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[all-for-the-things-breathing]

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[jesuisexhausted]

kevin day on his chillest day

[palmetto-state-foxies]

Mike Ross and Neil Josten are the same breed

[all-for-the-things-breathing]

[threedollarsdotcom]

dont talk to me or my clone or my shadow self or my reflection or my me ever again

[aceofspades42]

Twinyardstwinyardstwinyardstwinyardstwinyardstwinyardstwinyardstwinyards

[xpuckisha]

"Be anyone but himself, and never be anyone for too long."

[malekyla-001]

Neil and Andrew spend time together, but Kevin is always nearby and watching Exy

[milocelium]

i am looking. respectfully

(neil, on the other hand……)

[kosmogrl]

[neilsdinosaur]

Neil Josten

[all-for-the-things-breathing]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: No Warnings Apply

Category: M/M

Relationship: Kevin Day/Neil Josten

Tags: Smut, PWP, Topping from the Bottom, Bottom Kevin Day, Top Neil Josten, Dom/sub, Light Dom/sub, Dominant Kevin Day, Submissive Neil Josten, Aftercare Light BDSM, BDSM, Dacryphilia, no beta we die like seth, Top/Bottom Versatile Kevin Day

Words: 3,438

Chapters: 1/1

Summary: Kevin is giving Neil the ride of this life, but won't let him come unless Kevin decides that he's earned it. Sure, Kevin's demands for perfection extending to the bedroom might be a little much, but he wouldn't expect it if he didn't think Neil was capable of it… or if he didn't think Neil liked it so much. Let's call this unconventional mentoring.

**Posting this again because Tumblr flagged it the first time**

[dykekarkat]

one thing about neil is that he's extremely calculated and genuinely does not give a fuck about 90% of people. and the 10% of people he Does care about he's still willing to manipulate and use for what he views as the best outcome (re: breaking a bone to heal it properly) and i think there's an instinct to downplay this so that neil can be the softer/less intense/emotional one to andrew's uncaring/intense/harsh demeanor bcus there's an obsession in our culture with opposites attract (re: heteronormativity) but it does their dynamic a huge disservice to ignore the Basis of andreil. which is the understanding they have of each other + their reasons + their reactions and how extremely similar they are.

[whatthebleep]

Some of you are not reading the AFTG series with the understanding of 2000’s homophobia, and it shows…

[spiderneil]

pre-tfc Kevin wakes up from nightmares every night. As soon as he wakes, his first instinct is to look for Andrew as a reminder that he's free, proof that he's not alone.

One night, as Kevin is watching him, Andrew wakes up, feeling observed. They lock eyes for a long moment before Kevin murmurs, "I don't like the darkness."

The next day, there's a kids' moon-shaped night light mounted on the wall. Nicky and Aaron stare at it for a moment, but they know better than to comment on it.

And if Kevin spends hours looking at Andrew's face illuminated by its soft glow, comforted by the sight, well, that's his secret to keep.

[kikipuff]

Kevin, leaning over Seth’s coffin: how could you do this to us, we’re so short staffed.

[fiugy]

Redoing The Kiss😘

[starlightshadowsworld]

I will never get over Kevin giving Neil such a disgusted look that it made the guy self conscious about his clothing choices for the first and only time in the series.

[ravenmoriyamas]

the actual line is crazier than that even 😭 the FIRST spike of heat?? implying there was a second, non-shame-related spike?? okay whatever kevneil

[scissorsaint]

(flirting) i could be your problem