I am sick

tw sh and sui. I vent on here I have nowhere else to go

[suicidxlkitten]

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[rntrll]

[grundoonmgnx]

Rolf Ohst, L`espresso, 2013

[agonyfiend]

I can't trust anyone and it is driving me insane

[dontkysur2sexy]

my mind’s starting to scare me

[agonyfiend]

the urge to isolate myself until I eventually d1e off

[dristclwn]

How do I juggle suicide and not hurting people I care about

[agonyfiend]

Knowing that some day I'll just km/s no matter what happens, good or bad, ironically gives me the confidence to do the things I never would've had the courage to do before

[bunnihearted]

i dont care anymore if nobody cares because i dont care either

[synapsyyy]

I can physically feel the sadness in my body and i just want to be happy for once

[bunnihearted]

im so far from being the person i want to be, and i dont know how to get closer to being that, and it makes me miserable

[agonyfiend]

I will throw up trying to just talk to anyone

[jetix]

2020-02-27

[yan-dogboy]

I need to cut so bad right now but can’t and it’s physically making me sick

[delusionalanddown-deactivated20]

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

[cquirly2]

I’ll say things like “oh I’m just not in a good place mentally right now” like when have I ever been in a fucking good place mentally