IND. PRIV. SEL. ALISON LAUREN DILAURENTIS OF THE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS UNIVERSE. a study in dead girl walking, the teenage dream, who killed the homecoming queen, disastrous family relationships, mourning the life you thought you’d have, and finding out who your friends are. this blog is heavily, heavily canon divergent and headcanon based, with minimal input from the tv show. this blog will be primarily book-based. documentary produced by birdie. established september 2nd, 2022.
PLEASE NOTE: i am anti-emison and anti-marlene king.
currently reading: pretty little liars (rr)
currently watching: pretty little liars s1 (rw)
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003. please do not control my character, and i won’t control your character. no godmodding.
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005. i do not own, or claim to own, alison. i am simply playing a character that i like. the only thing that i own are my headcanons and my writing.
childhood is not from birth to a certain age. and at a certain age, the child is grown and puts away childish things. childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies. // originally est. feb 2017, revamped sept 2022. penned by birdie. ⓒ
[ 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 ] our muses share a bed in the early morning hours, because it is cold in the house
[ 𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬 ] our muses decide to take a walk in the woods
[ 𝐩𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐤𝐢𝐧 ] our muses carve pumpkins together
[ 𝐜𝐨𝐳𝐲 ] our muses spend a cozy evening in, watching tv and snuggling on the couch
[ 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 ] our muses rake leaves together, one gets a bit childish and starts throwing them
[ 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧 ] our muses get soaked and end up helping each other out of wet clothes
[ 𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐳𝐞 ] one of our muses has a cold, the other cares for them
[ 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 ] our muses spend thanksgiving together
[ 𝐬𝐚𝐝 ] one of our muses suffers from winter depressions, the other tries to comfort them
[ 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐧 ] one of our muses gets cold and wears the cardigan of the other
[ 𝐛&𝐛 ] our muses decide to have breakfast in bed on a dreary Sunday morning
[ 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡 ] our muses have a hot bath/shower together after they’ve been outside for too long
❝ I DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING. ❞ tossing blonde tresses over her shoulder, she glances at the other girl. what might the little liars do now that they're backed into a corner? for alison, she plans to deny, deny, deny. what lies are there if she doesn't acknowledge any of them? she'd been thinking of ditching her ❛ friends ❜ in general, as it was. ❝ i've done nothing wrong and i won't pretend like i have. ❞ she wasn't willing to take over courtney's lies and claim them as her own, even if she were pretending to be the alison that courtney had been playing make believe as.
@story1ines confessed: “are you ready to explain every lie we’ve ever told?” // from hanna <3
“it’s ( muse name), she bounces back like a super ball.”
“you’re not safe, ( muse name ).”
“it’s not over.”
“it could just be an act to keep her out of jail.”
“i wanna know what i did to make you hate me so much!”
“you’re still safe.”
“i changed my mind, it turns out they want you to work for free.”
“she doesn’t know we know.”
“are you ready to explain every lie we’ve ever told?”
“i didn’t come here to play beauty shop.”
“people lie.”
“i’m really tired of everyone treating me like i’m made out of glass.”
“i am way more angry than i am scared.”
“you’re not paranoid if someone’s really out to get you.”
“the last word a guy wants a girl to describe him with is sweet.”
“i just thought that she could try online dating.”
“i’m hungry and your cupcakes taste like old pennies.”
“do you have plans tomorrow?”
“i’m going to listen to every sad song i’ve ever downloaded on repeat.”
“i was just trying to do the right thing.”
“just be careful and wear sensible shoes.”
“i was just to remember how much reward money ( muse name ) offered.”
“it’s not like we shot a unicorn. we’re helping your friend out.”
“i have to look insanely sophisticated for this.”
“she was talking to you the last time i saw her.”
“guess i don’t know her as well as i thought i did.”
“for the record, i’m going to help you. and i’m not asking for permission.”
“b is for bad.”
“are we still fighting without actually fighting?”
“she dated your cousin.”
“things just went from worse to worser.”
“you’ll be fine, just change your shoes.”
“did you want the jellybeans?”
“that bitch can keep a secret. i respect that.”
“how long have you known?”
“i know you’re in there. will you just tell me that what i saw tonight wasn’t real?”
“i know there’s more to this story and that there’s something i don’t know.”
“i once killed a cactus.”
“sometimes things look bad, and they’re really not. sometimes there’s another explanation for what’s going on.”
“i was just about to put out a new doormat that said go away.”
“you need to stop thinking about ( muse name ) as the person that you thought you knew and start looking at him for who he really is.”
“you’re supposed to stop her from doing stupid things like this, not help.”
“i need you to believe me.”
“ 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 ? isn’t it something that could drive you mad ? revenge always makes you feel powerful but in the end, it always ends up being more painful for the person causing the damage that it is for the other part. “ though, she wasn’t one to deny people and not helping them with her magic, when it’s to do something that could be dangerous to others people, she has to know the real reason behind that plan. “ tell me why you want revenge and maybe i will help you. though, somethings, a feeling, tells me i shouldn’t trust you, i wanna know what happened to have all that rage and pain inside. “
❝ I DON'T WANT TO BORE YOU WITH TALK OF ALL THE MISDEEDS THAT HAVE BEEN DONE TO ME. ❞ sigh slips past pale pink glossed lips, signaling that the conversation would be less than delightful. wicked thoughts of revenge would have to be checked if she wanted to learn to embrace power, though. she could see that, and manipulative ideas start to churn in her head. ❝ isn't it enough to want the people who nearly cost me my freedom and my sanity to suffer for what they did to me? ❞ always believing herself to be the victim, alison takes no responsibility for her own misdeeds that landed her right where she had ended up. ❝ would it help if i told you they deserve it? ❞ rage and pain? alison was certain she'd been born with it.
“ 𝐒𝐎, 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 ? i’m not sure it will be useful. especially if it’s to hurt the people that cares about you. “ because she know the feeling. deep inside of herself, she tried to hurt people with her powers once. let’s says it didn’t ended up the way she wanted it to be.
GOLDEN GODDESS PRETENDS TO CARE ABOUT WHAT THE CONSEQUENCES OF HER ACTIONS MAY BE. ❝ care about? ❞ eyes roll toward the sky, shaking her head, blonde tresses cascading down around her face. ❝ i want revenge, as easily as i can acquire it. ❞
YES, ABSOLUTELY! i feel like everyone brings such unique presentations to the table and i'd love to squeal about our shared love of a character! i also think duplicate is kind of not a fitting term, as everyone will play a character differently with varying headcanons and personal input, so you never really get two identical iterations of a character anyway!
HI! THANKS FOR ASKING! my alison is book based and as such, i don't acknowledge most, if any, of the tv show. book!ali and show!ali are very different. because i write book!ali, i don't feel comfortable shipping alison with someone that she wants to and has tried to kill. alison hates the liars. she wants them to pay for what she perceives that they did to her. she wants to ruin their lives like she thinks they ruined and took away hers. not only that, but alison doesn't really know emily in the books. courtney did. alison takes over her life when she's reintroduced to rosewood as her twin and manipulates emily, as well as the other liars, into thinking they're friends. so it just feels icky to ship emison when their whole relationship in the books is toxic and manipulative on alison's side. therefore, i just don't want to touch emison in a romantic way with my portrayal of alison based around the books.
i am not anti-show!emison, for the record, but i'm just not writing a show-based alison.
MYSTIC FALLS, VIRGINIA. SHE HATED IT. of all the towns she could have ended up in, why did it have to be this one? she felt so trapped, newly turned vampire stuck in a town of paranormals, knowing she could never go back to rosewood. how paranormal teen romance of her. she was livid. ❝ TELL ME, @hestroll, does this place get better, or am i doomed to live a life of mediocrity forever? ❞
❝ OH, YOU'RE THAT MUSICIAN, AREN'T YOU, @gareththegreat? the one in corrupt confines, or something? ❞ playing the role of interested student council president was often difficult for alison, as she had to make it seem like she was really interested in what everyone at hawkins high actually thought and did. it was exhausting. today's conquest was supposed to be gareth, one of the hellfire club members. she needed to look the part, and that meant spending part of her lunch hour going up to other students and making them feel seen and included and like they had a voice in the school. god, was she bored with it already.
