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aisaka-moved

i remade like this for my new blog and ill follow you

#bump✨

makotato

aisaka-moved

i remade like this for my new blog and ill follow you

#hello

aisaka-moved

i remade like this for my new blog and ill follow you

#like this

aisaka-moved

i remade like this for my new blog and ill follow you

#bump

i remade like this for my new blog and ill follow you

#pls no hate follows i dont have the energy and im paranoid

anyone else embarrassed by the self-image and interests you have that you want to reconstruct your entire self even though thats not possible at this point bc the things that make you happy cant be substituted, so you just hide your life from others except strangers who share your interests. and then when you take a risk and let ppl who are close to you know what your interests are, they sometimes make you feel like shit or remind you thats who you are and you remember most ppl arent like that. so you just feel extremely embarrassed. then you realize this is why most of your friendships are with ppl you have met online bc nobody irl will really ever accept you or find you fun to be around bc you are painfully annoying, but at least you can subdue the annoyances online bc its only an interface and not your real self.

bc thats how im feeling right now and i wish i could just die already.

#i feel so fucking bad and im just waiting to break down and cry already lol #pathetic

someone: you won't feel this way forever (: it'll get better

me, who's been this way nearly all of my life, felt this awful since age 10 (and the years before that probably if i could actually remember them in detail and didn't repress 95% of what happened), who's been told the exact same thing, verbatim, for years, as things have either stayed the same or gotten worse: ok

hi apparently im very embarrassing and i have to remake all the time bc i dont want to annoy ppl or make them cringe. basically i love feeling like shit.

im gonna remake soon but like this post if you want me to follow you onto my new blog. if you dont like it thats ok i just want ppl to follow me who arent annoyed by me.

#what i reblog would be the same but if u hate seeing kpop on ur dash #u probably shouldnt like this post

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merrigo

👻🎃

#pixel #is that a naruto ghost in there

bevsi

yea sexuality is fluid but like, not everyone’s sexuality has the same amount of fluidity, as in don’t go up to a lesbian and tell her “hey, maybe someday you’ll be attracted to men”