Is Erik the Phantom of the Opera your comfort character or are you mentally stable?
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Is Erik the Phantom of the Opera your comfort character or are you mentally stable?
One gifset per production of ALW’s The Phantom of the Opera
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not a saint, but does he have to be?
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ok so, I approached my local library with a proposal to donate a mural as a way to A: build portfolio/gain practical experience and B: give back to a beloved public institution. The director was very enthusiastic about it and i've been working on it since the beginning of March. Come with me as I endeavor to paint what is in all honesty an excessive amount of birds
I wanted the birds to look like they were actually in the space so first thing after doing the draft was to do a lighting study
after that I covered the walls in letters in lieu of a projector/vr headset bc i have neither of those :) Then i take a picture of the section of wall and superimpose the lineart over top of it so I can pencil in the lines
et voila
and that was a whole week on it's own so next comes the paintin' >:)
and now, the birds
Birds 1 and 2/14: Red Winged Blackbird, Male and female, Agelaius phoeniceus
Bird 3/14, American Robin, Turdus migratorius
hoo boy, ok *out of breath*
GIVE IT UP FOR BIRD NUMBUH 5, THE CANADIAN GOOSE, Branta canadensis!!!!
this guy took me about 4 days to completely finish, all of those freakingk coverts were a bear to render
speaking of obnoxious coverts:
bird 5/14, Bluejay, Cyanocitta cristata
the friggin stripes almost got me chat, i may not make it
Madam....
birds 6 and 7: American Goldfinch, Spinus tristis, male and female
pleasantly simple to paint! next is the flickerrrrr
*melts into goo*
BIRD NUMBER 8, (yellow shafted) NORTHERN FLICKERRRRR, Colaptes auratus
genuinely made me start questioning my sanity around day 3, it's half the size the of the goose, WHY did it take me 4 days to finish??
nothing but pain and suffering, i'm sure hope the next bird will be much easier and with FAR less barring :)
in other news, I am losing my mind hairline
SHE'S DONE!!
Bird number 9: Red-tailed hawk, Buteo jamaicensis
my chains are broken i am FREE. although i did have a great deal of fun with this, the barring on the wings itself took me like four days and i am READY to move on
this was a week and a half of continuous work so please excuse me for getting a little emotional in the bg 🙏
*does a little jig*
BIRD NUMBER 10!!! The Male Mallard Duck, Anas platyrhynchos
the male and female ones are gonna be posted separately bc they're taking a lot longer lol but yea! super happy i was able to capture the iridescent green of the head, i found metallic green and blue paint at a craft store that really made his head POP. it looks better in person i promise
ALSO!! As this is the 10th one, BIG announcement. The end is in sight!!!!! I plan to finish within the next 3 weeks and there will be a small dedication ceremony/ unveiling happening at the library to commemorate its completion on the 16th of May. If you live in the Western New York region and want to check it out for yourself shoot me a dm!
Also thank you everyone for your kind words and support throughout this whole process, it's been a genuine treat thinking there are potentially thousands of you out there cheering me on while I paint this 🥹
If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.
Oh hey! Haven’t seen this in forever! Didn’t reblog it when it came across me before, not gonna skip it this time, I need some good vibes.
Charles Dance & Teri Polo The Phantom of the Opera (1990)
Some books I would personally recommend for the Trans Rights Readathon (sorry I don't have time for in-depth descriptions)
Transmasc/trans man rep
Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White
Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas
Viscera by Gabrielle Squailia
The Thirty Names of Night by Zeyn Joukhadar
When the Moon Was Ours by Anna-Marie McLemore
Some Strange Music Draws Me In by Griffin Hansbury
Idlewild by James Frankie Thomas
Caroline’s Heart by Austin Chant
Too Bright to See by Kyle Lukoff
How to Get Over the End of the World by Hal Schrieve
The Chromatic Fantasy by H.A.
The House That Whispers by Lin Thompson
The Wicked Bargain by Gabe Cole Novoa
Always the Almost by Edward Underhill
A Trans Man Walks Into a Gay Bar by Harry Nicholas
The Sunbearer Trials by Aiden Thomas
A Shot in the Dark by Victoria Lee
Transfemme/trans woman rep
Cheer Up: Love and Pom Poms by Crystal Frasier and Val Wise
For the Love of April French by Penny Wise
Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars by Kai Cheng Thom
Nevada by Imogen Binnie
Little Fish by Casey Plett
Girlmode by Magdalene Visaggio and Paulina Ganucheau
It Gets Better…Except When It Gets Worse (And Other Unsolicited Truths I Wish Someone Had Told Me) by Nicole Maines
Wild Geese by Soula Emmanuel
kitten by Olive Nuttall
Bang Bang Bodhisattva by Aubrey Wood
A Short History of Trans Misogyny by Jules Gill-Peterson
Miss Major Speaks: Conversations with a Black Trans Revolutionary by Toshio Meronek and Miss Major
The Sapling Cage by Margaret Killjoy
Boys Weekend by Mattie Lubchansky
Bad Habit by Alana S. Portero
Tar Hollow Trans by Stacy Jane Grover
Little Blue Encyclopedia (For Vivian) by Hazel Jane Plante
A Safe Girl to Love by Casey Plett
Bellies by Nicola Dinan
Real Queer America: LGBT Stories From Red States by Samantha Allen
Wrath Goddess Sing by Maya Deane
Bad Girls by Camila Sosa Villada
The Call-Out by Cat Fitzpatrick
OKPsyche by Anya Johanna DeNiro
Nonbinary, Agender, Genderqueer, and Other Gender Expansive Rep
Pantomime by L.R. Lam
Out of Salem by Hal Schrieve
Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender
The Heartbreak Bakery by A.R. Capetta
Fine: A Comic About Gender by Rhea Ewing
The Palace of Eros by Caro de Robertis
Sing Anyway by Anita Kelly
The Salt Grows Heavy by Cassandra Khaw
Dragonfall by L.R. Lam
Something to be Proud Of by Anna Zoe Quirke
Really Cute People by Markus Harwood-Jones
Homebody by Theo Parish
Model Home by Rivers Solomon
How Far Light Reaches by Sabrina Imbler
She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan
Sir Callie and the Champions of Helston by Esme Symes-Smith
Manywhere: Stories by Morgan Thomas
Bianca Torre is Afraid of Everything by Justine Pucella Winans
When the Angels Left the Old Country by Sacha Lamb
Deephaven by Ethan M. Aldridge
Beating Heart Baby by Lio Min
Intersectional Trans+ Rep Outside Your Own Experience (obviously depends on your own experience but here are some intersectional books in general)
Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White
Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas
The Thirty Names of Night by Zeyn Joukhadar
The Wicked Bargain by Gabe Cole Novoa
The Sunbearer Trials by Aiden Thomas
Fierce Femmes and Notorious Liars by Kai Cheng Thom
Bellies by Nicola Dinan
Miss Major Speaks
Bad Girls by Camila Sosa Villada
Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender
Something to be Proud of by Anna Zoe Quirke
Model Home by Rivers Solomon
How Far Light Reaches by Sabrina Imbler
She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan
Beating Heart Baby by Lio Min
When the Angels Left the Old Country by Sacha Lamb
2Spirit, Indigiqueer and Indigenous Gender Expansive Rep
Hammajang Luck by Makana Yamamoto
The Flicker by H.E. Edgmon
(I will have to do some more readings in this last section, clearly!)
Gerard Butler as The Phantom PHANTOM OF THE OPERA (2004) dir. Joel Schumacher
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Trans people who sing: Are you (or were you, pre-hrt/training) dysphoric about your singing voice?
transmasc - yes
transmasc - no, but i am/was dysphoric about my speaking voice
transmasc - no and i'm not dysphoric about my speaking voice either
transfem - yes
transfem - no, but i am/was dysphoric about my speaking voice
transfem - no and i'm not dysphoric about my speaking voice either
other - yes
other - no, but i am/was dysphoric about my speaking voice
other - no and i'm not dysphoric about my speaking voice either
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Yes, I was also dysphoric over my speaking voice. Luckily, my voice dropped a lot pretty quickly. I'm not a good singer by any means, but I went from Mezzo to Bass.
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Somehow, it has been over a year since I've done one of my Phantom polls, and @meilas has been harassing me to bring these back. Well, thanks to a conversation with @rose-margaritas, inspiration has finally struck, and I return with a new poll!
Which Phantom would you like to spend a thunderstorm with?
Jeremy Stolle—takes you outside to slow dance in the rain
Jon Robyns—stands in the rain sobbing uncontrollably while you watch
Ben Crawford—watches the storm while "in no way trying to be sexy"
Ben Lewis—cries through reading poetry to you by the fireplace
James Gant—makes you tea and sits with you to watch the storm from the window
Cooper Grodin—will only do anything with his wife, glassprism
Thiago Arancam—locks you outside in the storm without an umbrella
Josh Piterman—the power's out, so he makes you a candlelit dinner
Hugh Panaro—spins around in the rain yelling "WHEEEEEE" at the top of his lungs
Luke McCall—curls up on the sofa with you with a soft blanket, tea, and books
Reblog if you would like to see me create more polls! If you have any requests for another "Which Phantom Would You Like To" poll, go ahead and send me an ask or dm! I enjoy requests!
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I saw this without that last bit before. READ THAT LAST BIT.
Thinking about how Erik wasn't just left alone by people, but also had no support system in the century he was born. His traumas would never be taken seriously (specially considering the men in his time), his mental illness would never be treated, he would probably be locked in an asylum and endure horrific torture if he ever tried to search for help. His abusers were protected by this very system and got away with everything they did to him. He was left down by everyone, even in his family, anywhere he went he was met with abuse, discrimination and ableism, and there was no way to escape this monstrous society other than hiding from it.
Thinking about no matter how much Leroux evidenced Erik's humanity, his nuances, the good he was capable of making, how his crimes were circumstantial (and in a lot of cases even forced), but not from thoughtless sadistic satisfaction, how he had no chance of living as a normal person in the world that casted him out like a 'monster'... he will always be a "villain" in the eyes of so many people. Because it's easier to blame one single person that already doesn't have anything or anyone and is already down on his misery, poverty and trauma, than to aknowledge the very system and society that forced him to live that way. It's easier to create an enemy that won't be accepted by anyone as anything other than an enemy, an 'other'.
Just thinking about how tragic and sadly realistic Erik is.
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