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I am fascinated by humans, i love them.

[xhondervishi-deactivated2022082]

[albophy]

Hit different

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

people are going to come and go from your life. sometimes it will feel like loss. sometimes it will be their loss. no matter what though, there will always be good people in your life. be thankful for the time you get with them. don’t worry so much about goodbyes. just think of all the possible helloes.

[albophy]

JOKER

So yesterday I saw one of the most hyped movies with my siblings.

Thoughts...

Those scenes where Arthur was very closely shown were amazing. Giving the opportunity to watch every single move and every little detail about him. Gave me a feeling of appreciating and spying him at the same time - very intimidating. Like right at the beginning where he was at his job doing his make up.

Music was perfectly chosen. Matching to the time in which the movie is playing. With all the Tv Shows and how the people were dressing - as you went back in time.

Of course, those scenes were he got beaten up were all threatening. On the one hand, you felt pity for him. On the other anger and confusion because Arthur murdered those men in the subway and also is „mother“. But let‘s not forget the scene on the bus. Where he went back home from the appointment with his therapist (idk how I should call her). He tried to make the little boy laugh and his mother, understanding yet questionable, asked him harshly to stop. Arthur started laughing and handed her his card. I mean this was a different level of intensity.

We all have been in a public place where a human had a mental illness and could not control himself. We don‘t know how to act around those people. In the movie, they just let Arthur laugh and kind of ignored him. But is this the right way?

As the movie is about mental illness some people either didn't see the trailer OR saw it and didn't understand it. I have never seen the trailer. Just a few clips on Instagram and I immediately knew I have to watch JOKER because it's just more than Arthur becoming Joker.

I was so confused and upset when 90% of the audience started laughing at some scenes. I am still out of words. I just don't understand it. Those people laughed as someone joked about a night where there were drunk. Like they laughed with their heart.

You see a human. Not knowing if he exists or not in the society. Struggling with his illness. His only way to handle his pity is to talk in a funny voice or tell miserable jokes. Seeing losing his mind, finding out he is adopted, lost his job, could not get his medicine anymore because the government decided to lower the budget for health care and still people LAUGH ?!

My brother said that those people who laughed arent watching the movie with their heart and head. For a short time, they are confronted with the reality and don't know how to handle it. As soon as they stood up from the chair they forget what the movie was actually about.

Final Word

JOKER IS THE PRODUCT OF THE SOCIETY. IT IS OUR FAULT. HUMANS ARE THE REASON WHY OTHER HUMANS LOSE THEIR MINDS. UNDERSTAND !

[albophy]

Shane Dawsen

So I watched his first series of Jeffree Star and I loved. It. I learned so much about Jeffree. I never watched his video and did not even know he was into make up that much.

And today I started watching his 2nd series and I am here for it. Its sooo interesting and seeing how Jeffree helps realizing Shanes palette is soo argh, a dream.

I am very into project management and this type of content is everything to me.

Cant wait for moreeeee

[desiresuggestion]

so maybe you aren’t my first love, but surely you’re the first to deserve it

[albophy]

This...

[xhondervishi-deactivated2022082]

Per kon e run at' zemer?

Bjema tonen merre temen

[albophy]

Literally

[eirener-deactivated20180925]

“I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature… All of this is art to me.”

— Hunter Reveu

[albophy]

Thank you

[rbhvleo]

self destruction is an interesting thing!

[albophy]

Impressed, how on point this is

[z-ndjenja]

[albophy]

This shit hits hard

[albophy]

Chaos

Chaos, because I don‘t know what you mean to me? Just like a friend or maybe more?

A part from the German song „Chaos“ by Matea.

Her song is about how relationships are getting more and more confused and people struggle to communicate with each other.

This case has already been two times for me. Getting to know someone and you see the signs and are pretty sure, what they mean.

So I confessed my love for the first person and that was a mistake. He did not feel the same way and we ended the connection between us.

The second boy was a total frustration back and forth for me. I realized quite early that this boy is not the one and I wanted to end this whole mess. But he kept saying things that make me stay. But after I think a month I said boy bye and that was the best thing ever haha

Communication is getting harder and harder in our generation and I don‘t understand why. We are humans. We have the privilege to speak, understand and respond with feelings. But it is so weird that some human beings can not express themselves, sad.

[albophy]

Was wählen wir am Sonntag?

Ich weiß es. Ihr?

[albophy]

Wissts ihr schon wen ihr wählt?

[albophy]

GEHTS IHR ÜBERHAUPT WÄHLEN?

[albophy]

Was wählen wir am Sonntag?

Ich weiß es. Ihr?

[albophy]

Wissts ihr schon wen ihr wählt?

[albophy]

Was wählen wir am Sonntag?

Ich weiß es. Ihr?

[albophy]

Me: I think I really want to be in a relationship.

Heart: Definitely! Imagine how cute and beautiful that would be !!! Ahhh

Brain: Hold on.

Me: ?

Heart: ?

Brain: So you are serious? I can see that you want one but i think better not. Because you are only 20. What i try to say is that you can easily can get influenced by your partner. Maybe find first your own path? Look that you can take care of yourself to 100%. And the most dangerous thing, don‘t lose your independence. That‘s too risky being in a relationship. For you. You worked so hard to be that self-made and self loved woman you are right now. And if things turn bad you get to addicted to your partner and you lose it all.

Heart: Can you not see how much she needs love? Someone, to appreciate her? She deserves it! A person that is for more than 100% there for her. She won‘t get too addicted to her partner. She knows her value. I agree she is a strong af woman. She beats your ass if she wants to. She is full of anger and questions everything. But at some point, she wants to be vulnerable. Trusts someone your soul, heart, brain, and body in their hands. What is so wrong to let everything go and give everything to your partner?

Brain: Look sh-

Me: Stop! Again this topic. You are both right. So what should I do? But there is another thing. I love my single life. Love to flirt. Love dates. I like being eyecatching to someone. But at the same time, I could be the perfect girlfriend. I know I am. My inner hoe and wife are fighting every day. I-

Brain and Heart: just leave it.

Me : you right girls. I am also tired of this bullshit.

[theshapeofhershadow]

Being a woman means being a work of art.

[albophy]

p e r i o d

[albophy]

I should buy myself more flowers

[albophy]

Somewhere between reality and illusion.

@ AlboPhy