s fucked up and broken. He can’t promise to be better. But he’s a glutton for punishment and he’s certain that he deserves to be tortured by you, even if it is just your name on his back, for the rest of his life. Puts it on his back because he thinks he doesn’t deserve to see it. Because he needs you behind him, chasing him like you used to.