You have made decisions in your life. You make decisions everyday, generally we don't even think about them. Sometimes you are faced with an extremely tough choice to make. Have you ever experienced that moment of extreme confusion? When everyone and everything seems misleading somehow? When you can trust no one but yourself, and even then you feel endless amounts of doubt? You can't depend on the decisions of others, but how are you sure that you even know what you're doing? That moment with endless "what ifs" and "maybes". That moment that lacks peace of mind? I have. Sometimes you wait too long to make these decisions and the moment passes you, never to return... sometimes you make these tough decisions too quickly, and in your haste forget to consider alternatives... For me, I'm never the latter. I am much too cautious to make these decisions all too quickly. Now what could have been if I actually made the decisions still haunts me, and keeps me up at night.