You made broken look beautiful

[aliceslittlesister]

being a ✨mentally unwell✨ adult is having to plan to hurt yourself and eventually giving up because it is to much work.

[illegalwarlock]

I thought I was safe from the straight girl curse but

Oh boy I was wrong

[phoenixryder21]

I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because all the colors were sucked out but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”

[arcusant]

[51don]

the tongue and two fingers combo

[battling-my-demons]

My toxic trait: I hurt in silence and pray that someone loves me enough to notice I’m not being myself.

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

[aliceslittlesister]

See sometimes, some endings are not explosive. They’re just painful and inevitable - the inevitable being the result of something you just didn’t fight hard enough for.

a love in three chapters

[aliceslittlesister]

i said i wanted you to stay but you‘re always leaving

it‘s a letter from me to you

[aliceslittlesister]

I‘d do anything to go through it instead of you

[aliceslittlesister]

Inmitten von „Alles wird Gut“ und „Ich habe den Mut“

Steht ein „Bitte komm' zurück“ in der Farbe von Blut

Trotz dem Gefühl, dass ein Ende sich nähert

Schlägt es tapfer, dein emsiges Herz

[wheretonightisgoing-deactivated]

[something-with-music-deactivate]

“War keine Liebe, nur verliebt darin, verliebt zu sein”

—Casper

[ghostdata]

[escape-while-you-can]

*

[animals-addiction]

[aliceslittlesister]

cocaine & cuddles

[bitchassmitchie]

why is psychotic emily nelson my dream girl like please universe let me marry a beautiful and chic woman who’s kinda mean and disappears sometimes. i have such headass commitment issues, she’s perfect