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alice-707other

I applied.;;;;

I’m so excited for this, even if I don’t get in!!!

Ray & 32? Pretty please? :D

[I’m super sorry for the wait. This was the latest piece before I closed all asks for my writing hiatus, and I decided to give this one a chance.]

32. I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.

Ray wrung his hands as he glanced at the little digital numbers in the corner of one of his many computer screens. It glared an annoying 2:11 AM at his tired eyes. His body screamed at him to get his required 3 hours of sleep, but his mind was in disarray and running rampant. It had been a few hours since he had been able to hear your voice, listen to your breathing, see the light shine on your face, emitting a lustrous glow from the smile you would turn his way.

To say he was…addicted…wouldn’t make sense and he shouldn’t. His Savior had told him how bad it was to get attached to pretty things…wish for the light. If he went towards the light than his darkness would vanish, and he’d be nothing. He’d just be a pathetic being, weak…USELESS…like he always was in the first place. You were so beautiful…You were his…weren’t you?

He knew he shouldn’t, but he got up, hesitantly leaving his room, away from the stifling heat of his computers to the cool air of the hallway. As he made his way to your room, he felt his skin somewhat burning up at the thought of your smile. He itched at his collar, believing it to be tight, possibly the cause of the sudden flare of heat. Maybe it would be best to have a cold shower later to cool off. It would help him stay awake, needing it to tackle the work that he had neglected to finish in favor of this detour.

Ray was only going to peek, just a tiny glimpse at your face. He knew that you were cooped up in your room all day, orders from the Savior, and he would visit under the pretense of at least checking up on the flowers he left in your room a week ago. You’d ask one of the believers for a vase to cradle them and when he heard, his heart clenched painfully. To treasure one of his own passions so carefully, it had moved him so close to tears at the thought.

Just as he turned the corner, catching a glimpse of the light in your room on under the crack in the door, he felt his phone vibrate. He felt a slight flare of irritation, wanting to know whom was interrupting his precious time with you when he glanced at the phone ID and saw it was your name. His palms grew clammy, nearly making him drop his phone, but he held onto it, keeping his back on the corner. He didn’t wish for you to know he was near your room at such an odd hour.

He answered the phone. “You called at the most adequate time. I was thinking whether I should call you as I saw your lights were on earlier, but I was hesitating in case you were asleep though.”

It was a small lie. He wasn’t necessarily going to call as much as see your face…and he didn’t need to know what time he tried checking up on you for. It could have been anytime. He thankful his voice hadn’t given him away. He always hated lying. It grated his nerves and clenched his stomach into endless knots.

You chuckled quietly, him not missing the slight tiredness in the tone of it. “No, I’m not yet asleep. Is something up?”

He stiffened, suddenly feeling like he was caught in a trap. “O-Oh. No. Nothing’s up really.” He needed something to deflect off him. “I was just wondering how you were doing. I know you’ve spent hours in that room, right? Is anything uncomfortable? Anything at all…and I was a bit worried if anything was up as your light was on even at this hour…”

There was a long silence from the other end of the phone, which started to kick up his nerves and his racing thoughts. Oh god. Did you hate the room? Was that why you were up so late? You couldn’t get any sleep in such a disgusting room, couldn’t you? You grew tired of him. He knew it. No one loved him. No one needed him. He wasjustadisgustinglittle-

“…thing really…Ray?” Your soft voice broke the mantra of negative emotions swirling in his brain.

“Y-Yes? Sorry. What is it?” He wanted to pinch himself for his voice cracking a little, betraying the fragile state he was making himself.

“…. Can…I tell you something?” He could barely hear you over the phone with how quiet your voice had gone.

“Yes. Of course you can,” he replied immediately. What was it that made your bright and vibrant sound grow so small? Even if it was to tell how much he was useless, if it made you feel any better he could take it. Just to bring you back to your beautiful self.

There was a long pause and he briefly moved the phone away from his ear, wondering if it had disconnected. The signal was sometimes bad whenever he put his signal blocking up, so he wondered if you accidentally caught it.

“I…. I think I’m in love with you…and…honestly…I’m a little terrified,” you quietly confessed.

And his heart stopped.

Or it felt like it stopped. It must have and granted him to the paradise he so desired. Those beautiful words from your lips couldn’t be for him…could it?

“Ray?” came your voice in his ear, a little panicked which made him realize that he was hyperventilating. Oh god. He was having an attack from your sweet words. He needed to calm himself. He didn’t wish for you to worry about his pathetic being. You should only smile.

“I-I’m fine. I-I was just…s-surprised by your words. N-No one has loved me…” he murmured his true thoughts. His Savior was the closest person to loving him, but the way you said the word made it seem like his Savior’s love was…different than what you felt for him. Their love was…. cold, painful, but safe…while yours was warm, comfortable, but foreign…. Terrifying. Yes, terrifying was the word you had used.

“…. No one?”

“Ah! I-I didn’t mean no one. My Savior gives me love. I should be grateful for that! B-But it’s getting late and I must get back to work! Have a good night and sleep well.”

“Ray wait a-” Your melodic voice was cut off by him forcing his thumb to press the end call button. He hated hanging up on you, but he needed to do that. His true thoughts were unraveling, and he didn’t wish for you to see him so weak…so pathetic. He promised to apologize tomorrow and perhaps bring a new flower for you. One to perhaps show how sorry he was.

But for now, he needed his medicine. The thoughts were coming, and he needed them gone. He needed to remember his place. He needed to know that he couldn’t be loved…especially by you…the person as warm as the sun. For if he ever touched you…

He’d BURN.

Alright. So here’s me off my long butt writer’s hiatus. With a piece. Idk if it’s good. But...eh. I hope whomever requested it enjoys the feels train.

I’m opening asks on either here or @alice-707 my sfw blog. Just give me a Mystic Messenger character and either a scenario or just ask a question. I’m open to ALL characters, including least liked.

#angst #Ray #drabble #mystic messenger ray #mystic messenger #Anonymous

puwey-moved-deactivated20230619

Last piece of my application for the zine..

alice-707other

PUWEY!!!! IT’S SO GORGEOUS!!!!

mysticmessengerspambot

Jumin: you can’t do that! Jaehee: yOU cAn’t dO thAt!

alice-707other

Is this Jaehee’s route?

angelsdoexist

MYSME: Blaming V Theories #1

V should have told the Police about MintEye!!

Well, I’d say that V thought that he could solve it himself without needing to get authorities involved considering that it involved kidnapping and drugs. He wanted to try and save Rika and Saeran. If he had gone to the police it’s possible they wouldn’t have believed him OR the same thing that happened in V’s bad end where you don’t go and you report the strange conversations to the police. I’d say he wanted to avoid it because he blamed himself.

Additionally, it is possible that as a result, it would also tarnish RFAs reputation and standing, as well as the other members as a result if it came out that Rika was the one who established both organisations.

It’s V’s fault! V knew Saeran was being brainwashed and did nothing!

I don’t think this is the case. I can’t see V purposefully letting Rika do as she pleased even if he was an abuse victim. He cares deeply about both Choi twins and he wouldn’t lift a hand against Saeran even if he did terrible things to him.

V travelled quite frequently for his work so it isn’t a stretch to think that Rika was the one responsible for keeping tabs on Saeran. And he would have believed she ‘found him somewhere safe’ until he realizes she created Mint Eye I don’t think he would have had cause to worry about Saeran’s health and safety. If he’d realised that she was doing that I do believe he would have attempted to stop her or talk her out of it. Just the way he did when she told him about her REALLY BAD THEORY after Sally died.

Even though we all know how well that worked out when he gently told her she was wrong – she blinded him. It might have been when he was looking for her that he came across Mint Eye and Saeran - since he never went into Rika’s apartment to see any of the papers and information.

ALSO. If Rika and Jihyun found the twins between 5-8 years ago. That makes the twins 13-15 then that would have made Rika 15-18 and Jihyun 19-21, therefore, they would not have been at ages where they were able to adopt or do anything in an official manner to get Saeyoung and Saeran out. Likely they had a third party’s help - The Agency.

V didn’t tell Saeyoung that Saeran wasn’t under their care! He lied!

Jihyun wouldn’t have told Saeyoung that Saeran wasn’t under their care because the deal was that they would keep him safe and out of reach of any enemies. What Saeyoung feared the most was that those who were after HIM would end up going after his brother as a consequence of his occupation. Saeyoung put his brother’s safety above all else. Despite how hard it must have been to chose to leave him. He did what he thought was best. He wanted his brother to be happy and healthy and have a good life.

As far as V knew, that was what was happening.

Now they were illegitimate children of someone important. In order to hide them from both their parents, they would have had to give both Choi Twins new identities. So that no one could trace them to each other or their parents. With the assumption, he was moved somewhere safe with a new life and it is likely Rika was the only one who knew where Saeran was. Something Jihyun didn’t question at the beginning. He’s not going to think she’s placed Saeran into a crazy brainwashing cult after all.

Later, when he worked out what Rika had done. Likely there was too much guilt and self-hatred for him to admit to Saeyoung. To tell him he’d lost his brother to Rika and that she’d done terrible things to him. Additionally, it’s possible that until he got into Mint Eye he didn’t actually know how bad things were. He might have feared the worst but didn’t want to say anything encase he was wrong.

I’d assume him getting into Mint Eye wasn’t a simple process.

NOTE: These topics came up in discussion between myself and some friends in a Discord chat when discussing other people’s issues with V’s conduct and choices. In no way am I saying that he is entirely blameless, however, trusting your lover to do the right thing isn’t something to be criticized for. This is just one of many I will be posting.

alice-707other

Looking in jihyun posts and found this.

I will always reblog these things.

haigidal

Flower language theme50

01. Red Chrysanthemum: I love you. 02. Forget-me-not: Do not forget me. 03. Shamrock: Be my love. 04. Mint: I want to love again. 05. Magic Lily: Love can not be achieved 06. Damask Rose: Beautifully Shining 07. Linden viburnum: Love is stronger than death. 08. Passiflora caerulea: Sacred Love 09. Pineapple: Perfect 10. Christmas Rose: I have nothing to give you. 11. Prunus mume: I bloom at last. 12. White Camellia: Secret Love 13. Cloudy dry grass: Waiting for a new spring. 14. Hibiscus: Love to keep secret 15. Hydrangea: You are cool. 16. Iris: a message of love 17. Petunia: I feel comfortable with you. 18. Pasqueflower: Sad Memories 19. Orchid(Habenaria radiata): I think of you in my dreams. 20. Dandelion: One-hearted 21. One Rose Flower: Proposal 22. Leaf Buds : Memories of First Love 23. Jasmine: You are mine 24. Ivy: A person with good luck 25. Pansy: Please think about me. 26. Yellow Prunus mume: Please wait. 27. Lily of the Valley: Confirmation of Happiness 28. Penstemon: Thank you for your grace. 29. Impatiens balsamina: Do not touch me. 30. Red Columbine: Flower 31. Digitalis: I can not hide my affection. 32. White lilac: A beautiful oath 33. Red geranium: There is love, there is you. 34. Lavender: Answer me. 35. Ambrosia: Happy Love 36. Saxifraga fortunei: Love of the heart 37. Ferns: Lovelyness 38. Daphne odora: Love in Dreams 39. Forsythia: a clean heart 40. Sedum aizoon: Waiting 41. Morning glory: the bridle of fleeting love 42. Gerbera: a mystery that can not be solved 43. Alcea rosea: Passionate love 44. Iris ensata: good news 45. Kumquat flower: friendship when young 46. Shepherd’s Purse: I devote myself to everything. 47. Japanese Creeper Ivy: Beautiful Charm 48. Branches of camellia: firm promise 49. Enkianthus campanulatus: Sweet Whispers 50. Margaret: Freedom

It was made by a Korean that I don’t remember anymore.

Feel free to make something that inspired from it.

alice-707other

Reblogging for potential art stuff

skele8rity

i have no idea what yoosung’s entire outfit looks like in that ONE icon he uses but i DO know that that red and gold cloak is VERY CUTE and also i love him and his rpg ventures! also that he is cordially invited to game with me any time o7o/

(one’s transparent bc i couldnt decide what i liked beter hrfff;;)

alice-707other

Such cuteness

blackprose

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Days since he’s seen Yoosung: 0.5

Seven crouches between the dresser and the closet in Saeran’s bedroom. He pulls out a cordless drill, twists in a circular bit and tests it a few times, pressing his finger on the trigger like a gun. The drill whirrs angrily, stops, and then whirrs again.

“Are you sure MC isn’t home?”

Read the rest at the above link!

alice-707other

Love love love this series.

blueplusiron

Saw Saeran’s dakimakura and I couldn’t resist drawing this XDD (Unknown’s pose killed me…)

doodlemessenger

“we need a change of subject”

alice-707other

I LOVED THIS PART!!!

kenshiki

urdchama

jamaicanbulma-deactivated201610

@sinfuldesires-z omg

cosmic-noir

I’m going to think this way for a while.

I’m going to stop selling myself short.

karrmennn-deactivated20171015

carnyblog-deactivated20170615

This is why when people go “oh hey wanna look at my art? I MEAN IT’S SO BAD I DID SUCH A TERRIBLE JOB” my first instinct is to just tell them “nah, I’m good” I really hate self-deprecation. It does you no good. It does me no good. Stop it.

rensbogusadventure

I find it really interesting and a bit relieving that people are identifiying with the boy in this image set and not making the typical niceguy comments.

You’ll be happy to know that there’s more to this than what’s been shown here; behold!

: 3

@imuffinator

rensbogusadventure

#Awww#this scene is 10x cuter ;-;#thanks Ren

;)

alice-707other

@rensbogusadventure addition to it made me love this even more...

because as someone who actually has a habit of self-deprecating themselves, I really don’t like when people go “Just stop it. Eff off with self-hate.” Because it’s hard. It’s super duper hard to not do it.

So to have this addition added to it shows someone going out of their way to actually HELP someone and not just groan all over the said sad person for being depressing.

sakuraihum

ok so jumin talking about his childhood with v on the christmas dlc gave me some MAJOR FEELS so i was wondering if maybe you could draw them as kids writing those letters for each other?¿ love your art and love you!