Highkey Ais is easy asf and so is Mihn but I'm not gonna slander them right now. Also spoilers mentioned.
Kinda sad about Ais because he craves that connection so bad but he keeps giving it to folks who just wanna fuck and maybe be friends lol
The obvious reference is with Vere but we all know that. Actually nevermind, imagine being Ais and being attached to Vere and lowk wanting more and Vere is like "nah" because that's not what he signed up for (cool, cool) but then Vere turns right around and takes the MC on not one, not two, but three dates in one day after knowing them for about 48 hours.
And then the way I see it with the implications in the first demo, Ais and Leander slept together and Leander is such a manipulative sweet talker and Ais, despite his wisdom, did not have any pleasant experiences with humans combined with his terrible loneliness he's experienced and whatever he went through with his gang. So, it does make sense for him to buy into Lenders "look at me I'm not like the others" song and dance he does with anyone who is at a weak moment in their life.
Just something I thought of. I do think Ais is a hopeless, lonely, romantic wanting to place that somewhere.
oh no! today just happens to be peak ovulation day...
STARRING: caleb, sylus, zayne, xavier, & rafayel [separate] x f!reader
CW: needy bsf!caleb, dry humping | husband!sylus, breeding | lots of reader solo play (sorry snow girlies i failed us w this one), mirror sex | light somno?, eating out | teasing, orgasm denial
happy late valentines day <3 i hope i proofread good enough lol
✮⋆˙— caleb
The soft glow of the tv is the only light in the room, flickering blues and golds across the walls. Rain taps gently against the windows in a soothing beat, an excuse you happily use to curl a little close to Caleb on the couch. Best-friend movie nights were a ritual. You never missed them. Caleb never missed them. One night a month where the world didn't exist and it was just the two of you, uninterrupted.
And tonight just happened to be the night for your body to betray you.
You’d been squirming for the last five minutes, trying to find a position that doesn’t make you hyper-aware of the stickiness that won't stop gushing into your panties. First you’re to hot, then you’re too cold. Every brush of the blanket feels like too much.
You huff and pull back from Caleb, slumping into the cushions and pretending to watch a scene you haven’t followed for the last twenty minutes.
He glances sidelong. “You alright?”
You nod too fast, cheeks heating as you tug the blanket higher, squishing your thighs together, praying the movement looks causal.
“Are you sure? You’ve been… I dunno… weird tonight.”
“Weird?” you squeak. “What do you mean?”
Caleb turns fully toward you, and you stubbornly keep your gaze locked on the screen. Something shifts in the air under his attention, the room warming and suddenly shrinking two sizes too small.
“Hey,” his voice is gentle. “Look at me.”
You swallow hard, finding your will, and turn your head.
Caleb’s eyes are wide, but not with concern alone. They drift over the blanket wrapped around your body, then back to your face, soft but intent.
“You don’t have to lie,” he murmurs. “I can tell you’re uncomfortable.”
“I’m not!” you defend quickly. “I could never be uncomfortable with you. I’m just… having one of those days…”
“Yeah?” His voice drops then, like he already knows. He shifts just an inch closer and it makes everything worse. “Y’know you don’t have to lie to me, pips.”
You close your eyes, exhaling. He’s not going to let it go.
“It’s just… that day during my cycle,” you mutter, fingers twisting in the blanket. “It… makes me all flustered and…” you trail off, never more embarrassed.
“Can I help?”
Your eyes snap open. “W-What?”
“Can I help?” he repeats, already moving closer to crowd your space. Large arms brace on either side of your hips. His gaze goes hazy, hungry in a way you’ve never let yourself notice before. “Please?”
You choke on a gasp, the sound breaking into a needy whine. Your mind pulls in two opposite directions–your pussy throbbing helplessly at the offer while your heart twists at how much could change if you give in.
The decision is made for you. Caleb sees the hesitation, but the desire in your eyes win. His lips crash onto yours.
You melt instantly. Of course you do. Your fingers tangle in his hair, dragging him close while you pant into his mouth like you’ve been craving this for far longer than just tonight.
Your heart pounds in time with the pulse between your thighs, completely soaking you through the dainty fabric.
No more words. Caleb's hands do the talking, rough and impatient as they yank your shorts down your legs. His gaze immediately darts to your panties and he groans low in his throat.
“Oh my… fuck…” he breaths, already shoving his sweats down. “Why didn’t you let me help you earlier?”
“I–I was embarrassed.” You admit, failing against the cushions.
“You never have to be embarrassed, baby…” the pet name curls around you, warm and possessive. “Never for this.”
He settles over you, sweats pushed low but boxers still on. His cock is painfully hard, straining against the fabric, but he doesn’t touch himself—just presses the thick length right against your soaked, cotton covered core.
You gasp, the contact is electric, exactly what your pussy’s been begging for. Caleb dips down and captures your lips, the kiss turning messy almost instantly. You cling to each other, exhaling loud out of your noses to not separate. His hips drag, pulling sweet little whines from your throat.
Caleb’s lip part as a raw moan slips free, his lips still dragging wet kisses across yours. He pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes half-lidded and completely fixated, like he can’t believe this is real. The hard line in his boxers grinds against the thin cotton covering your heat again.
Best friends definitely weren’t supposed to be doing this. But the forbidden edge tastes so sweet, and the simple, devastating fact that it’s him, only makes it more addictive.
You lift your hips aggressively, chasing friction when the head of his cock brushes your swollen clit through the layers. Your panties are drenched now, letting him slide easily, every drag spending sparks up your spine. The wrongness of it, the rightness of him, is intoxicating.
Your sweet, protective best friend, reduced to nothing but a man desperate for any form of contact from you.
“Pips…” he groans, pressing harder. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
A wicked smirk curves your lips before you pull him back into a messy, open-mouthed kiss that's full of a hunger neither of you wishes to hide. Your teeth sink into his bottom lip, then your tongue soothes the sting.
His large hands roam up from your hips to squeeze your breasts through the thin fabric of his t-shirt you’d stolen tonight. You–all bare legs, skimpy panties, and his shirt–has him twitching in his boxers.
“Fuck…” he pants, pulling back from the kiss, but never stilling his shallow thrusts. Conflict suddenly flashes in his eyes. “We…we shouldn’t be—ah!—doing this.”
You manage a sweet, dangerously innocent voice, slowly rocking your hips—just once, over his throbbing need. “W-Why not, Caleb? You’re just helping me. We’re…mmph…not doing anything wrong.”
He groans at the obvious lie, bracing himself on his forearms to suspend his weight over you. His muscles are wound tight, straining against his restraint, which crumbles with his next sentence.
“I need to… see you,” he grunts. “See what I’m doing to you, pretty girl.”
Before you can think, his trembling hand hooks your panties aside. The choked sound he makes at the sight of your glistening, swollen pussy, goes straight to your core, then he’s slamming his still-clothed cock right over your directly exposed wetness.
His hips lose rhythm, jerking wildly in a desperate, uncoordinated rut. His cock throbs violently in his boxers, chasing a release he can’t hold back. The friction is filthy, intoxicating, your whimpers mixing with his wrecked moans.
“So beautiful…” he murmurs, eyes fluttering shut. “God, you’re so beautiful, honey.”
The most captivating sounds spill from Caleb’s lungs, a mix of whimpers and guttural moans as a sudden warmth blooms and soaks the material of his boxers, seeping out onto your puffy core. He collapses forward, breathing ragged against your ear.
“Did you just–”
“Mhmm…” he hums, voice shaky but completely unashamed. “All in my boxers. I couldn’t help it.”
You huff a gentle laugh, still trembling with want, thighs slick and aching. “Wanna do it inside me now?”
✮⋆˙— sylus
Your bare feet pad into your shared bedroom, steam spilling out behind you and curling along the ceiling like a lingering sigh. Droplets cling to your skin, sliding down the curve of your throat and between your breasts before disappearing beneath the collar of your robe. You tug the fabric tighter, shifting your hips as the restless heat returns low in your belly.
The bath had meant to ease the tension that haunted you all day, yet all it’s done is make you more aware of it.
To your surprise, Sylus sits propped up against the headboard in nothing but a pair of black pajama pants, glasses resting on the bridge of his nose, a book open in his hand. He must have returned home while you were submerged.
The second you step into the room, his gaze lifts slowly and pins you in place. The pupils in his eyes widen, something soft but hungry in his gaze.
He knows exactly what today is.
“Come here,” he says sweetly, patting the mattress beside him.
You oblige without hesitation, climbing onto the bed and crawling up the sheets before flopping onto your stomach with a muffled groan. The cool fabric against your flushed skin makes you shiver.
“You didn’t enjoy your bath?” he hums, palm gliding over your robe-clad back in slow, soothing passes that only only makes the ache worse.
“No, I did,” you mumble into the pillow. “I’m just…” your voice trails off, embarrassment tangling your tongue. The words feel too exposed, even to your husband.
“I know.” His tone drops, husky and threaded with quiet amusement. “You’re so warm.”
The mattress dips as he shifts to settle behind you. Strong fingers slip to your front to find the tie of your robe and loosen it, peeling the damp silk from your shoulders. His lips follow the path of exposed skin, pressing hot, lingering kisses along your shoulder blades.
“You even smell sweet today,” he murmurs against your skin.
Heat floods all over again, a slick gush seeping from your sweet hole and onto the mattress. A quiet whimper slips free as you lift your hips, brushing your ass back against the firmness straining beneath his pajama bottoms.
“Sylus…” you breathe.
“Yes, kitten?” his hands slide down to your hips, thumbs kneading the soft skin. “Use your words.”
He rolls his hips forward in a slow grind, letting you feel the heavy weight of him exactly where you’re aching most.
“I need you…” you whimper, voice small.
Sylus smirks, peppering kisses just beneath your ear. “And why do you need me?”
You're grateful your face is buried in the mattress because your cheeks burn instantly. His teasing is gentle, but relentless–he wants to hear it.
“Because…” you swallow. “you know… ‘m ovulating.”
Sylus groans as he presses his cock deeper against you. Your robe is peeled down your arms, the silk whispering against your skin as it gives way before it’s tossed aside. Cool air kisses your heated skin, replaced quickly by the warmth of his body hovering over yours.
“Is that so, kitten?” his hands trails down your bare back, fingers tracing every dip of your spine. “Do you want me to take care of that for you?”
“Please.”
A kiss is pressed to your head before he lifts himself long enough to push his pajamas down. You feel him a second later, the gentle tap of his cock once against your ass, a bead of precum smearing onto your skin. The sensation makes you shudder, hips instinctively pressing back for more.
“Look at you,” he murmurs, voice thick with admiration as his hands spread over your lower back, keeping you still. “You’re so wet for me.”
His cock drags slowly between your slick folds, the glide torturously slow. You can feel every vein, every pulse, your pussy clenching around nothing as he coats himself in your arousal. Praise falls from his lips in soft murmurs—good girl… so sweet… so ready for me—each word sending another wave of heat through you.
When he finally lines himself up and begins to push inside, it's agonizingly slow. Sylus wants you to feel every stretch until you’re gasping into the sheets, fingers curling into the favor. His hand rubs soothing circles into your hip while his forehead presses between your shoulder blades.
At first, it’s gentle. Deep, steady thrusts rock your body forward, the headboard tapping the wall in rhythm. But your soft, broken mewls and the way you push back against him, smearing your slick heat across his abdomen, wears down that compose.
Fingers dig into your hips, tightening until you’re certain the marks will linger. The pace quickens, each thrust landing harder than the last, the quiet room filling with the wet sounds of skin meeting skin and the desperate hitch of your cries. He has you exactly where he wants you.
Well, almost.
His arm snakes around your waist while his other hand splays possessively across the top of your spine. The weight of him forces your body into a deep, supplicating arch that maximizes the depth.
There.
He grunts a low, satisfied sound as your walls flutter around him in reply to the new angle. “You like that, sweetheart?”
A round of sharp, breathless inhales answers his question. “Y-yes–hicc–y-yes!”
His hips surge forward violently at the sweet sound, losing any remaining gentleness.
“I’m so deep like this, kitten,” he gasps, each word punctuated by the heavy slam of his cock driving into you again and again. “Could stuff you so full right now…”
A needy whine spills from you, drool dampening the pillow as pleasure muddles coherent thoughts. “C-Could you n-now?” The question tumbles out with a desperate sincerity between gasps.
Sylus leans forward, his breath hot against the shell of your ear. “I could. And you’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
A shudder runs down your spine as he pulls you upright against him, your back flushed to his chest. Your head falls onto his shoulder, baring your throat. He takes immediate advantage, slowing his frantic rhythm to deep, punishing thrusts that make your toes curl while his lips work at the sensitive skin of your neck, sucking dark love bites onto the supple skin.
“You’re already so beautiful,” he murmurs, voice thick with affection as he drags himself out to the tip before slamming back in, forcing a sob from your lips. “Imagine how beautiful you’d be swollen with me right—”
His hand slides from your waist to your stomach, palm spreading wide as his fingers splay possessively over the skin there.
“—here.”
Your eyes flutter shut as the image floods your mind—round and full of him. The thought alone makes your pussy clench, slickness leaking down his length in a fresh rush.
“Oh, you’d let me, wouldn’t you, kitten?” His hand glides upward, fingers curling around your jaw, firm but tender as he tilts your face back towards his. He needs to see you, need to see the honesty in your eyes. “You’d let me fuck a baby into you?”
The words ignite something molten in your core, spewing a string of moans from your lips. Your gaze locks with his, and the seriousness in his expression steals what little breath you have left.
His grip on your jaw tightens just enough to keep your focus as his thrusts pick up again. “Words. Use them.”
“Y-Yes,” you sputter.
“Yes what, sweetheart?”
“Yes I’d l-let you—hah!—fuck a b-baby into me, Sy!”
A strangled growl tears from his throat. Your answer unlocks something feral in him. His pace turns ruthless, ramming his cock into you with one intention.
“Gonna fuck you so full, sweetie,” he promises hoarsely. “I’ll make sure it—nngh—takes.”
He’s already throbbing inside you, completely captivated by the sheer thought of getting you pregnant. His lips crash against yours in a heated, desperate kiss, swallowing your moans as his movements grow sloppy with need. With a groan that rumbles through both of you, his tip slams against your soft cervix, releasing hot pulses of his seed. He doesn’t stop, rolling his hips in slow thrusts to ensure it took.
When he finally stills, he rests his sweaty forehead against yours, a dazed smile tugging at his lips.
“We have to ensure it takes, kitten,” in a smooth motion he flips you both, letting you sit atop him. “Show me how badly you want it.”
✮⋆˙— zayne
You watch the clock tick past, the small hand resting on the hour, officially signaling that Zayne is off shift.
Unfortunately, he still won’t be home for at least another hour. Judging by his lack of reply to your texts, there’s probably mountains of paperwork, last-minute calls, and traffic standing between him and this house. You’ll be lucky if you see him before nightfall.
You groan, slumping against the edge of the bed, tilting your head back to stare at the ceiling. The one day you really need Zayne, and he’s nowhere in sight.
Your body aches with need, each pulse a reminder that ovulation has turned you feral. Heat blooms in your lower belly, soaking your panties, and you can't stop pressing your thighs together to try and relieve it.
Your gaze flicks to the mirror. Your reflection stares back with flushed cheeks. You bite your lip and glance at the clock again. There is a solution.
Zayne will probably be exhausted when he gets home. If you take care of yourself now, you can tend to him later.
Fuck it.
With zero ceremony, you kick off your shorts, the fabric of your soaked panties clinging to your pussy. Your cheeks burn an even deeper crimson as you push them down, peeling away the damp material and leaving your lower half exposed to the reflective glass.
Desperation makes your movements sloppy. Your fingers dip inside your dripping cunt, index and middle finger instantly slick with your need. You twitch as they withdraw, then drag up to twirl them in gentle circles over your swollen clit, shivering at the surge of pleasure.
A tiny moan escapes your lips, high and breathless. It's been a while since you’ve touched yourself solo—because you usually have Zayne. But tonight, he’s just an image in your head, and that thought alone is enough to make you squirm.
You mimic his touch, spreading your folds and teasing your swollen bud just like he would. Stop. Start. Your hips lift instinctively, chasing the delicious burning building in your core.
“Z-Zaynie…” you whimper to the air, eyes flicking to your reflection, watching your pussy flutter around what would be his cock if he were here. Your thighs threaten to slam together, but you force them apart.
You lose yourself in the sensation of your fingers' newfound rhythm. Pressure builds, threatening to boil over the edge. Your breath catches, lips parting in moans that are muffled but urgent.
And then—
Your eyes snap open and they aren’t just seeing you in the mirror. Zayne is in the doorway, tie loosened from work. His expression is unreadable, but dangerously hungry. His arms are crossed, like he’s trying to seem annoyed—but you know that look. He’s definitely turned on and fully amused by your shame.
“Shit—mmgh—Zayne—!” you squeak, yanking your hand back and slamming your thighs together as if that could hide the evidence of your crime.
He steps in slowly, never breaking eye contact as he sets his glasses on the nightstand.
“It’s not—” you start, then stop, as you realize it is. “I’m sorry, I just… ugh.” You bury your face in your hands, cheeks burning hotter than ever.
“There’s no need to be ashamed,” he says evenly, taking a single step in the room. “Continue.”
You glance at him, confused. “But Zayne—“
“Did I misspeak?” His voice is unnervingly calm.
“N-No,” you stammer. “B-But I don’t understand. I only did it because you weren’t here, and now that you are—”
“That doesn’t change anything.” He interrupts, voice low and commanding. “You were doing it when I wasn’t here. You couldn’t wait. So go ahead. Finish without my help, just like you intended all along.”
A shiver runs through you. His words are cold, but utterly thrilling. You stare at him, searching for a crack in his expression that isn’t there.
Swallowing your embarrassment, you part your thighs again and place your hand back between your legs. The time you look at him—not at the mirror—as your fingers slide inside yourself. Your slick folds glisten under the bedroom light, fully displayed for him, yet he doesn’t even look. Zayne moves around the room, loosening his cuffs, rolling his shoulders, and going about his normal post-shift like you’re not bare and dripping a few feet away.
The normalcy of it makes your stomach twist. He’s doing it on purpose, and every second he doesn’t look is a silent command to keep going.
So, you continue. The pressure builds, unbearable now, and you bite your cheek to hold back a moan. “Zayne…” you pant, eyes fluttering shut as you buck helplessly into your own hand.
Before you can register it, he’s crouched beside you. His presence is sudden, the faint scent of soap and hospital antiseptic clinging to his skin. When his voice comes, it’s soft, but firm. “Are you going to come?”
You nod, breath hitching, unable to answer. His hand darts out, cradling your jaw, thumb pressing into your cheek as he tilts your face towards the mirror.
“Watch.”
You whimper, locking onto your reflection in the glass. Your fingers move of their own accord, gliding across your puffy clit as you push yourself over the edge. Your body trembles and tips sideways, instinctively leaning against him as the waves roll through you.
But he isn’t done with you.
You can’t even fully recover, because suddenly he’s pushing off his pants, his cock springing free before he’s settling in right behind you. One hand tugs greedily at your shirt, dragging the fabric up and off so your tits spring free, nipples tightening instantly in the cool air at the heat of his stare in the mirror.
“C’mon,” he orders quietly, fingers digging into your hips as he guides you back. “Ride me.”
You flush as you move to hover over him, still sensitive from your release. The reddened tip of his cock nudges against your entrance, smearing the sticky precum as you line him up with shaky hands.
“You get so needy when you’re ovulating,” he murmurs, amusement threading through the lust as he fixates where you will be joined. His hips raise once to poke your entrance in impatience.
“H-How do you–”
He chuckles under his breath, nipping your shoulder. One hand slides up your side to pinch your perked nipple, then swipe the bud of his thumb over it to soothe the sting. “You think I don't know my sweet girl?”
You whine and shake your head before you sink slowly onto his length, a lewd moan spilling free as the stretch makes your thighs tremble all over again.
But the pace is too slow for Zayne. His fingers flex, then grip your hips and pull you down until you're seated flush against him, his swollen tip nudging your cervix.
“Is it better than your fingers, love?” he asks, lips brushing the curve of your spine as his hand smooths up your back, pressing lazy kisses against the overheated skin.
“Mmm, y-yes. F-Fuck, yes,” you whimper, rolling your hips while your eyes stay glued to the mirror. Your breasts bounce with every motion, your juices slicking his pelvis. The obscene intimacy of watching yourself take him making your stomach flutter.
A breathy, almost strained groan slips from him. Zayne’s grip tightens, just shy of rough, as his thumbs dig into the soft flesh of your lower back.
“That’s it… look at you,” he mutters, voice dipping darker, a little mocking. His cock twitches inside you as he leans in, lips grazing your ear. “I love how you feel like this. When your body’s begging for me.”
You clench at the words and ride him harder, chasing the friction. The mirror shows everything—your flushed face, his hungry eyes, the way he watches you fall apart for him.
“Next time,” he groans, lifting his hips to meet your thrusts, never once breaking eye contact with your reflection. “You’ll wait for me.” His hand slides up to your throat, not squeezing, just holding. “Or at least send me a picture. Understood?”
Your pussy throbs in time with your heart, moans punching out from each snap of your hips colliding. “Y-Yes! I understand—!”
“Good. Now come for me again.”
✮⋆˙— xavier
Your eyelids flutter to the barely-there presses of his lips.
It starts on your cheek, then trails to your jaw. You keep your eyes closed as he buries his nose into your neck, inhaling your scent before peppering a few more kisses along the sensitive line beneath your ear. His breath is warm and uneven as he savors you before you fully wake.
Your body reacts subconsciously, shifting closer to him and giving a tiny shiver at the affection so early in the morning. If you had to guess, the sun hasn’t even risen. The world feels dim and soft, wrapped in the stillness.
You’re aware you lie on your side. Of the weight of the comforter. Of the steady thrum of his heartbeat against your back.
You’re also aware of his stiffness pressing against you—but it floats through your mind like a distant thought, something you register without fully grasping.
“Good morning, angel.” Xavier’s voice is a hoarse rasp near your ear, signaling that he too just woke. His hips subtly shift, pressing him more firmly against you before he exhales. “You can go back to sleep, lovely.”
You hum in reply, still drifting. His hand glides down the curve of your waist, slow and absentminded at first, like he’s memorizing the shape of your curves. The touch keeps you suspended in the blissful space between dreaming and reality—where every sensation feels warmer, heavier, and sweeter.
You almost sink back under. Until his kisses don't stop.
They linger longer now, and his fingers toy with the hem of your waistband as if testing whether you’ll stir. You inhale softly, something incoherent slipping from your lips when his warm hand slips beneath the fabric, his palm settling on your abdomen. His thumb traces patterns that send quiet sparks up your spine, each pass making your thighs tighten just a fraction more.
You should wake. You should turn and face him, acknowledge the warmth that you are suddenly very aware is pooling in your panties—and fast. But you're so comfortable, so pliant against him, letting his touch wander while your thoughts drift like mist.
“Do you know what today is?” Xavier murmurs, breaking through the haze.
Your blink your eyes open slowly, the dim room slowly taking shape in blurred outlines. You search your memory, but nothing important surfaces. Only the steady rhythm of his breathing and the way his hand stills, waiting.
But your body seems to know before your mind does. There's a heightened sensitivity humming under your skin, every brush of his fingers sending a ripple through you that feels unfairly intense for how half-asleep you still are.
Oh.
“It’s a good thing,” he continues softly, his words threaded with a gentle hunger. He finds the hem of your panties, gently rubbing the fabric between his thumb and forefinger. “You’re extra sweet today… softer. Smell so good…”
Heat creeps into your cheeks even in your drowsiness, and your legs part slightly without conscious thought. The small movement draws a low breath from him, a quiet surrender to how much he wants you. His forehead rests against your shoulder as his hand dips beneath your panties.
He finds you wet and murmurs out grateful praises into your skin, kissing you again and again like he can't help himself. His fingers instantly begin a gentle dance against your clit, making you arch back into him with a soft, sleepy moan.
“I saw the calendar… that cute little app,” he pinches your bud softly, soothing the action with slow passes of his fingertip. “So you’re super sensitive for me. Especially in the morning.”
You whimper, clutching your pillow as you let breathless sounds slip free, your body melting into the pleasure despite how foggy your mind still feels. Even though his touch only abandons you for a second, a needy whine escapes your throat. He pushes your pants and panties down just enough, the material pooling at your ankles.
“Just stay where you are, star,” he says softly as the warmth of his body leaves yours.
Xavier trails a path of wet kiss along the back of your thighs, unhurried and worshipful. You shudder but stay curled like he asked, fingers tightening in the sheets. When he reaches your pussy, finding it dripping and open, he lets his warm breath ghost over you first, making your hips twitch.
He inhales deeply, his hips shifting mindlessly against the mattress at your sweet scent. He doesn’t wait another second before his mouth finds you.
You grasp a handful of blonde hair, whining as his tongue licks a stripe from your entrance upwards, then settles to circle your clit. He continues to lap at your heat, devouring how syrupy you are today, sucking you into his mouth and burying his face deep between your thighs like he never wants to come up for air.
“Feels s-so good, Xavi…” you moan, trembling.
Your orgasm is already hovering. He groans against you, one hand gripping your ass, kneading the skin encouragingly. Each swipe of his tongue is a silent plea.
Come for me. Let me taste you. Let me make you feel good.
You break seconds after, squirming against the sheets as pleasure takes over you in warm waves. Pants leave your lips as he doesn't let up, his mouth relentlessly working you through the euphoric waves, and long after they pass. His face is sticky with your cum, dripping down his chin, making him look as if he’s the one who just finished.
“B-Babe–” you cry out, trying weakly to push his head back. “Honey… ‘s too much…”
He presses one last lingering kiss to your puffy pussy before finally lifting his head. His cheeks are flushed, blue eyes dark and thoroughly satisfied. “Sorry,” he breathes, brushing his thumb along your thigh. “I couldn’t help myself.”
His hands are gentle as they turn you from your side onto your back. Your gaze drifts downward, catching the darkened patch of precum blooming against the front of his tented sweatpants. The sight sends a fresh pulse of heat through your still-sensitive body.
He follows your gaze before palming himself through the fabric.
“Think you can handle a bit more for me?”
✮⋆˙— rafayel
The car ride was silent.
You knew you’d pushed Rafayel’s buttons a little too far at his gala tonight. But honestly… could he even blame you?
He’d shown up dressed like sin in one of his sharpest suits, hair styled to perfection, eyes gleaming the entire duration of the exhibit. And all of it—all of it—on the exact day you were ovulating.
Of course you were going to touch him.
Of course you were going to kiss him.
Of course you were going to corner him beside a marble sculpture and slide your hand a little too low.
“Raaffff,” you drawl into the thick quiet of the car, leaning over the console with a pout that’s half apology, half provocation. “C’mon. Please don’t be mad. I said I’m sorry!”
Rafayel’s brows turn downwards, but there's a sparkle behind the annoyance. “Sorry for kissing my neck while I was speaking to that artist,” he replies coolly, “or sorry for grabbing my dick before I had to greet the commissioner?”
You smirk, entirely unrepentant. “Both. And you liked it! You were hard when I touched you.”
He scoffs, but the sound melts into a quiet laugh under his breath. He isn’t mad, he never really is, and when you poke his side to confirm, he squirms just enough to betray himself. The twitch at the corner of his lips is your victory flag.
You think you’ve won.
That is, until you get home.
The moment the door clicks shut behind you, he moves. There's no warning. One second you’re toeing off your heels, the next his arms are around you, sweeping you up bridal-style. A startled laugh leaves you as he carries you down the hall, his hold possessive and unhurried.
His lips find yours before you reach the bed, and they are soft but insistent, pulling quiet gasps from your chest. The heat that’s been simmering in your belly all day flares hotter, burning brighter.
You land against the mattress with a muted thud, sheets cool beneath your back. “Undress,” he tells you, already slipping open the button of his shirt with graceful fingers.
You obey immediately, giggling as you shimmy out of your dress, fabric clinging to your hips before you kick it away. Anticipation hums under your skin like static.
Rafayel, meanwhile, is still mostly dressed. His shirt hangs open just enough to reveal his toned skin, a teasing glimpse of chest that makes your fingers itch for a touch. You reach for him instinctively, only for his hand to close around your wrist mid-air and guide it back to the mattress, pinning you there.
“Raf–”
“Do you really think I’m going to let you have your way after tonight?” His voice is playful, smug, and dripping with amusement. The smirk he gives you is pure trouble. “You’re so cute.”
You squirm, a fresh gush of warmth gathering between your thighs. “But… I said ‘m sorry.”
“Oh, I know you did, cutie,” he hums, leaning down to brush a single kiss against your cheek. Then your jaw. The column of your throat. Each one is soft and savoring.
“So then…” you mumble, tilting your neck to give him more space. “Why are you still dressed?”
His lips curve against your skin as he trails lower, the gentle presses of his lips turning wetter, slower. Goosebumps rise across your body when his hands find your thighs, and ease them open for him.
He pauses, eyes settling on the soaked material clinging to you. His thumb presses against it, just once. You squeak, and arch into his hand, sensitivity dialed painfully high today. He chuckles, rubbing your pussy through the panties in lazy strokes, up and down, just enough to make you ache.
“I’m going to take care of you,” he coos, but his eyes are dark. “But you teased me all night… so I’m getting my revenge.”
You gasp when his thumb circles firm over your swollen clit through the fabric. The friction is electric and not enough all at once.
“Raf… please, this isn’t fair,” you whine.
“Not fair?” he juts his lip in a mock pout. “I didn’t think it was very fair when you were handsy in public.”
Before you can argue, he hooks a finger under your panties and slides them aside, revealing your dripping cunt. He huffs in amusement, admiring the slick evidence of your arousal like its art he curated himself. (He did)
His finger drags through your folds, collecting the sticky mess. He spreads you open, glides over your clit, circles your entrance, but never lingers enough to satisfy.
Your thighs twitch. Your hips lift. Your fingers clutch the comforter.
It’s torture. Sweet, earned, torture.
And just as a complaint forms on your lips, his fingertip settles over your clit and begins slow, gentle circles. Pleasure sparks outward, instantly bowing your back and spewing moans from your lips. Every sensation feels amplified.
“R-Raf… Raf, fuck—baby,” you cry, eyes squeezing shut as the pleasure builds, winding tighter and tighter.
Rafayel laughs softly, continuing to play with your pussy, admiring how much more wetness gathers at his touch. “You close, cutie? Gonna come?”
You nod in rapid succession. “Y-Yes…yeah ‘m gonna—“
His fingers stop.
The sudden absence makes you gasp, blinking your eyes open “W-Why did you stop?”
He lifts his gaze to yours, expression all polished mischief and arrogance. His thumb is still resting maddeningly close to where you’re throbbing. “Did you really think I was going to let you come?”
Your frustrated whine only makes his smile widen. He leans down, brushing his lips against yours in a slow, taunting kiss.
“After the way you behaved tonight?” he murmurs against your mouth. “You’re going to beg for it.”
His fingers return before you can even form a reply, and they're faster this time. The slick sounds of how wet you are fills the room. What started as gentle coaxing turns into purposeful rubbing that makes you fist the sheets and sob out. When your legs try to close, he simply prises them back open.
“You want it so bad, don’t you?” he whispers. “All worked up and needy… yet you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself.” His thumb presses just right, drawing a broken sound from your throat.
“I do… f-fuck I really do…” you whimper, hips chasing him without shame. The pressure builds once again, and just as the waves begin to crest, he stops.
The absence is devastating. His words following are cruel.
“Poor thing,” he murmurs, brushing his slick finger against your thigh. His cock strains against his pants, a visible twitch he pointedly ignores as he keeps his attention on you. “You’re soaking our sheets.”
You lie there in the heat of it, trying to gather yourself. When your heartbeat finally slows enough to think, he starts over. Fingers dragging through your warmth, starting slow, then faster. Each time he brings you near the edge, letting desperate cries and whimpers that you’re close spill from your lips, he stops again.
By the fourth time, tears sting the corners of your eyes. Your thighs shake uncontrollably, pleas dissolving into half-formed syllables that barely resemble words.
“R-Raf… p-plea–suh–ahh–” his fingers slide into your gummy walls.
“Think you’ve been good enough?”
“Y-Yea–mmgh–yes–!”
He exhales through his nose, finally satisfied. His fingers curl to your sweet spot, and this this they don’t pull away.
MDNI 🌶️ a side of Zayne he keeps hidden most of the time, but you look so gorgeous in his shirt, with messy hair, and he just can't hold back anymore
—⊹ based on this request
Perhaps you weren’t aware to the full extent of the effect you had on Zayne. A man like him was hard to truly captivate at times, but it was never a problem when it came to you.
Or maybe it was, because for days now, you could feel his eyes on you, quiet and attentive, searching for you in every room he entered, his eyes moving on their own accord in searching for the one thing that he couldn’t keep away from.
You.
Like gravity pulling him in, he surrendered willingly. His soft hazel eyes traced your features in the mirror every morning for the past week as you got ready for work. You felt them caress your face when you slept in his warm embrace. Felt the way he couldn’t stop looking, even when his ears betrayed him to you, growing a beautiful shade of pink that made his eyes stand out even more.
Warm pools of hazel-honey staring back at you every time, as if he was entranced by you no matter how much of a mess you looked or felt like.
And you were a mess, wearing one of his shirts, slouching on the couch with a leg beneath you and your chin propped on the other knee as you enjoyed some cool chocolate ice-cream dessert he had brought tonight on his way home from the hospital.
You thought he was eyeing your sweet treat, by the intense gaze he wore. So you just raised an eyebrow at him, ready to defend your cup of ice-cream from man in front of you.
“Why are you looking at me so intensely, Zayne? In fear of being a bad girlfriend, I’ll just have you know I’m not sharing this with you.” A cute pout formed on your lips as you moved the cup further away from him.
Zayne, who was now sitting beside you on the couch and working on loosening his tie, just smiled at you in a way that had you feeling like he was up to something. But before you could say more, his hand reached forward, brushing a strand of loose hair from your cheek while his thumb caressed the corner of your mouth.
You’d seen that smile before, the subtle quirk of his lips that signaled a forthcoming act of charming subterfuge. Your immediate thought was that he was going to try and guilt-trip you into sharing, perhaps with a pointed comment about how tired he was, coming straight from the operating room and needing a little sweetness to unwind. You braced yourself, tightening your grip on the ice cream, ready to counter his strategic maneuvers. After all, you knew his playful tactics almost as well as you knew the comfort of his embrace.
What you didn’t expect was the deliberate languidness of his movements, the almost maddening slowness with which his thumb lingered, wiping away a smear of chocolate you hadn’t even realized was there. His eyes, those captivating pools of hazel-gold, held yours, silently challenging you to look away.
“You have a little something right here,” he murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through the couch, sending a shiver through you despite the coolness of your treat. He didn’t move away, didn’t release eye contact, making the simple act feel incredibly intimate. “And for the record, I wasn’t looking at your ice cream.”
You felt a blush creep up your neck. Of course he wasn’t. It was always you, coming on top of all the sweets in the world, none of them could get that look in his eyes. You knew that, yet a part of you was still surprised by the sheer intensity of his focus. It made your heart skip a beat, a fluttering sensation that had little to do with the sugar rush from your dessert. In fact, it was all because of the hunger lingering in his eyes as he stared right at your soft lips.
You tried to feign nonchalance, swallowing a spoonful of ice cream a little too quickly. “Oh,” you managed, your voice barely a whisper. “Right. Sorry.”
He chuckled softly beside you, a warm melodic sound that always melted your defenses. “No need to apologize, darling.” The endearment, spoken with such casual ease, always sent a fresh wave of warmth through you. “Though I wouldn’t have minded a taste, if only to prove that yours isn’t quite as sweet as mine would be.”
A playful glint entered his beautiful eyes, a hint of the teasing wit that most people never got to see, reserved only for you. You’d thought you’d won, that your valiant defense of your chocolate ice cream cup had intimidated the great Zayne Li, cardiac surgeon extraordinaire.
You should have known better. He was never truly deterred.
After he’d reached and put the ice cream cup down, his hands had found their way back to you, one cupping the back of your head, fingers threading through your messy hair, and the other tracing a slow path from your hip up your side. He pulled you closer until you were half sprawled across his lap, the soft fabric of his shirt a comforting weight against your skin. The heat emanating from him seeped into your bones, a familiar warmth that always made you feel safe, cherished.
“Tell me again,” he murmured against your lips, his voice gone rough and warm, “about how you’re a mess and I shouldn’t be looking at you like you’re the most beautiful woman I have the priviledge of admiring however much I want.”
There was a playful challenge in his tone, a hint of that witty humor he reserved for you, the one he delivered with a straight face that always made you blush. And oh, you couldn’t even say it. You’d forgotten the entire argument, honestly. Because his soft hazel eyes were too close now, too dark with affection, and they melted away any coherent thought you might have had. The only response you could manage was a soft sigh against his neck.
He smiled against your mouth like he knew, like he’d planned it precisely like this on his way home, to get you in his lap and sighing in defeat into his neck. His lips moved from yours, trailing a path along your jawline, down to your neck. You shivered, and he seemed to lean into it, a low hum rumbling in his chest that meant he was liking your little reactions.
“I believe you’re unaware,” he whispered against your pulse point, his voice a low thrum that sent vibrations through you, “of how intoxicating you are to me, darling. Especially when you’re like this. Relaxed, soft, and completely yourself.”
He loved seeing you comfortable and uninhibited, away from the demands of work or social niceties. He saw the real you, the one that made his carefully constructed world spin just a little bit off its axis. That’s what you came to understand after all this time spent together, and it made your heart skip every time you remembered that.
His fingers came up to gently brush a stray strand of hair behind your ear, his touch featherlight and tender that got you melting into his embrace. Then his hand moved lower, settling on your bare shoulder where his shirt had slipped down when you circled your arms around his neck. His thumb traced the curve of your collarbone, a careful movement that made your breath catch and your heart pount faster, almost embarrasingly so.
“Every time I see you,” he confessed, pulling back just enough to look into your eyes, his gaze steady and intense as he spoke, “it’s like the world recalibrates. My heart...it never quite settles, not when you’re around. Especially not when you’re looking so innocent yet so utterly tempting.”
A faint blush, that lovely pink, crept up his neck and tinted the tips of his ears, a silent betrayal of his composed exterior. It was a stark contrast to his usual calm demeanor, a testament to the profound effect you had on him.
You couldn’t help but blush harder, the warmth spreading through you like wildfire. To be perceived with such intensity, such adoration, was overwhelming and exhilarating all at once. He was so openly sincere, so unguarded in these moments, and it cracked open something warm and vulnerable inside you whenever he let you see this part of himself. Raw and honest and so very open.
A quiet groan escaped him as his eyes lingered on the rosy flush spreading across your cheeks. His brow furrowed slightly, a silent battle playing out in his expression, a push and pull between wanting to savor the moment and desiring more.
“You have no idea,” he said again, his voice a little husky this time, “how much I love you. How much I... want you.” His gaze was firm now, holding yours and making it impossible to look away. There was no teasing left, just raw and honest devotion underneath all that hunger that seemed to consume him inside out.
His lips claimed yours again, this time with a deeper urgency that before, a quiet desperation that made your own heart pound in your ears as you tried to match his pace. It was a sensual kiss, a slow one that promised more, a delicious exploration that had you twining your fingers into the short, dark hair at his nape. That earned a deeper groan from him, a rich vibrating sound against your mouth that echoed through your entire body and had your mind spin. He pulled you even closer, if that was possible, leaving no space between you.
You hummed softly in response, a low moan that you barely recognized as your own as his tongue sought yours, tasting the lingering sweetness of the chocolate ice cream. He devoured it and you with a slow pace that made every sensation heightened. You all but arched into him, seeking more of his warmth, more of his strength, needing to feel him.
When he finally broke the kiss, it was with a reluctant sigh, his forehead still resting against yours. His eyes, now a deeper, richer hazel, stared into yours, heavy-lidded with desire and something tender and deeply possessive. It was the look of a man who had found his most treasured possession, and that same look had your stomach swooping.
“Still not enough,” he breathed over your wet lips, a playful smirk twisting his lips as he saw the dazed expression on your face. He reached for the ice cream cup on the coffee table, scooping a generous dollop with the spoon. Before you could react, he brought it to your lips, tempting you.
“Open up, sweetheart,” he murmured roughly, his eyes glinting with mischief.
You parted your lips without thinking, and he slid the cold, creamy sweetness into your mouth, which got you sighing at the difference in temperature from his hot mouth to the cold, pleasurable feeling of the melting ice cream. Then, without a moment’s hesitation, he kissed you again, his tongue pushing past your lips and into the coldness of your mouth like he’d been planning this exact thing the entire car ride home. You moaned into the kiss, a soft choked sound as the icy sweet mingled with the fiery warmth of his kiss.
He pulled back after a few moments when he felt you out of breath, a soft groan escaping him as his eyes kept closed, savoring the taste and sensation. “Love, you drive me insane,” he whispered against your lips. “Completely, utterly insane.”
You could only manage a soft whimper, your hands moving to grip the lapels of his vest, holding on tight.
He shifted under you, settling you more firmly against him, his arm wrapping securely around your waist. His other hand moved to cup your cheek, his thumb gently caressing your skin. The rhythm of his heartbeat a steady cadence against your ear, a reassuring thrum that grounded you. He wasn’t rushing you, not in the slightest, just holding you there, allowing the lingering heat of the moment to slowly dissipate and then build once more.
“You’re too much sometimes, Zayne. When you say things like that to me, and then kiss me like that…” you finally managed, your voice still a little breathless.
“And you’re not enough,” he countered, the words a soft brush against your temple as he leaned in to press another light kiss there. “Never enough for me to simply look away.”
He moved his hand from your cheek, tracing the line of your collarbone again, his touch deliberate and worshipful. The simple act of his touch spoke volumes, telling you a story of adoration and unwavering desire. It was a tangible testament to his earlier confession, a physical commitment to the depth of his feelings.
He leaned back, his eyes searching yours, a silent question passing between you. He wasn’t going to push, not unless you wanted him to. That was Zayne—always respectful, always attuned to your unspoken cues, even when he was clearly, irrevocably affected by you. The hint of a question in his gaze and a quiet invitation hung in the air between you, heavy and soft and utterly captivating.
You were beyond surprised, even with all the time you’d spent together, by the sudden intensity of his confession, paired with the way his lips were now diligently exploring the sensitive skin of your neck. A delicious shiver coursed through you, pooling low and warm in your belly. You wanted to quicken the pace, to ignite the simmering heat between you, but Zayne held you firmly, gently pulling you even closer until you were molded against his hard frame. His mouth returned to yours, claiming it deeply, his tongue dancing with yours in a passionate rhythm that echoed the pounding in your veins. The world narrowed to just the two of you, consumed by the burning desire he unleashed with every touch and every kiss.
He drew back just enough to press another soft kiss to your temple, his breath warm against your skin as he began to murmur more dangerous words to you, his voice a low raspy confession that sent shivers through your entire being.
“It’s time I confess to you, love,” his lips brushed your ear with each word, making your skin tingle with every warm breath that followed his honeyed words, “the effect you have on me. Every single day, whether I’m at Akso Hospital, in a meeting, performing a delicate surgery… you’re there. Always there, a permanent thought beneath everything else, a delicious distraction I can’t shake.”
You could feel the rumbling of his chest against yours with every rasped word he gave you, a soft vibration that echoed the frantic beat of your own heart. Your hands, still tangled in his short dark hair, tightened their grip as he continued, his voice growing even more tender.
“I see your smile light up every room you enter, even when I’m miles away, I can’t shake the image off. I think of your beautiful eyes, and my own heart, the one I mend in others, somehow races faster. Honestly,” he let out a soft, self-deprecating chuckle that vibrated against your throat, “I think I might need a consultation myself, for this… relentless preoccupation.”
His lips found the hollow of your throat, pressing a lingering kiss there, his tongue tracing a warm, damp path that had you arching your neck, silently begging for more. He subtly shifted beneath you, his body a solid comforting presence against your own, making you acutely aware of his rising arousal.
“And when I come home, weary from the day, and I find you like this,” he whispered against your skin, his voice thick with emotion, “relaxed, half-sprawled on my couch or my bed, in my clothes, just being yourself, waiting for me… it’s everything I’ve ever truly wished for. It genuinely makes everything else fade away until only you remain.”
You felt a deep flush spread across your chest and down between your legs as he continued, his words painting a picture of your intimate life that you hadn’t fully realized he cherished so deeply. His touch was worshipful, tender as his fingers gently traced the line of your collarbone, moving with such delicateness that spoke volumes. You could feel the delicious pressure between your thighs intensify, a direct response to his slow, deliberate torment.
“And yes,” he admitted with a low groan that pulled a quiet moan from your own lips, his voice a little rougher now, betraying the tight control he held until now, “when I see you like this, looking all innocent and soft in my shirt, with that little pout you get after enjoying your ice cream…”
His hand moved lower, settling gently on your hip, his thumb stroking your skin. You could feel the undeniable evidence of his desire pressing against your inner thigh, a firm and very insistent warmth that had your breath catching in your throat and mouth watering. You were already slick, your panties undeniably damp, a testament to his potent effect. “I know I shouldn’t be so… affected. Especially not at the end of a long day when my mind should be on rest.”
He pulled back slightly, his hazel eyes, now dark and clouded with raw desire, locked onto yours. A faint, almost imperceptible tremor ran through him.
“But to be perfectly honest, love,” he confessed, the words a husky whisper that vibrated deep within you, stripping away any pretense of control, “my body responds every time. Every single time I see you like this, looking so delicious and utterly perfect in my arms. And even though I beat myself over it sometimes, trying to be the steady, composed Zayne for you, I can’t lie. Because it’s you who gets me to this point. Always you. And right now, darling, I want nothing more than to peel that shirt from your shoulders and taste every inch of you, like you’re the sweetest dessert I’ve ever craved.”
The sincerity in his gaze followed by the quiet desperation underlying his words, left you speechless. Your mind spun, a delightful chaos of surprise and overwhelming affection surging through you.
You knew he loved you, but to hear him articulate it with such raw, uninhibited honesty, especially about the physical intensity of his feelings, was intoxicating. You could only manage a soft whimper, your hands finding their way to grip the lapels of his vest, holding on tight as he settled you more firmly against him, letting you feel the full, undeniable heat of his desire for you.
content °✧୨ৎ psuedocest! gege+meimei use, him setting up small situations to be pervy, manipulation a little, him getting off beside you w/out you knowing, his fantasies are dub-con, pussy eating mentioned.
a/n °✧୨ৎ This is not proofread. I had originally planned to use some of this for longer pervleb fic (but more detailed) & I still might. I really want to expand on some of this and show his descent into deeper depravity/have him act on his fantasies.
He tries to be good, but it’s an endless losing streak. Each visit home, he fails. Every you that greets him is somehow even more beautiful—a constant evolution into something lovelier.
He detects each change in your body. Every curve is memorized too effortlessly. He’s built a map of your entire figure, accounting for what’s unseen with vivid estimations.
Your trust is exploited. He’ll orchestrate small inconveniences with foul motives. It happens repeatedly, yet you never show any suspicion. Things will be placed on higher shelves just to observe your struggle. While attempting to reach, you’ll let out those cute frustrated huffs. Your shirt might raise to offer a glimpse of your belly, your ass will bounce as you hop to gain height. And when you’re wearing those tiny shorts he cautioned against, it’ll reveal a little more.
He always imagines following the sick urges. The opportunity is constantly being dangled in front of him. He could easily pin you to the counter and have you feel what you do to him. His thick cock would press into your back while he touches everything he’s longed to. And you don’t even have to move. He’d get on his knees and devour your cunt from behind, dragging his face over your folds until he’s covered in fluid. You’d be shaking, desperately dripping onto the floor. Then he may just lick it all up in front of you; your horrified reaction would be priceless.
But for now, he refrains. He just watches closely, waiting for you to inevitably call for him. Your dependence stirs something twisted inside him.
In exchange for his help, he may have you praise him or outright beg. It’s not the type of playful teasing you believe it is. It’s far less pure than you assume.
You’ve learned what works best when you need something, and he always ensures there is something. There’s one simple phrase that will make him do practically anything you wish.
‘Pleaaseee gege.’
When he hears that, he can barely restrain himself. It’s just too fucking easy to envision you whining for your gege in another context. That’s probably how you’d beg for his cock, all sweet and needy for him. He knows you would. He knows you so well, you’d love being stuffed full of him.
He envisions that while taking care of the brutal throbbing left by your sweet words. He prefers to do so right beside you—pumping his dick while watching you sleep, or under the blanket while you sit together on the couch.
One day, he won’t hide it. He’ll show you just how much he adores his meimei.
SYNOPSIS...for months you’ve been hiding you’re a vampire from your boyfriend. Controlling your lust, living about like a human, but as time passes it gets harder to conceal. His scent drives crazy, slip ups happening more often than not. One kiss soon turned into addiction, a small drop of his blood has you left with a deep hunger, craving more. You know eventually where it will lead and it’s only a matter of time before he sees the real you
INFO...gojo x vampire fem!reader, dark content, lots of blood talk, gore (?), angst, eventual smut, reader has thoughts of hurting/killing gojo, reader drinks animal blood, description of bloodlust/transformation, violence, not proofread
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For a few days now you’ve been avoiding Gojo as much as you could. Every plan, every date, you’ve brushed it off and made up an excuse. Sure you’d text him, facetime him, but you couldn’t gather the courage to face him in person. You’re afraid of your own self. The thought of breaking up with him has crossed your mind plenty of times ever since what happened at the gym. Even when you’re away from him, starving yourself of him, you can feel the need grow stronger. The hungrier you are, the more dangerous it is to have him around.
You thought you knew what you were getting yourself into, you’ve been able to walk among humans for nearly ten years now without a problem. But something about Gojo dragged you in, the minute you laid eyes on him at the nightclub, all alone sitting at the bar, drink in hand. His scent was the first thing you remember, so potent, standing out from everyone else and back then you were still able to keep yourself under control.
You’ve boiled it down to the fact it’s because you’ve grown closer to him emotionally and physically. Your feelings for him grow stronger and in return so does your desire to taste him. Though you know all too well that one taste can easily turn into a bloodbath. While you may be able to walk among humans without an issue, you’ve only tasted human blood a handful of times and that could easily make you lose control. The natural monster in you has always craved more, but you’ve told yourself you couldn’t kill others.
That’s your biggest fear with Gojo because you do have those thoughts. You see those images flash before your eyes, you see him soaked in blood as you lick every wound made by you. It gets you excited, riled up, even though your heart feels entirely different. It’s why you have to leave, to protect him. You’ll eventually kill him.
You step into the kitchen, walking towards the fridge to pour yourself a glass of water. The ceramic tile is cold against your feet, and the tv in the living room quietly plays Love Island in the background. You close the fridge with your foot, sipping from your glass. Unbeknownst to you, your phone silently vibrates on the couch, Gojo’s name popping up.
The second he was close enough, you could smell him, hearing him walk up the steps to your apartment. What was he doing here? He didn’t say he was coming over. You panicked. He’s probably caught onto you avoiding him by know, usually you two never go this long without seeing each other. Three knocks at your door.
You set down your glass, gathering yourself before walking over to the door, taking a deep breath before opening it. There he stood, tall and handsome, staring at you with a small smile on his face.
“There’s my girl,” he chuckled.
“H-hey.” You moved over to the side, allowing him to come, shutting the door behind him.
“I called to tell you I was on my way up but you didn’t answer.” He kicked his shoes off and took off his coat.
“I was…um…in the kitchen.” Your hands grow sweaty as you watch the way his muscles move under the light, and you could see his neck pulse from where you were standing.
He hummed in response. “We haven’t seen in each other in a few days so I thought I’d surprise you. I got out the gym early and needed to see you.” He walked over to you, wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you in close.
Everything in you wanted to pull away, his scent filling your lungs, your brain spiral as you can feel his heartbeat against you. He cups your face, pressing a kiss to your lips. “I also stopped by because I feel like we need to talk.” He caresses your cheek with his thumb.
“Oh? About what?” You stupidly respond, as if you didn’t know it’s most likely about acting extremely weird ever since that day you two were making out.
“You’ve been acting…weird, distant. And I didn’t want to think anything at first but it keeps bothering me.” He pulls away from you but the sincerity never leaves his eyes.
Yeah everything is fine. I haven’t been thinking about drinking your blood or killing lately.
“I’m…fine.” You nod, giving a fake smile before walking off into the kitchen again. You hear his footsteps trail after you.
“You’re lying,” he says. “Did I do something? Say something? I need you to talk to me, baby. I know something isn’t right.” He grabs your hand in attempts to make you face but it’s nearly impossible being so close to him right now. He has zero clue how hard it is for you to hold back, fighting every instinct in your body just so you won’t hurt him.
“I said I’m fine,” you sternly say, gazing out the kitchen window.
“Can you at least look at me when you say it?” He pleads.
Slowly, you turn, arms crossed against your chest. “I’m fine,” you repeat.
“You don’t look or sound fine to me,” he retorts. “Can you just be honest?”
“Satoru, please don’t do this right now. I’m not in the mood,” you scoff, walking past him and into your bedroom where he continues to follow.
“That’s the problem. You’re never in the mood anymore. You speak in short sentences, you avoid me like the plague, and when I am around you barely acknowledge my existence. So, am I your boyfriend or just a fucking friend? Whats going on here?” He starts to raise his voice, watching you walk away with your back turned towards him.
“Just stop! Okay, I get it. If you want the truth I’ll just say it,” you pause for a moment. “I think we need to break up.” The moment you said it, you could see his whole world shatter. You could hear his heart rate speed up, blood pumping rapidly.
“W-what?” He softly asked, clearly in disbelief.
“We need to break up,” you repeat, thickly swallowing. “It’s not you, it’s me.”
“Oh, don’t give me that bullshit!” He shouts. “Why? What did I do? What is it?” He prods and prods and it makes it harder for you sit here in front of him because you can feel his pain, his sadness and anger. You feel all of it too.
“It’s not easy to explain, okay? I just…you need to trust that I’m not a very good person for you. That’s the only way I can put it.” You shake your head. The angrier he gets, the stronger his scent becomes and you feel like backing into a corner.
“What is that supposed to mean? I’m not understanding. This doesn’t make any sense.” He steps closer towards you and you feel yourself losing control, your senses heightening, palms sweating profusely as it feels like he’s wrapping around you, pulling you in, tempting you.
“Satoru, please leave. You…you need to go.” You turn away from him attempting to walk towards the bathroom and locking yourself in but he doesn’t let you. He grabs your wrist, tugging you back. You feel your fangs growing in, and you know your eyes already changed too.
“I’m not leaving until you give me an actual explanation—baby?” Gojo is left confused as he watches you stumble against the wall. “Hey, hey, hey.” He catches you, holding you up straight.
“No! Don’t touch me! Leave! Satoru, please!” You beg. “I don’t want hurt you!” You pull away from him, too coward to face him.
Drink him. Eat him.
“What the fuck are you talking about? You’re not making any sense!” He reaches for you again.
Drink him. Drink him.
Within a blink of an eye you tackle him to the floor, pinning him down. The back of his head hitting the ground. “What the fuck?!” He stares up at you in horror, looking into your eyes, dark a bloodshot, your teeth that are sharp and long.
Control it. Control it.
You push yourself off of him, someway somehow. You run into the bathroom, locking yourself in. “No, no, no, no,” you mutter. You almost did it. You almost lost control, you almost sank your teeth into him. You feel hot tears brim your eyes, feeling them fall down your face as you sit against the wall on the bathroom floor. Your heart beats rapidly, and you’re trying to breathe but it feels like you can’t. “Fuck!”
“Baby?!” He bangs on the door. “Open the door!”
“No!” You shake your head, wiping your tears. “Please leave! I can’t control it. I can’t…I can’t.” You trail off, voice growing quiet.
“Talk to me! Just please fucking talk to me? What was that?” He asks through the door.
“You’ll think I’m crazy,” you respond.
“No, no, I won’t. I want to understand.” He breathes. “So, please tell me.”
“I’m…a vampire,” you sniffle.
“What?” He questions.
“You…there’s something about you that makes it so hard for me. From the moment we met. The longer we’re together, the harder it’ll get. Your blood…it’s so fucking intoxicating. The day we were making out and I bit your lip, it was the first time I’ve ever tasted it. I’ve always smelled it, so different from everyone else, but the taste…it’s dangerous. You make me dangerous. The longer I’m around you, the more I need you. Every time I look at you all I can picture is sinking my teeth into you, drinking you. But I know I’ll lose control and hurt you…kill you,” you sob, wiping your eyes with the back of your hands.
There was silence from the other side of the door. Gojo was left in a complete shock, but he didn’t feel scared despite your words. If anything, he felt empathy. For months you’ve been hiding this. All those nights he’s laid beside you, and you could have killed him right there, but you didn’t. Even now, when you were on the brink of losing control, you didn’t. You say you’ll hurt him, kill him, but he doesn’t think that’s the truth. A part of him wants to see it, feel it. He feels sick and twisted for even thinking it.
He walks away and into the kitchen, grabbing knife to unlock the door with. He can hear you sniffling on the other side. He plays with the doorknob a bit, pushing the knife into the indent and twisting, the lock clicking. You’re too caught up to realize the door slowly opens, your boyfriend standing there before you. He watches as you’re huddled in the corner, hugging yourself as tears stream down your face.
“Hey.” He steps over to you.
You gasp, looking up at him. “Satoru—”
“I know.” He crouches down to your level, reaching a hand out to brush your tears away. Finally, he can see the real you. Your bloodshot eyes, irises just as dark your pupil. Your nails which have grown into claws, long and pointy. He looks at his hand brushing away your tears, seeing the veins in his pale skin. “Drink.”
You look up at him confused, eyes wide. “No…I’ll—”
“I know what you said. Drink.” He stares at you.
Your hands wrap around his wrist, your lips brushing against his soft skin. You can tell he’s nervous, his heart rate rising with each second. You hesitate for a second, staring at him.
“I trust you,” he barely says above a whisper. He feels your fangs pierce his skin a small groan leaving his throat, your lips settling on his skin. He watches the way your eyes flutter shut, your grip tightening around him. You sit up on your knees, bringing yourself closer towards him, gulping down each drop. He winces slightly, but none of that compares to watching you drink from him.
“Mmmph.” You take in a deep breath, pulling away. His blood dripping from your mouth. He notices the way you stare at him—not with hunger, but with love and lust. You almost look afraid to drink more. “Toru,” you whimper, you grip still tight.
He knows you want more, he can tell you’re too afraid to ask, too afraid to go far. “I got you, baby,” he whispers. “Ah!” You sink your teeth back into him, his other hand resting on the back of your head, holding it there. He watches you drink and drink, blooding spilling from the corners of your mouth and down your neck. He can’t seem to take his eyes off of you, becoming enthralled by the sight and possibly by the feeling. Any other person would have ran and never looked back, but a part of Gojo became curious. His love for you runs so deep, he doesn’t seem to fear you, not even when you’re like this. It feels so intimate, like he’s closer with you than ever before.
You pull away once more, heavily breathing. His arm is coated in blood, and so if the bathroom floor. He doesn’t flinch at your touch or when you look his way. You stare at him, and then at his lips. Without thinking, you kiss him, pressing your lips against his, tongue swiping against his as he kisses you back in an instant. You cup his face, deepening the kiss as his hand find your waist. You slowly pull away, looking at his lips coated in blood.
The room begins to spin for Gojo, his vision slowly turning black, ears ringing. The last thing he sees is your face before he passes out on the bathroom floor.