Don't let me drown

Struggling with my own demon. ATTENTION:Some posts may be triggering and this is NOT pro ana/mia tumblr and i do not encouraged any self harm actions. This is just a place where i can be myself and 'shout' out my feelings.

[aimee3434]

Is it that hard to listen to me for once? Is it that hard to validate my feelings at least once?

I'm drowning in pain. Everyone is moving forward in life but I'm stuck in my own hell.

[aimee3434]

Did it again. I miss you dad and I'm sorry.

[verpasstzuleben]

[wastedpoets]

[http-xxaxx]

I have never felt more alone and distant from people.

[aimee3434]

It's been 8 years and I still see no hope. What's the point of surviving?

[fuckedintheheadkrc]

the worst part is when you can feel things getting bad again, but you don’t know how to stop it

[mosscaller]

I wish people would remember that I have bpd and adjust how they speak to me. I instantly recognize their text/speaking tone or how they act when it's different.

Even when I've been open about my disorders and trauma, people still act surprised when I slowly pull away.

This is why I have trust issues, because I see old patterns resurfacing and it makes me shut down.

You can't treat me one way, fill me with promises and then leave me with this empty/hurt feeling.

I'm so tired of this shit.

[mosscaller]

[izakdavid-deactivated20211204]

Title: Her Wrists.

And she wonders why no one can ever hear her cry its cause she’s crying in the back of her mind as she cuts her wrists to try and make you realize that she’s screaming on the inside -IzakDavid

All photos are FAKE they are made using FX Makeup or Photoshop.

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[aimee3434]

Do I get to meet my dad in heaven if I kill myself?

[lemonadepeachtea]

I’m too sensitive for life

[dietcokeswhore666-deactivated20]

me ranting on my tumblr every single day about how i broke my fast & that im a fat piece of shit and deserve to die

[satans-flowers]

“I am painfully aware that I am no one’s favorite person”

— unknown (via there-will-be-violence)

[aimee3434]

You turn me away like I'm nothing when I need you. Now you pretending to be nice when you need me.

[harmed]

[ambiguities]

from weheartit