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[supportgaza]

Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza

Has it become normal Now that the defenseless civilians in Gaza face death and starvation on a daily basis?

Hell No!

F*ck No!!!

Voting ended onNov 14, 2024

Note: Vetted by:

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt Here .

I contemplate the happy faces of people around me here in Ireland and reminisce about the happy normal life my family and I had before the war. A life that turned into a distant memory for us and was replaced by an unending series of horrible nightmares.

Unlike my family in Gaza, people here have access to drinking water, all types of food, electricity, and a roof over their heads. Above all, they are safe, and I cannot help but wonder if they genuinely do appreciate these blessings in their lives enough.

People seem relaxed and laughing wholeheartedly around me in Ireland. I wish I could laugh too, but I am crushed way beyond recovery on the inside. I was evacuated by my Irish college after five months of living the horrors of war in Gaza. I hope you will never know what it feels like to live in constant fear and worry and be horrified by the most sickening and scary nightmares every single night while you are far away from your family in such circumstances.

When did my people in Gaza cease to be human beings worthy and deserving of a normal life? Has it become normal now for my family in Gaza to be starved and killed while the whole world is watching the genocide? If that is the case, then you will have to excuse me if I seek every avenue to bring them to Ireland and start a new normal life like all people here around me.

I was assured by the Irish Reugee Council (IRC) and lawyers in Ireland that there is hope I can reunite with my family in Ireland. In difficult times, it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. For me and my family, you are literally our light and hope for a better life.

SOS!

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[supportgaza]

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[al00bhorta]

I care so much 💔

[al00bhorta]

Joseph's new birthday lore has genuinely wrecked meee It's so so so devastating, but I should say though, in a way that finally makes his spiral into madness makes so much sense (spoiler: there was a crucial catalyst) (AND IT'S ON SIGHT I TELL YOU L*****)

it really does a good job at portraying his desperation and why he ended up going as far as he did. I love when idv lore does this... when it doesn't erase the horror of what someone became but shows the fragile, human place it grew from... I've been thinking about it nonstop and honestly I think everyone should give it a read.

the thing that keeps getting me is the tuberculosis detail (which I.. don't think we knew of before, new claude info I guess!) like the idea that Joseph built his entire life, his beliefs, his sins, around the assumption that claude's death was some cruel inevitability of fate... only for science to quietly move toward proving that one day it might've been treatable. that it wasn't destiny or cosmic cruelty, just a disease humanity hadn't caught up to yet.

and instead of that being something that could maybe free him from the weight of it, leroux basically cornered him into such a situation so joseph commits fully to his path before that truth can reach him, in a way "invalidating" his grief and break him completely.. leroux made sure joseph finishes the work so his suffering 'continues to have a meaning', unknowingly for joseph but leroux's own sake. that is like. so unbelievably twisted it actually makes my stomach hurt.

joseph's literally just ☹️ trying to prove that claude's existence can't disappear, that he won't be erased by time and memory. that his brother won't "die a second time." with his memory failing, if not his own death. and leroux obv just...? spectates like the burning of a building he set on fire. I just.

I can't believe the tragedy of the twins somehow got even worse with this lore drop and i genuinely cannot stop thinking about it.

[al00bhorta]

I wonder if the lack of face features for Claude means Joseph's truly starting to forget what he looked like and now only bases him on his own appearance bcs of his memory failing him ☹️

[al00bhorta]

I'm starting to think Joseph's involvement with the manor might actually mean he's been in cahoots with Orpheus this whole time. And conveniently, there's still no actual manor game confirmed that directly involves him? weird before... but now it's just suspicious. What if he functions more like Andrew or even Percy, not just a participant but an actual manor staff?

Cause think about it. The entire game interface is literally just photographs of the hunters and survivors (which I somehow never questioned until I saw sb mention it, thinking it was an aesthetic choice) Who else would've taken those? It very easily could've been his job at the manor. And now knowing Orpheus might as well be fully aware of the camera world and what it's capable of.... which just opens up a whole other can of worms, too many possibilities so I digress.

It kind of "fixes" his lack of direct lore but in a way that makes it feel intentional... like he was always there, just operating behind the scenes. maybe I'm being delusional and he's in fact another participant lured by Orpheus' invite offering whatever "method of resurrection" Joseph's desperately in need of considering he failed (which again... we don't exactly see a letter from the manor in his trailer 👀 but Orpheus himself 👀 curious)

But really... if this turns out to be true Joseph might actually be one of the most important figures to the overarching manor storyline and I wouldn't be surprised anymore

[al00bhorta]

"Hangover" being a canon look for Joseph is something worth celebrating Yup yup 🫡🫡

[al00bhorta]

this single frame was already making me bawl my eyes out because of the twins together... joseph holding his hand mourning him and THEN I NOTICE that's not even claude??? it's a clothes rack dressed up as him. Joseph went as far as physically recreating the little he remembers of his twin IT'S MAKING ME SICKKK he's sobbing into claude's hollow sleeve... claude, who won't ever respond to him Fuck my lifee😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[sncrlynwtms]

fandom etiquette as a whole died when people who didn’t grow up on fandoms became stans during lockdown, yes, but why am i seeing people openly mocking fics on twitter. why am i seeing screenshots of fics with captions like “bro what is this 😭.” why am i seeing people mock fic writers for not knowing how sports or theater or college or any other organization operates in the real world.

“college is absolutely nothing like this” “why are we writing four people on the team scoring a hat trick in one game” “so tech work is nothing like this, hope that helps!”

if you don’t like a fic, and if you can’t suspend your belief enough to enjoy a fic that exaggerates or ignores real-world orgs, you don’t have to read it. you don’t have to screenshot it and put it on blast for twitter. you don’t have to post a link to it in the replies. the back button is literally there on your phone. it’s not giving baby’s first fandom anymore, it’s giving entitled asshole and it isn’t as cute as you think it is.

[kyodelika]

todays robbie 😊 may their made up beef go on forever

[al00bhorta]

idv oomfs you must I mean MUST watch fabulous beasts donghua... im genuinely surprised by what a wholesome and fun watch that was. no kidding

[saja-55]

Everything changed the day Amira was born. The world outside was collapsing — bombs, dust, screams, and fear. Yet inside a small room, by the dim light of a single candle, a new life began. While others were running for shelter, I was holding my newborn daughter, trembling, crying, trying to believe that something so pure could still exist in a place like Gaza. I named her Amira, because I wanted her to feel like a child of life —not a child of war.

  A year has passed since that night, but nothing has really changed Our house is still rubble, our streets still carry the smell of smoke, and the sky still echoes with sounds that make Amira flinch in her sleep. She has just turned one. She’s learning to walk, holding my finger with her tiny hand, laughing at the smallest things — as if she doesn’t see the destruction around her. She doesn’t know the word “loss.” She never met her father, but when she smiles, I see him there. Sometimes I watch her sleeping, and I wonder what kind of world she will grow up in — whether she will ever know what peace feels like, what home smells like. And yet, when she opens her eyes in the morning and says “mama,” everything becomes bearable again. I want to rebuild our home. Not just for the walls — but for her future. For Amira to have a small room, a safe place to dream, a life that belongs to her, not to war. I’m not asking for much. Only for a chance to give her a beginning filled with warmth instead of fear

Help Saja Rebuild a Life After Everything Fell Apart

My name is Saja. I am a mother, a wife, and just one of many women in Gaza trying to hold on — to hope, to my family, and to a life that no

 A Mother’s Message

To everyone reading this — thank you for listening to our story. Your kindness means more than words. Every share, every message, every donation — it all helps me rebuild not just a house, but a future for Amira. From the heart of Gaza, from a mother learning to hope again — we will live. And I will make sure my daughter grows up in a world that knows love more than war.

[tenowls]

The Reverend of Empty Words of the past was already extremely horrifying. The person looking at him now had swallowed the Reverend of Empty Words. He was ten times, a hundred times more terrifying than the nightmare of his younger years.

drawing black water arc frame by frame myself bc the donghua may never get up to it (aka MY EXPRESSION PRACTICE THAT SPIRALLED OUT OF CONTROL)

[al00bhorta]

you know what, I should really start reading all of idv character's lore one by one because I just discovered the gem that is night watch's character. Like, I'm genuinely, genuinely moved in a way I didn't expect..

I can't stop thinking about the little diary he shared with Lagertha, him writing about the little details of his childhood days, everyday antiques, his love for his mother (and how almost every little thing in his routine circled back to her *cries*) even things he dislikes but tolerates because "mum loves them" 💔 it warmed my heart in a way that caught me off guard icl..

back to stuff, it's really tragic what happened to the small, fragile happiness they built together and where it led him later in life. WHAT HURTS ME MOST!!! is realizing how little of Lagertha's life he ever got to see.. she was his whole world.. yet he only got to know a very tiny fragrant of who she truly was.. He never got to hear about her adventures at the sea, her competence and strength at the ship, not knowing the life she'd lived before him, how the woman he thought of as "fragile" didn't need protecting at all (because imo: the reason she "didn't speak" aka the question that haunted him most was probably for him to get away without the intruders noticing) . His right to know his mother fully was taken from him and that's really fucking depressing 😭

Last, I can't say I'm even one bit moved by nathaniel despite the hype, matter of fact, I don't really care that ithaqua has a twin at all. the spotlight truly only shined on the mother and son and that was satisfactory enough for me.

[ssspicaaa]

Nocturne🌙✨🫧

[al00bhorta]

I've been wondering... when do we actually call something "good representation"? Like, is it just about showing something real, something ppl can relate to?

Because take misogyny, for example. A story could show everything a woman goes through (microaggressions, abuse, all the nonsense a patriarchal society may throw at her. And it could feel soo real so genuine SO heartfelt. But then u have ppl that are like.. "Well. do her perpetrators ever suffer the consequences?" "does the story >fix< her >problem<?" "does she get justice?" And honestly.. while it would be Very satisfactory to watch her achieve just that, it's obv not how real life works sadly. misogyny as a whole cannot be tackled so easily.

similarly, think about how racism is portrayed in (non/)fiction. A lot of times, ppl call it a "good rep" if there's some moral or resolution to the story. But again, victims in real life don't always get that (hardly ever, esp depending on the time period)

So I keep coming back to this.. should "good representation" just be about being as accurate as possible to real life? Or does it have to somehow solve the problem too? (even unrealistically so) and if it doesn't.. is it still valid?

[butterflies-and-mirrors]

first thought on watching the reveal show

[al00bhorta]

Joscarl ( Coa 9 jojo and Watchman )

You know how Blackforest cookie wanna marry a witch?

That concept was just developed in my head

literally jerked my head back reading this 🫣

with joscarl, I feel like Aesop would absolutely translate his love for the creator into continued worship (a very bfc thing to do) while Joseph would take it as a metaphor, like.. the poetic, church boy way for expressing devotion and loyalty. he wouldn't clock how literal Aesop is being *at all*

the mismatch in expectations, the creator's lack of awareness, it's so so so them aaaaa