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#sorry

lunarsystem-did

Has this been done before

#SERIOISLY #I HAVE A FUCKING OC NAMED DONNIE AND I HAVE THIS IRRATIONAL FEAR #IVE NEVER HAD AN OC BECOME AN ALTER BUT STILL LOL

I think I gained weight since I’ve started recovering and that is not fucking cash money

#I want to give upnnhhn@jznn);@;1;1;1@ @aaaaaaaaaaa@@@@@@@@@@

System Files (some more info about logan, bo, and oliver) - by Alex

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Logan / LC

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Alter type: Unknown

Doesn’t work very well with: Child alters under the age of 9 (Doesn’t hate them, but doesn’t know how to work with them)

(Known) Positive triggers: Stars (Will most likely front if they are seen)

(Known) Negative triggers: Being called abusive

Notes: Still recovering from being a persecutor, don’t talk to him about gore.

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Bo

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Alter type: Protector / Partial gatekeeper

Doesn’t work very well with: Persecutors, Or copy alters who copy abusers

(Known) Positive triggers: Frogs, plants (Might front if they are seen)

(Known) Negative triggers: Excessive talk of religion, religious abuse, starvation, descriptive talk of eating disorders

Notes: Is sometimes involuntarily rude to persecutors / alters similar to persecutors. May avoid talking to them.

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Oliver

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Alter type: Child alter / Is believed to be some type of EP.

Doesn’t work very well with: Copy alters who copy abusers, or alters with abusive rhetoric.

(Known) Positive triggers: Music, The nickname “Oli”

(Known) Negative triggers: The name “David” unprompted, pedophiles, child abuse

Notes: Not much is known about Oliver yet, but he’s very overwhelmed most of the time; so he may have a hard time communicating.

#aa thingy

i just want to fucking shut up forever

*has a religious crisis* *has a religious crisis* *has a religious crisis* *h

WLELL WHEN YOU GO

DONT REVER THINK ILL MAKE YOU TRY TO STAY

bUT MAUBE WHEN YOU GET BACK ILL BE OFF TO FIND ANOTHER WAY

andAFTER ALL THIS TIME THAT YOU STILL OWE

YOURSE STILL A GOOD FOR NOTHING I DONT KNOW

SO TAKE YOUR GLOVES AND GET OUT

BETTER GET OUT

WHILE YOU CAN

WHEEEEEEEEEN YOU GO

WOULD YOU EVEN TURN TO SAAYAYY

I DOBT LOVE YOU

LIKE I DID

YESTERDAY

SOMRTIMES I CRY SO HARR FROM PLEADIMG

SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE NEEEDLESs BEATING

BUT BABY WHEN THEY KNOCK YOU DOWN AND OUT IS WHERE YOU OUGHTA STAY

BUT AFTER ALL THIS BLOOD THAT YOU STILL OWE

ANOTHER DOLLARS’ JUST ANOTHER BLOW

SOF IX YOUR EYES AND GET UP

BETTER GET UP

WHILE YOU CAN

WHEENNNYOUGO

WOULD YOU EVEN TURN TO SAY

I DONT LOVE YOU LIKE I DIDDDD DYESTERDAY

*epic fucking guitar solo ensues*

2when you go would you have the guts to say

i don’t love you

like i loved you

yester

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYAOAOAOHHH I DONT LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVED YOU YESTERDAY

i DONT LOBE YOU LIKEI LOVED YOU YESTEEDAAAAUAUUAYYAY

#/lyrics #bro fifth grade me knew the shit #this song would appear to be busting

#uFF #I STARTED DRAWING THIS RANDOM ASS GAY COUPLE BASED OFF OF A DOODLE I DREW #AND NOW I CANT STOP THEYRE SO CUTE #I HAVE 5 DRAWINGS IN IBIS AND 4 OF THEM ARE LITERALLY JUST THIS COUPLE #AKGSDJGSHS #/pos #tw fnf

the voice: BURN. KILL. DESTROY

also the voice: take uber

#jcs #idk how the investigator was not losing his shit ajshsjsh

my fucking content filter doesn’t even work

#i fucjed up a note at the end but i think the harmony sounds good #no i will not stop putting reverb on my voice to make it sound like i’m in an abandoned cave #GSHSFS #alex sings badly

#alex sings badly #tally hall gggGJKJAoaojOK

#alex sings badly #tally hall hyperfixating......hg

I don’t know if I ever look good. whenever I think I look really good, a month later, that picture disgusts me. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy with myself and I think I’m delusional

i wanna give up

#it hurts so fucking much and the pain I feel causes me to weigh down others #I’m a burden. I don’t want to do this anymore

i don’t want to be someone else, I just don’t want to hate myself. I cant talk about when I’m confident because I’m alex. It would be weird if I showed my face because I’m alex. it would be bad if I posted a project because I’m alex. I just want to fucking be happy but I’ve made my own hell

h hgg gnfbb I did something bad

#anger . RAGE

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