a story worth weeping for.

IND. | SELECTIVE ROLEPLAY BLOG for COMMANDER SHEPARD of Bioware's MASS EFFECT. penned by bear. | he/they | (GMT-7)

[akuzecut]

independent and selective roleplay blog for commander shepard of the mass effect series, written by bear ( he/they, 30+). this blog is paragraph focused, but one-liner friendly. please read my carrd before interacting.

timezone: (GMT-7)

tracking: akuzecut

carrd. | open starters. | tbd.

starters owed: 0

replies: 12

inbox: 5

[akuzecut]

sorry for the radio silence ! almost every free moment has been spent commuting to be with relatives. i'm going to look through my drafts and see what i can do. i am considering doing a draft purge though, so if you really want to hang onto any of our threads hmu !

[ofmetropolis]

OFMETROPOLIS. an independent & selective portrayal of dc comics' superman. / crossover friendly. / 21+ only.

[absolmemes]

☾ intimacy action prompts.

some prompts exploring the affectionate side of lust. mature audiences only; do not interact if you are a minor. add +reverse to reverse the roles. combine prompts by sending multiple at once. only use these prompts to portray consensual scenarios.

[mwah.] sender kisses receiver slowly, keeping their mouths joined even while moving inside them.

[stroke.] sender gently runs their hands through receiver's hair during sex.

[nestle.] sender buries their face in receiver's neck, planting kisses against it mid-fuck.

[safety.] sender and receiver experiment together as friends.

[held.] sender intertwines their fingers with receivers while having sex.

[steady.] sender holds receiver's trembling hands down gently against the sheets.

[comfort.] sender makes love to receiver after a rough day.

[borrow.] sender wears receiver's shirt/sweater while they have sex.

[confession.] sender murmurs "i love you" against receiver's skin.

[tease.] sender peppers kisses at receiver's stomach before dipping lower.

[worship.] sender worships receiver's body / chest / thighs / arms / back with touch, kisses, and praise.

[tender.] sender gently traces their fingers along receiver's scars.

[guide.] sender moves receiver's hand where they need it most.

[check-in.] sender pauses every few thrusts to ensure receiver is handling things okay.

[grind.] sender ruts against receiver through their clothing.

[first.] sender, being more experienced, guides receiver through their first time.

[cup.] sender holds receiver's face in their hands and kisses them tenderly.

[hurried.] sender hikes receiver's clothing just far enough to push inside of them.

[savor.] sender deliberately slows their rhythm, intent on lasting as long as possible.

[vice.] sender holds receiver close while finishing inside of them.

[stay.] sender plays with receiver's hair while being cockwarmed by them.

[conesoldstobers]

don’t jokeship with me because 2 hours later i’ll have feels for the pairing.

[glittermilk-rp]

✮ Platonic Starters ✮

Note: Please feel free to change pronouns as needed!

❛ You mean a lot to me ❜ ❛ This is why we’re friends ❜ ❛ You know I need you ❜ ❛ You know I trust you more than anyone else ❜ ❛ I can’t go to anyone else with this ❜ ❛ Please tell me we’re still friends ❜ ❛ I knew I could count on you ❜ ❛ There’s no one better for the job! ❜ ❛ We should have some sort of handshake ❜ ❛ I love you ❜ ❛ You’re more like a brother than a friend ❜ ❛ You’re more like a sister than a friend ❜ ❛ You’re more like a sibling than a friend ❜ ❛ You’re the best! ❜ ❛ You’re the worst! ❜ ❛ You’re kidding me, right? ❜ ❛ I need you to cover for me ❜ ❛ If you do this for me, I’ll do anything! ❜ ❛ Don’t tell anyone, please! ❜ ❛ Thanks for always being there for me ❜ ❛ I will always be there for you ❜ ❛ So, are we cool? ❜ ❛ Our bond is stronger than some stupid fight ❜ ❛ Our bond is stronger than some stupid girl ❜ ❛ Our bond is stronger than some stupid boy ❜ ❛ Ugh, fine, but only because it’s you ❜ ❛ You know I hate doing this ❜ ❛ I thought you liked [activity]? ❜ ❛ Wait, were you only doing that for me? ❜ ❛ Have you always hated [activity]? ❜ ❛ You’re the best sister anyone could ask for ❜ ❛ You’re the best brother anyone could ask for ❜ ❛ You’re the best sibling anyone could ask for ❜ ❛ I trust you❜ ❛ Oh please don’t tell mom ❜ ❛ You can count on me! ❜ ❛ Did you do all of that for me? ❜ ❛ I’ve never had a friend like you before ❜ ❛ No one’s ever done something like this for me before ❜ ❛ No one’s ever been this nice to you before? ❜ ❛ I’ll put you first before anyone else ❜ ❛ Dude, you’re my best friend, of course I’m down! ❜ ❛ Pound it?❜ ❛ And you’re sure this is safe? ❜ ❛ I’m not just going to leave you here by yourself, what kind of friend do you think I am?! ❜ ❛ You’re the most important person in the world to me ❜ ❛ I’ve got your back ❜ ❛ Promise me we’ll always be friends ❜ ❛ … Can we hug it out? ❜ ❛ I say we hug it out! ❜ ❛ Oh god, you’re going to suggest hugging again aren’t you? ❜ ❛ Why do you always want to hug things out? ❜ ❛ With how close we are it feels like I’m already married to you ❜ ❛ How did you talk me into this? ❜ ❛ I’m telling! ❜ ❛ I’m not sharing with you again ❜ ❛ Wanna share? ❜ ❛ Can we please share? ❜ ❛ Why do I listen to you? ❜ ❛ I hate it when you’re right ❜ ❛ You’re never right! ❜ ❛ I’m always pulling you out of trouble! ❜ ❛ Sorry you’re always pulling me out of trouble ❜ ❛ You idiot, come here ❜ ❛ I’m an idiot, please come here ❜ ❛ Please help me ❜ ❛ Stop ignoring me! ❜ ❛ Are you really going to wear that? ❜ ❛ So, you forgive me? ❜ ❛ I’m coming over ❜ ❛ Can I come over? ❜ ❛ You still like me, right?❜ ❛ Hey am I annoying you? ❜ ❛ It’s what friends are for ❜ ❛ I’ll defend you no matter what ❜ ❛ Don’t just blindly follow me, call me out! ❜ ❛ I can’t be friends with a mindless zombie! ❜ ❛ Think for yourself for once! ❜ ❛ I’m not always going to be there to bail you out, you know ❜ ❛ You’re acting ridiculous ❜ ❛ I’m the best you’ll ever have ❜ ❛ I’m the best you’ve got ❜ ❛ You’re stuck with me ❜ ❛ We’re stuck together, forever ❜

[sorrowbegets-a]

I WILL HALLUCINATE YOUR HALOS, YOUR HOLINESS.

sorrowbegets. : selective, literate and private multimuse with muses from a multitude of fandoms across differing genres. headcanons, headcanons, headcanons with verses available.

( fandoms included: awoiaf, dragon age, mass effect, fallout and more. )

[sleeprough]

i don't care.

[codenamearchangel]

“Wait—Halloween?” Garrus couldn’t believe that he had forgotten about this particular human holiday. In a way, it made sense, since his species didn’t celebrate it and he hadn’t spent his whole life around humans who celebrated. “No offense, Shepard,” he began. “But your species has one too many holidays.”

If Shepard wasn’t already likely knowledgeable regarding turian holidays, he would have educated him, but he knew him to be a decently learned human compared to others. He shrugged and started to leave before returning to something that hadn’t been answered by the commander. “What was her, uh, costume?” Garrus assumed she was supposed to be some sort of earth animal or creature, though where and how Tali became inspired to dress up as such a thing was lost on the turian.

[akuzecut]

"i didn't come up with them," the commander replied. his words were light, which he was sure garrus of all people could catch onto as being joking. he offer a shrug as he continue tapping away at the datapad miranda had given him. "there are over 5,000 cultures on earth, we can't all have the same practices, right?"

"her costume she was a cat," he said, ending the thought with a contemplative hum. his mind sorted and edited an explanation that wouldn't have them standing there for eons. "people used to believe spirits and ghosts returned on halloween and they would wear costumes to ward them off. it eventually just became for fun and candy was basically a reward for participating. cats are pretty common."

[teltinsurvivor]

The disadvantage of being a biotic was that the active use of biotics burned one hell of a lot of calories. Even Jack had her limits, as absurdly high as hers were. After tearing all those vorcha into a gory mass of guts and blood in a frenzy of fury, she had barely registered how she had gotten onto the shuttle with every ounce of force she still had left in her. Jack had collapsed onto the seat the moment she had gotten close to it, and after less than a minute, her eyes had fallen shut, shoulder resting against the Commander whose presence she barely even noticed. Or maybe she hadn't cared. Her body going limb as she drifted into a deep slumber.

The chatter of a deep voice with subvocals - Garrus - had shaken her awake after.. God, how long has she been out? It felt like hours.

Who knew. Shuttle rides could be long.

"Jesus, Shepard. At least warn me you're a cuddler." She remarked with an annoyance in her voice, gently pushing him to the side as she distanced herself from him. Whether that annoyance was genuine or feigned, it was hard to tell. (Maybe a bit of both?) "You're as comfortable as a krogan. I think."

[akuzecut]

"sure i am," was shepard's reply, it was accompanied by an eyeroll but there was no bite behind his words. the ride had been fine, to say the least. her presence on his shoulder had been no trouble, yet he understood the possible optics of the situation. "i'll be sure to reach for garrus next time."

whether it was there before, or she left it behind, gore stained the side of his torso as she shoved him. a problem for later. he was mildly impressed at the force behind her bare palm pushing at his armored shoulder.

said turian announced that the shuttle bay doors had been opened and docking was imminent. the commander sighed in mix of relief and exhaustion.

"good job not getting killed," he offered, the basest compliment he could offer. "remind me not to get in your way."

[manaborn]

@akuzecut 🩵'd for a holiday starter

❝ Do you want me to hold your hands ? ❞ it's more mocking and teasing versus being genuinely concerned but she's not sure what his skill level is on ice skates overall. Gwen's gliding backwards in front of him with a tilt of her head, watching closely just in case he falls on his face. ❝ Try to keep up, Hao. One more lap and you're buying me hot chocolate. With extra marshmallows. ❞

[akuzecut]

"no." the protest comes a beat too quickly. mitten covered hands curl into fists at his sides as he continues to shove skate forward. the blades clack against the ice, further signaling his lack of recent experience with the activity. "hot chocolate, huh? you know i could have just gotten you the drink without us being in the cold."

[xec]

MASS EFFECT LEGENDARY EDITION Companions ✦ Garrus Vakarian

[teltinsurvivor]

"I hate everyone." Jack shot back, as if it was the most obvious fact in the world. She wished it wasn't an exaggeration; she was filled with so much cynicism and anger, she always found a reason to dislike someone. Where people had to work hard to get others to hate them, they had to work their way up for Jack not to hate them. The Commander had done little for that.

"You didn't give me much of a choice there, Shepard." She remarked bluntly, phrasing it awfully nice for her standards. "Either I would've come with you or I would've gone down on that shithole of a prison ship. Stop playing hero. I'm not grateful for shit, and I shouldn't be."

[akuzecut]

"join the club," shepard managed as miranda brushed past him to exit the communications room. he felt her glare without having to look away from jack. the animosity was palpable, but as the clack of the operative's heels receded from the room, he could almost feel the tension drop but not disappear completely.

"i'm not asking for you to be grateful," that would make him a hypocrite to ask her to manage something he himself was unable to give. he wasn't exactly there of his own volition either. "you don't want me to bullshit you? fine."

"i'm hiring you for a job. you do the job, you get the files you want and you go," he made a gesture toward the door. "you don't want to do the job, fine by me. i'll drop you at the next station. but no job means don't get paid, plan and simple."

[kojiandrew]

Andrew Koji as Tomisaburo "Tommy" Arashikage / Storm Shadow in Snake Eyes: G.I. Joe Origins (2021) dir. Robert Schwentke

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  an  assortment  of  dialogue  prompts  for  various  apocalypse  /  end  of  the  world  scenarios.  feel  free  to  change  as  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ stay alive. for me. ❜

❛ you won’t survive long out there. i can protect you. ❜

❛ how many bullets do you got left? ❜

❛ i’m gonna make sure this place is secure. ❜

❛ will things ever go back to the way they were? ❜

❛ i know the odds aren’t good, but we’ve got to try. ❜

❛ you should be dead by now. ❜

❛ this isn’t the world you remember. ❜

❛ it’s all gone. it’s really all gone. ❜

❛ shit. why did you hide this? ❜

❛ stay down. don’t let them see you. ❜

❛ you are making it very difficult to keep you alive. ❜

❛ how is it you’re not scared? ❜

❛ when i give the signal, we run. ❜

❛ holy shit, we hit the jackpot! look at all this stuff! ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ if you don’t fight, you die. ❜

❛ remind me to not get on your bad side. ❜

❛ been there. seen that. got the scars to prove it. ❜

❛ unfortunately, we can’t kiss in the rain. it’s acid. ❜

❛ just keep moving. don’t look back. ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ still alive, are you? ❜

❛ i’m beyond saving at this point. ❜

❛ an animal that’s tasted human flesh isn’t safe. ❜

❛ there’s nothing you can do to save them. ❜

❛ do you have any idea how many people we lost today?! ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ my job is to watch your back. ❜

❛ don’t enter the city, it belongs to the dead now. ❜

❛ it must be important, otherwise you wouldn’t have gone back for it. ❜

❛ there’s something about that robot that doesn’t seem right to me. ❜

❛ you still remember how to kill, right? ❜

❛ there should be an opening through the fence. watch your head. ❜

❛ our luck will run out sooner or later. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ can’t say i’m surprised to find you in a dump like this. ❜

❛ we can sneak past them, even though i know that’s not your style. ❜

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ if you were smart, you’d turn back now. ❜

❛ shut up. are you trying to get us killed? ❜

❛ breathe. we’re safe now. ❜

❛ you’re better off without me. i’ll only slow you down. ❜

❛ i brought dinner. it’s not much, but it’s edible. ❜

❛ for what it’s worth, i’ll do what i can to help you not get killed. ❜

❛ you’re gonna be real happy you didn’t kill me. ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜

❛ why don’t we just stay here? live out the rest of our lives? ❜

❛ you really shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜

❛ rest. i’ll take the first watch. ❜

❛ i’ve got a weapon for every situation. hunting, profession, cold blooded murder, hot blooded murder… ❜

[miseria-fortes-viros]

dude omg i did NOT “come back wrong” you just remember me as imperfect and now i’m a divinely elevated version of myself with no capacity for wrongdoing. i’m still me dude i’m literally the same basically *all electronics within three feet of me explode* sorry i mean i meant to do that

[oncce-againn]

I don’t want chaos anymore, just conversations that feel like home.