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Hard day, today. Not visibly. On the outside it was pretty good, to anyone observing. Hard day internally. Feeling alone with my gender dysphoria. Doubting my transness, given I know it may never be in the cards for me to transition. I look around and see all these posts by my beautiful trans brothers and sisters (and no I don't just mean the "attractive" ones already "passing") and here I am not having taken a single step.

Random Bitch: But you don't look trans* Me: I know. I look human.

Just got a new subscription to Kindle unlimited. Looking for good pro-trans literature to read. Previous attempts mainly uncovered sick transformation and body swap "erotica" (I use that term loosely). Help!

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hot take but trans people shouldn't have to pass to be respected trans people shouldn’t have to want to pass to be respected trans peopl

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magdamilo: “ You are beautiful. You are absolutely amazing. Believe in yourself. ”

I literally just in the last week figured out I had been suffering from extreme dysphoria for over twenty years. When I first dared to let m

This was totally me, about a year ago. Only I'd been hiding it from my conscious self for a lot longer. A child of the 80's, my only knowledge of "trans" was"transvestite", which I knew I wasn't. And then, only in movies, as a comic element or absurdity. Even with the advent of the internet and its growth, my exposure to "transgender" didn't come about till after 40 years of feeling like I didn't belong, feeling less, feeling wrong, disliking who I was, and never being able to say WHY to all of the above, because I didn't know. Had no frame of reference. I so envy the transkids today, exposed to it from such formative ages. Yes, there road is still hard, but they have the opportunity to KNOW, long before they've made too many decisions in the dark that lock them into cage.

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Finally came out to a few of my co-workers that I knew I could trust.

It was frightening and liberating at the same time.

While I am not in a place where I can make what I am public knowledge, en mass, having at least one place with a few people I can trust where I can be myself is a god-send. Even life-saving.

I truly believe that.

Not having even a single person, that knows me as "me" and not just as an anonymous person online, to talk to was killing me inside.

A few responded that they were surprised they hadn't figured it out before. Some of my mannerisms that didn't quite make sense to them suddenly fit. Ones that I was not aware of as visible as they are. Or perhaps they are only as visible there because I feel more comfortable there, surrounded by all women co-workers.

I'm sure my beard made it a little less likely. I publicly have to ""present" as a cis-male. It's a role I've played for longer than I myself even realized, until relatively recently.

A few had questions. One had only a few, another had many. I was happy to answer them. It showed they really wanted to understand. All of the above seemed blessedly accepting and understanding. The one co-worker with any friction about it, was actually angry in my defense, mad that I was allowing my situation to dictate my happiness. Or, lack thereof. Sadly, I had to distract her with another topic, because it's just not fixable and too painful for me to think about, but I love her for being in my corner. Even against myself. I didnt know how much i needed that.

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I watched the movie “Boy Meets Girl” yesterday, and I really liked it. It is one of only few (if not the only?) movies about trans* wit

#BoyMeetsGirl #transgender woman #trans is beautiful #transisbeautiful #trans-positive

Dumping a bunch of my drafts from Instagram that never made it to my blog. These are from the last two months or so. I hope tumblr survives

Fan-girl moment! Can't tell you how much I admire this lady!

If you aren't already following ARIANA-TG, do it! She's beautiful, strong, and funny as hell. One day I hope to be as brave as she is.

#Ariana's transition pics #transgender woman #transisbeautiful #trans is beautiful #ariana #queen #girlslikeus #trans idol #girlcrush

I promise if I could, I would definitely invite you all for dinner, my family would love to have you over 💙

here's some Trans Facts from your local highly dysphoric transmasc my zepeto is 48NA6M

genderfriends: “Your gender isn’t something you should feel like you have to apologize for. ”

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