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thunder

Our love wasn’t forever but I hope our souls will recognize each other if they ever meet again. For a short period in time, I knew you and you knew me. One day you’ll be a stranger again but maybe some parts of you will remain unchanged, so there will be a familiar face buried underneath the unknown.

I hope the hands of time preserve our memories of our journey together instead of erase them - Jess Amelia (via jess-amelia)

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Miris

I’m not saying that I am right. this is just my opinion.

bukankah yang paling dicari semua orang di dunia adalah kebahagiaan dan kedamaian? agama sekalipun mengajarkan kedamaian yang berujung pada kebahagiaan di dunia bersama sesama manusia maupun di akhirat nanti (who knows?).

lalu mengapa banyak orang yang lebih memilih hal-hal yang membuat mereka terpaksa, terbelenggu; ketimbang hal-hal yang membuat mereka bahagia? - realistis katanya. ya memang realistis untuk beberapa hal; salah satunya adalah uang; namun bagaimana dengan cinta? bukannya lebih baik rasanya mencintai dan dicintai, lalu bahagia; dibanding dengan mencintai atau dicintai namun terpaksa, terbelenggu?

miris rasanya. Tuhan menciptakan manusia dengan segala keunikannya untuk saling mencintai, agar dunia penuh warna; bukan saling membenci dan saling bermusuhan bukan? mengapa keunikan itu menjadi penghalang untuk mencintai? penghalang untuk manusia merajut kebahagiaan bersama?

pilihan adalah pilihan; I choose to be happy.

#loveislove #kebahagiaan

lohver

my dad told me “if a man cares about you, you won’t ever have to wonder how he feels, he’ll constantly remind you” and that really hit deep.

born-in-badlands

so i never really trust anyone around me. because one second you’d feel like they’re the one who cares the most about you, then the other second you felt like nothing to them. and even i feel so distant to my family. they ignored me too much, and now when they try to get closer, i push them away. i sealed myself from the outside world. i’ve always feel so lonely. so empty. i dont let people see what’s behind these walls, but i want to see someone trying, i want someone who is willing to fight for me someone who spends their time wondering am i doing fine someone who will be there to listen to my 3am thoughts someone who would always check up on me someone who’d tell me how much i meant to them, that the more i hold my shield, the more they will try to see what’s behind it i want to see someone giving all their effort for me. don’t give up on me. i just want to feel the feeling of being wanted.

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