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Bellamy•He/It•Bi•Late 30s

Member of the Dead Guys Club that is the @roguevexvoid system. Fictionkin and Fictive.

🔫Bellamy—From space in a post nuclear apocalyptic dystopia. Eldest Sibling Trauma™️ Really likes Sleep Token. Scary Dog. Fabeling/Fictive Double Jeopardy from the CW series The 100. Yes there are 2. Not fused but superimposed over e/o. Two separate timelines/experiences, shared and felt between us. Can cofront @all-heart-no-head (He/It)💜 (quote from PK profile)

Technically a subsystem of my own, two of me from two different timelines, and a Black Dog/Death Omen aspect.

Surprise Bitches I lived not really

In system relationship with @roguevexvoid and @stella-viridis-anguis 💙💜💚

Follows from @roguesareth

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🔞 No minors

Otherwise I just expect people to take some personal responsibility and mute/block/fliter if you find something you don't like.

Accordingly, I will do the same.

This account is proship/profic/anti censorship, pro endo/endo safe, pro doubles and generally open to chatting with any source mates no matter who you are (new lives, new chances)

Radfems/Transphobes/Anti Endos/Bigots in general and people who just annoy me get blocked.

#fictionkin #fictive #plurality #bellamy blake kin #t100 kin #the 100 kin #pinned post #pinned intro #Spotify

isbergillustration

NEED

#Vibes and aesthetics #Art

iwanttobekilledbyworms

#this goes here

quietwingsinthesky

what’s the point of giving your character severe trauma if it doesn’t make them an asshole to work with. not in a cute way. they should be a fucking cunt. they have to make problems on purpose. they have to lash out at their friends without even being provoked, just because they’re having a bad day and they want to hurt someone to cope with it. on purpose. they have to want to hurt someone on purpose. they can regret it later, but they can’t just say something mean on accident, it has to be calculated and cruel and so, so intentional.

#this goes here

disgustinggf

Are you looking for something casual?

does it fucking look like im capable of being casual about anything at all

#this goes here #Pfft

daciancatamite

"my great grandmother who survived 3 wars and raised 10 children by herself while working in a factory watching me go to therapy because my parents yelled at me" ok but your great grandmother was also miserable. maybe your great grandmother would be happy you try your best to not be miserable

daciancatamite

like have you considered your ancestors wouldve wished to see you be less miserable than them

reasonsforhope

We are still here, as human beings, because millions and millions of us - since far, far longer ago in our history than recorded time - have looked at the world, and said "I want my children, and my children's children, to have a better life than I did."

Maybe your parents and your grandparents and great-grandparents were among those people - or maybe they weren't, personally. Some people admittedly aren't.

But every human alive is part of an uninterrupted line of hundreds of thousands of years of descent (and that's only since we became Homo sapiens).

We, as humans, have created and built and invented and learned and treated and cured so, so much. Because we kept looking around us, and looking at the people around us, and saying, "I want a better world for the people I love. I want a better world for the people who will come next."

Or perhaps think about it this way:

Would you want your great-grandchildren (or the great-grandchildren of your loved ones / family / chosen family, if you'd rather) to be miserable?

Or would you want those children to take care of themselves, and be kind to themselves, and do their best to find peace and joy in their lives?

captaindibbzy

Recently my dad handed me my granddad's pit token to pass on to my brother when I next see him.

The pit token (and locker key) was something my grandad had when he worked in a coal mine. Every day he would have it over and receive his safety lamp, and go down the pit to mine coal. At the end of the day if there were any tokens left on the board then they'd know that there was still someone in the pit.

My grandad was an intelligent man. He was politically motivated, wrote letters to the local MP, read countless books about many subjects, listened to a wide variety of music, etc. But he worked down that pit for years to pay for a house and home for three kids. He broke his back down that pit. When his best friend died he locked himself in his shed with a bottle of rum cause obviously Men Don't Cry and he couldn't be seen. He fought in world war 2 and killed men in battle, and he never spoke about it unless asked.

My brother has a masters. He attends therapy. Has his own son now, and he worries about the world. He works in an office, and while he would like to do something he is passionate about rather than admin, I don't think my granddad would ever begrudge the kind of man my brother has grown up to be even if he didn't fully understand it. He wouldn't wish that pit on anyone.

#this goes here #Best Case Scenario Timeline

grasslandscolorado

We live in a system that makes money off of your misery and ambivalence. It relies on people thinking that they are inherently bad for the planet and that the world is ending so why change? Why try? --This is untrue! We belong here, on this one beautiful green earth and we have to work together to protect it. You have the power to do more than you know. You have a role to play in your ecosystem!

#this goes here

lycanr0t

comic about determination and hope

#this goes here #scary dog #Art #Yes and no #Maybe no one's coming to save you maybe everyone else you know is also going through it #But there's something to be said when your friend that's also suffering comes to hold your hand anyways #Maybe no one's saving you but we never have to let each other do it alone either #Sometimes Misery really does need the company #No One's Saving You because that isn't how we work as a species #We save each other a little bit at a time #Even if it's just bringing your sick friend soup and doing their dishes #Or feeding their pets while they're in the hospital #You aren't supposed to bear the pain or responsibility alone or let the people you love bear it alone #There Is No Way Out But Through but also There Is No Way Out But Together

istillwishforyouateleveneleven

web weave finds that made me want to claw my eyes out

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nuclearfaggot

im asking you to stay here. i cannot tell you why, i dont have any other reason except i want to see you here. i want to see you as happy as you can be. please, do what you can to stay. to find happiness wherever you can. i know that it is selfish of my to ask this. but i’m asking you anyway. take care of yourself. if not for yourself, then for me

#this goes here #best case scenario timeline #personal reminders

vyckuke

wolf vortex

#Art #scary dog

astralgardens

the key to making a good character is giving them a gun and severe suicidal tendencies. and making them gay

#this goes here #i feel targeted

painwithoutplot

some characters just need to run away from their current circumstances and survive (just barely) on the streets or in the wilderness for a while, you know? i don't think it's necessarily the most efficient path to healing and it's certainly not the least painful/traumatic one but sometimes a character has been so stripped of agency and you just want to see them run away and forcibly shift their genre to survival thriller......

#this goes here #lmao #Best Case Scenario Timeline #Survival thriller is maybe not exactly how I would describe that but close enough

orgyofthedamned

*grasping your hands in mine* do you find my tendency to be a pathetic, miserable wretch endearing

#this goes here #Pfft

arctasy

when the character is obsessive and desperate and guilty and scared and ashamed and traumatized and repressed

#this goes here #But the one where the dolphins are in lava

depsidase

#this goes here #Pfft

tothechaos

me trying to convince myself that the whole spectrum of human emotions is a good and necessary thing to feel even if its not comfortable while im actively experiencing emotions that make me feel like my bones are being dissolved in acid

computationalcalculator

#this goes here #Pfft

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