As I left your house last night, I couldn't believe I wouldn't drive by that old building In the morning. You know, the one they're tearing down. It looks a lot like me when you're around, Falling apart, Bleeding straight from the heart. So thanks for nothing that I wanted and for everything I needed. Thanks for diving into the sea to make I'm still breathing. But I never wanted you here, so it's time for you to go. It's time for me to drink up all my sorrow and to finally be alone. I want to learn to be unhappy and to just go through the motions. I want to stay up all night lifeless just to sleep before the sunrise. So kindly just fuck off because I want to die alone, I want to sleep and breathe my pain, I want to never find a home. You're breaking down my walls and my roof is caving in. You feel like the home I swore I'd never find again. You shine your sunrise heart on my sleepless tired eyes, I know it's fucking beautiful but it's making me go blind. Your eyes are too damn bright and it's fucking up my dark, You're bringing back to life my stone cold dead and dying heart. But I know that it's not true, what you say about my virtue. You're just a memory I don't want, and I'll erase you if I have to. No wait, don't go yet. Just stay, I don't know why. At least give us a chance to make up a goodbye. Or maybe meet me on the shores of Montauk When we both have different lives. And I swore I'd never fucking do this again.
