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[julaibib]

[alamwamal]

Eid adha Mubarak!

I know it's tomorrow, but I said it today before I forget.

Today is Arafa, so keep yourself and others in your prayers.

And don't forget dua of Arafa:

لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له، له الملك وله الحمد وهو على كل شيء قدير.

[allsadnshit]

Tumblr is where girls go to be alone with other girls who are being alone and that's why I've been using this site for so long

[septemberkisses]

To be loved is to be known; to be seen.

Excerpts Sources:

Is it okay to say this? - Trista Masteer // Blasted - Sarah Kane // Reassurances to Hades - Kristina Haynes // The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo - T.J. Reid // My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man - Georges Bataille //"The Last Poem in the Book," These Days (Alfred A. Knopf, 1989); Over and over again - Frederick Seidel // My Mother/Madame Edwarda/The Dead Man - Georges Bataille // Adult Children of Emotionaly Immature Parents - Lindsay C. Gibson // She Satisfies A Fear with the Rhetoric of Tears - Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz // My Life Is Pathetic! - Heather Havrilesky

[alamwamal]

“Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.”

– George Orwell

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Quote by Chris Mc geown}

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Quote by Luna Adriana

[wedarkacademia]

"At one point I had to stop reading, sit down on the sofa, and weep. It’s years since I wept."

Franz Kafka

[metamorphesque]

― Gustav Janouch, Conversations with Kafka

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

{M. A. Thompson from I Won’t Write My Poem ‘Till I’m In My Right Mind}

[lucidloving]

@inanotherunivrse // You’re On Your Own, Kid— Taylor Swift // @inkskinned // Richard Siken, Crush // @lilcowgirl7-deactivated20210223 // Heather Havrilesky, How to Be a Person in the World // Zoe Heller, “Everything You Know” // Atticus

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Words by Rune Lazuli /Jerzy Kosiński from The Devil Tree

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

—Albert Camus, The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays

[metamorphesque]

Vardges Petrosyan, Years Lived and Unlived (translated by metamorphesque)

[lucidloving]

Michael Cunningham, “The Hours” // Anne Sexton, “The Touch” // Charles M. Schulz, Peanuts and Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me—The Smiths // F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night // Kelsey Landsgaard, A Soft Wrongness // J. D. McClatchy, “THE DIALOGUE OF DESIRE AND GUILT” // Marina Tsvetaeva, from notes // Yves Olade, Belovéd

[alamwamal]

I've been going through a lot lately, mostly mentally.

I'm still fine, alhamdulillah I'm way better than what I used to be in 2024 and before. Still frustrated but I've been more flexible and less angry.

There are things I want to talk about but I'm not sure if I can ramble about here. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I'll see until July once school (work) is over and I get more free time. If it still bothers me and I still need to get it off my chest.

I literally have no one to talk to about in real life. And it makes me thinks of huge things happened years ago, yet literally no one bothered to talk about it with me. I mean I don't really have friends -and somehow I still can't make friends- but even my Mom doesn't care even when big things happened.

Still praying for the miracle that I'll find a kind husband. يارب .

[alamwamal]

The only thing I have been watching is "From" tv series.

Last episode was amazing.

I'm having a couple of theories about Jade that I haven't seen anyone -at least on YouTube- adress.

[alamwamal]

If I told about the things that are happening in my life right now, you'd think I'm making it up. But it's real on so many levels.

Life is wilder than fiction.