Yeah, and you can also get tired of criticizing something you love. You can get completely fed up with it and decide, “You know what? Flaws aside, I love this thing, and I don’t have to waste hours of my life admitting its flaws to strangers on the Internet in order to somehow justify my love of it.” You can get sick of watching others gleefully tear it apart, for no reason other than that it’s popular and they hate that you love it. You can get sick of watching others tearing it apart with good intentions, too.
In the end, it’s just a cartoon, or a book, or a movie. It’s not that serious, and you can enjoy it without hyper-focusing on its flaws. You don’t need to justify your love of something to someone else, least of all a person you don’t even know.
not to sound crazyyy since I still have my backlog of pandemic yona to go through but I just saw my old joodoh being scolded by yona epic compilation and like.
joodoh…that’s her second dad to me. uncle whatever. older cousin. maybe she didn’t even look up to him like that but that’s the essence of their relationship and to me it’s one of the more compelling parts of the betrayal dynamic on both ends bc they have such uneven roles now where in all cases yona has more moral authority just because joodoh knows what he did was wrong to her but also stands by it so it’s just. a standstill on both their sides.
but also joodoh can’t. even look her in the eyes still. he sweats when he has to face her and hear her speak to him. because. because he used to carry her in his arms when she cried and found her during hide and seek and probably knew her mother before she died too (speculation but very probable) like this is the child he used to scold and exasperatedly follow around when not even soowon or hak was present much at that point in her childhood (soowon didn’t live at the castle and we don’t get the impression he visited allll the time). like they’re family as much as the king were. they were anyway!! and then hak came along and he no longer needed to be in that position. and joodoh still on some level resents hak for it, places anger on hak specifically because he feels regret but also maybe jealousy??? it’s probably weird to unpack but also just interesting to note that he’s literally the only one on soowon’s side that feels a marginal amount of like guilt at all whenever he’s in yona’s presence
In which chapter does Cale have his first flashback of LSH and CJS’s death? I wanna reread it because I feel like I glossed over his flashbacks as KRS back when I didn’t know how significant they would be. Im dying to recall what their final thoughts were as they were dying, and also what was going on through KRS’s mind. I think there was a scene afterwards of the other company members talking about him being heartless during the funeral?
Since I just rewatched the anime and I'm rereading the manga. I think I should update the typing. I have learned a lot more after my first sorting. While it's mostly the same, I will give each character more detailed analysis so each character will get one post dedicated to them alone. And other minor characters will be posted together in a 'bonus' post.
Let's start with our titular protagonist - Yona.
Yona
Typing: ENFJ 1w2 sp/so
Sorting: Snake primary (Badger model) and Lion secondary (Badger model)
Our beloved Yona. This is the character I resonated with the most out of all other characters. I totally understand her 'I need to be stronger' and 'I want to protect people dearest to me, even if I have to risk my life' and she is just a breath of fresh air for me. But that's not the point. Yona started off as a naïve, airy-fairy princess ignorant of the world around her. But that was her immaturity (she was raised sheltered, spoiled and never having to do anything in her life). It could be said that her personality starts to really develop after she got driven out of the castle.
She is Fe-dom, her emotions are immediate and upfront. Whenever she feels something, she says it out loud. But she also knows how to say it in a way that's appropriate to the situation. She is an organizer (EJs) but she doesn't do it through systems and logic like Yoon (ESTJ) does. Instead she does it through emotional motivation and finding consensus. Yona bonds herself very readily to the people around her and usually prioritize others feelings first in every single one of her decisions. She rages for them. She fights for them. Their pain is her pain and their grief is her grief. It's Fe that allows her to understand the pain of everyone around her and how she would want it to be better (Fe-Ni + enneagram 1).
She also knows exactly what to say to get under the skin of just about everyone. She knows exactly what to say to Seiryuu villagers and to Sinha. She intuitively knows that Sinha isn't dangerous and there is no reason to fear him. She knows his pain and what he has been through and she knows 'his soul'. All that based on very little information (his hand is warm and Ao loves him). That is very Ni (and as an ENFJ, I have many experience where I just know the 'making' of that person based on little evidence. It usually turns out to be correct).
Afterward, she knows exactly what Sinha needs to hear the most 'You are not destructive'. That sentence alone addresses all the trauma he has been through. And Yona just casually knows it and says exactly that. Yona is also occasionally heavily symbolic (comparing Sinha to the moon and Zeno to the sun) and keep bigger picture in mind at all time. She is also very reckless and opportunistic. She shows heavy use of Se a lot but her Se is still pretty weak (doesn't know her limit and needs to be reminded by sensors around her to stop). It's her Ni-Se that allows her to sense that something is happening in Awa (people smiles feel fake - something even Yoon doesn't notice) and later when Li Hazara was about to invade Kouka.
Yona is driven by her very strong moral compass and anger at injustices. But those anger isn't 'pure' anger, it's righteousness. She believes there are certain things that cannot be forgiven and certain action that is honorable. And she will uphold it even if she has to work twice as hard or risk herself because they are the 'right' thing to do. That is healthy enneagram 1w2.
While she has a very strong judgment, she doesn't project it outward to other people. She focuses on bettering herself first to deserve and protect people around her. When something doesn't feel right in her gut (like when she told Gigan Senjou she'll pick Senjusou again because the first time Jaeha helped her) she won't back down on it. She will do it 'right'. She is very firm on her principle and if something isn't right, she'll call on it. But she also has strong 2 wing that lends in helpfulness and softer touch to her enneagram 1. She doesn't shove her beliefs on other people but instead seek to work together with them to get the desired outcome (wing 2 + Fe).
Her sorting is pretty simple. She is Snake primary, her motivation is 'I want to protect people that are dear to me'. This concept is further expanded when she made it her mission to look after the kingdom her father 'loves' so much. Her father was one of the most important people in her circle, so what he loves (his ideal of peace, his kingdom, his people) is also hers to protect as well. Then she starts bonding with people left and right but not in a Badger way. She takes them in and made them hers.
She is willing to do everything to make sure her people is self. And her biggest fear is to have anyone of her people got hurt or killed. But her Snake primary also made her vulnerable the most when Suwon killed King Il. That betrayal shook her world to the core. But she didn't let it burn her primary, instead she heals through her connections with other people (first in Wind Tribe - Taeyeon, Mundeok and other people in Wind Tribe. Then the dragons and people of Awa). I think Mundeok and the guys in Wind tribe save her from burning - 'everyone in the wind tribe is a family. You are our family now'. I think it's precisely this that saves her from burning.
Her secondary is Lion. She is honest to the fault, react from the gut and stand by her truth. Her strength is in her solid willpower. She pushes on when things get hard. She stands her ground against all adversary. She is a natural leader who inspires everyone around her through the strength of character and sense of righteousness (healthy Lion secondary). She can't stand sitting on the side line doing nothing. She needs to get into actions and react. Doing nothing limits her because she only finds her strength when she faces adversary head on. Like when she rushes out to confront Taejun (I didn't leave Wind Tribe to hide under Hak forever, there is something I must do now).
I doubted it a bit because what she said to Jaeha and Sinha sometimes felt like a deliberate manipulation (saying it's alright if you don't want to come with her, but stick around and suggests it. Saying what they want/need to hear. Presenting herself in a way that they will have to come with her). For a Snake sec like me, that's something I'd say because I know it'll work. But that doesn't align with Yona's character so I go with Lion secondary. That goes to show how different secondary can come up with the same motive and action only with different flavor internally.
But she also values fair play and hard work. Which shows strong Badger secondary model. She is willing to put in hard work (200 arrows a night is a LOT, especially if you've never handled a bow before) and wants to do things fair and square. She never looks for shortcuts. She will do things the right way and put in the efforts until it happens. She's also very caring and helpful in a Badger sec way as well. She knows she isn't strong enough so she has to put in the effort to make herself stronger.
All in all, a very compelling and inspirational character. She reminds me that no matter what is happening to you right now. Only you can tell you who you are and what you can be. You can let them break you, or you can carry it and make sure what happens to you never happen to anyone else. And only you can make that choice to protect what is dear to you and take the responsibility and hard work that comes with it. Only you can make yourself worthy, just like how Yona molds herself into a great leader that she is :)
Next post: Hak
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PS. @writingonesdreams since it's Akatsuki no Yona topic, I thought I should tag you :)
Note: someone originally created this list (it was only 1-650 though) but they deactivated so I'm reposting it after adding a few of my favorite scenes
CALE GETTING HURT:
•Chapter 45 : Magical Bombs [Spat Blood]
•Chapter 55 : Protect Knights From Toonka [Buckling knee, Drenched]
•Chapter 53 Saving Paseton's Life and Himbo Bob's first apperance.
•Chapter 58 Offering Dragon a house
•Chapter 59 Return home to worried! fam
•Chapter 66 Yandere eyes! Choi Han
•Chapter 67 Concerned! fam about visit to Whipper Kingdom + Dragon Name
•Chapter 71 Pre-battle trash talk
•Chapter 76 Heading into No-Return Path
•Chapter 85 venuon tortute
•Chapter 89 Ron comes back heavily injured.
•Chapter 91 "My Blood Would Be Very Effective."
•Chapter 96 Cale treats Ron from the mermaid poison.
•Chapter 97 Laziness Raises Concern •Chapter 101 Raon Reveal To Dark Elves
•Chapter 124 "Shouldn't You Blow Up?"
•Chapter 130 Asian Parent! Raon
•Chapter 133 Everyone In The New Villa
•Chapter 140 Big Shots Meeting
•Chapter 147 "Pretended to be trash"
•Chapter 163 Sleeping with Raon
•Chapter 168 Sick Raon!
•Chapter 170 Meeting World Tree Elves
•Chapter 174-175 Cale messing with Clopeh
•Chapter 176 Cale, whose favorite way of working out was breathing.
•Chapter 177 EAT APPLE PIES
•Chapter 178 “I told you I'm okay.”
“I will guard you.”
“I will protect you!”
“I'm going to surround the enemies with poison.”
“I'm going to cover their sights with fog.”
•Chapter 185 Worried Prince
•Chapter 190 Shopping Spree
•Chapter 195 Cale vs Old Nobles
•Chapter 196 Holding Up Shield For 3 Days
•Chapter 197 HUG (Choi + Cale)
•Chapter 198 “You are not the one who will create a legend. That role is already reserved for someone else.”
•Chapter 206 “If I make a mistake, it will be that I accidentally killed them. There will be no other types of mistakes.”
•Chapter 207 “Please just make it so I can make sure the soldiers have time to eat.”
•Chapter 208 Clopeh's New Religion •Chapter 209 Every1 trynna feed Cale •Chapter 232 “You seem to be someone who is quite loved.
•Chapter 235 Adressing Insecurities •Chapter 252 Ron Hearing About 3 Days
•Chapter 258 Immobilized In Bed
•Chapter 259 “Goldie! Why are you saying something that’ll make me want to destroy the world?”
•Chapter 262" Well, you can say that he l almost died but came back to life."
•Chapter 264 HUG (Cale + Alberu)
‘Both you and I have experienced it once. That is why we cannot let it happen again. This is our last house. You know that, right?’ -Ron Molan
•Chapter 285" Human! Didn't you say that you would only use a little bit of your power? Are you trying to collapse again ?!"
•Chapter 269 The reason Cale never explains anything
•Chapter 291 Raon Meet Sr Rex + Billos •Chapter 292" Imma go put out the fire i made "+ Two-man Sick Patient Act
•Chapter 306 Sleep Talking
•Chapter 309" You fucking moron: "
•Chapter 310 Gluttony
•Chapter 320" That can't all be possibly true, right?” “Mhm, that's true. ""Excuse me? "+ Hide And Seek
•Chapter 333 WS Meeting
•Chapter 335 “Don’t you dare touch my children.”
•Chapter 346 Bud Ilis, barely a day after knowing Cale, "My friend, you're such a good person :"
•Chapter 353 FEELS
•Chapter 354 "Why is only one day's worth of food gone?"
•Chapter 359 "Cale Henituse, this-" "it's fine for me."
•Chapter 362 Taking a call looking drunk
•Chapter 368 Cale Feeding Raon + CHOI HAN'S PAST REVEAL
•Chapter 391 Bud Meets Cloph
•Chapter 394-395 ‘Kim Rok Soo, it’s not your fault.’ <You were the one who was supposed to die.>
•Chapter 402 "Because I think you will use the power if things look bad : "We've had to watch you be in pain like that over and over!"
•Chapter 414 "Apparently, Choi Han woke up while shouting, 'Kim Rok Soo!' Human, do you know who Kim Rok Soo is? "
•Chapter 423 "..Why am I crying? I'm not sad."
•Chapter 424 Kim Rok Soo Meet Choi Han
•Chapter 425 "Oh, by the way, the original owner of your body is living well too. He said he is happy."
•Chapter 432 "It looks like the Henituse household will become at least a Marquis and at maximum a Duke household." + "Do you want to become thw territory lord?"
•Chapter 433 Clopeh + Witira vs Farmer! Cale & Territory Lord Hot Potato
•Chapter 434 Parental Concern
•Chapter 435 Sworn Brotherhood
•Chapter 437 Trash of The Duke's Family
•Chapter 447 Breaking out of illusion
•Chapter 456 Ron + Beacrox Homecoming
•Chapter 460 “It is not the Henituse County anymore. It is the Henituse Duchy now."
•Chapter 463 “Cale-nim, are you planning on sacrificing yourself again? "
•Chapter 470" LaNgUaGe, siX-yEaR oLd "
•Chapter 475" Honestly speaking, Alberu Crossman cherished the current Cale Henituse .. "
•Chapter 478 DHB Joins The Party •Chapter 481" The God of Death cherishes heroes, but is willing to sacrifice a few to save the masses. ""It looks like it is you this time. “
•Chapter 483 “Cale-nim ,. Did the God of Death do something?”
•Chapter 485 think your ancestor was a criminal?"
•Chapter 487 Concerned! Alberu on Cale's involvement with GoD
•Chapter 490 Meet Princess Jopis
•Chapter 494 “really seemed to have made a deal with Someone who is worse than the Demonic race.”
•Chapter 500 Guardian Knight fanboys
•Chapter 501 Back To The Other World + Cale faints after getting captured by Fake World Tree
•Chapter 507“You showed our young master-nim despair. You shouldn't have done that."
•Chapter 515" Hand your blood over to us. No, serve it to us."
•Chapter 524".You are someone who has received the will of a god"
•Chapter 525 Conspiracy Theorist! WS •Chapter 527"Do you have any intentions of making the White Star's comments come true?"
•Chapter 528 GoD better watch out for one" innocent "swordsman + baby dragon lord" Cale Henituse, what do you think? Have you thought about it yet? I want to quickly drink your blood."
•Chapter 530 Best Actor goes to.Naru! Cale
•Chapter 535"Please give the order to kill Cale Henituse right away :, Cale Henituse said.
•Chapter 540 Choi + Raon vs WS's first name + face
•Chapter 554 "Cale had instantly fallen into darkness." "There's only one reason that a VoW of death would be cut. "That means that the other person is dead"
•Chapter 555 Sealed God's test start
•Chapter 556 "Cale's eyes teared up at that moment"
•Chapter 580 Cloppeh Sekka 2.0
•Chapter 582 Lee Soo Hyuk Reunion •Chapter 587 Ron continue to scare Alberu
•Chapter 589 <Become the sun.>
•Chapter 603 “It feels like someone is trying to pull my heart out.”
•Chapter 605 "Are you still thinking about protecting others in your current situation?"
•Chapter 615 Beacrox switches to black gloves
•Chapter 616 Caleism spreads to Earth 2
•Chapter 618 Truth Revealed to LSH
•Chapter 620 Thanking SG
•Chapter 622 SG's Test Completed
•Chapter 623 Visiting The Henituse Duchy
•Chapter 624 Basen thinks Cale wants him to become the territory lord because he thinks he's gonna die.
•Chapter 627 Reuniting with dad
•Chapter 628 Cale Fanbois
•Chapter 630 Cale in the capital + Cale fanclub
•Chapter 631 Dragon Master Cale
•Chapter 634 Motherhens about Cale's health
•Chapter 637 "Dragons." "..Ah. They're Dragons." "Nod nod. Bud just decided not to think about Cale's group anymore."
•Chapter 640 "We need to destroy everyone who messes with our kids." “I’m not going to let you mess with my noona and my hyung. I will destroy everything.”
•Chapter 646 Cale uses "Instant" (REALLY EMOTIONAL)
•Chapter 647 "Raon could never forget the arms that carried him and took him out of that cave."
•Chapter 648 "In the future, the person who gathered all these different races together would be called the beginning and the end of everything. But that person, Cale Henituse, was currently lying on a bed unable to open his eyes."
•Chapter 649 The dragon half-blood <\\3...
•Chapter 635 alternative world KRS meets Choi Han
•Chapter 655-657 The OG Cale
•Chapter 658 "Goldie gramps! Pretend to be dead!"
•Chapter 660-661 Repairing Cale's plate
•Chapter 661 Everyone thinks Cale is visiting his "mother's" grave cause he might die
•Chapter 662 Drew's diary
•Chapter 664 The red tree and young drew
•Chapter 665 “Choi Han, do you want to try dying once?”
•Chapter 670-671 Cale finds out he has to stab himself in the heart aka meeting with the world tree
•Chapter 676 "Alberu was saying that the thief who stole Taerang was named ‘Choi Jung Gun.’"
•Chapter 678 Hilsman is sus
•Chapter 679 “Capture Deruth Henituse!”
•Chapter 681 CALE BITCH SLAPPED WHITE STAR
•Chapter 683 Cale uses Blood-Drenched rock
•Chapter 685 Cale tells White Star he's only been in that world for 2 years + Cale imprisoned white thing
•Chapter 687 “I finally think that my life is a bit precious.”
•Chapter 693 < The great and mighty hero did not die even when his heart was stabbed. >
•Chapter 695 "Why the hell would Alberu faint?" -bastard who always faints + they beat unranked monster
•Chapter 696-697 Cale gets interrogated
•Chapter 699 Entering the Sealed God's Temple
•Chapter 704 "Cale is saying that he is currently a ghost."
It was announced to the public that Yuhon’s death was a tragic accident, and considering the location of the incident according to Keishuk’s memory, the announcement should have been something like “The war hero died having fallen off a cliff~” and Soowon probably heard that “official” version millions of times due to his father’s renown…
And y’know when else he heard that someone close to him died falling off a cliff?
I love how despite Yona’s weakness in physical strength, her mental strength never wavers, nor do her people skills. She is truly strong.
Also, I love the art. She looks a lot more brutal and serious somehow. I really like it!
So what if she’s weak in physical strength? She doesn’t care. She literally does not care. She’s not ashamed to admit it either, which is why she gets help where she needs.
And in addtion, she will play sneaky and act to get to where she needs to. Hak can definitely make up for strength, but this woman is the beacon, the center of it all. She has to be respected here for her daring quality. Knowing the risk, her eyes look at Chagol with ever-stagnant, cool defiance.
She’ll utilize whatever she needs to fight a strong, towering man like Chagol with the anger of a dragon and destroy him regardless. I love such stand-offs and glares. Level-headed and strong, this woman is not playing around.