Elli @allways0watching - Tumblr Blog

Intro ig?

Hi, I’m Elli, im 21 and I make art.

I’m not exactly sure what to call the art I post on here, I just kinda take pictures and mesh them together to make what I’m feelin that day. You will find most if it is not pleasant but rather disturbing or uncomfortable, that is what brings me comfort.

I like odd things, I find joy listenin and watchin cop body cam footage, I feel like you can see more of a situation rather than what the media says is goin on. My favorite book is Tender Is The Flesh, the idea of cannibalism both disturbs and fascinates me. I really love wen cannibalism is used at a metaphor. My second favorite book/short story is I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream. The hate AM ‘feels’ for humans really resonates with me especially with how todays society has evolved. My favorite color is red, I feel like it has a really wide range as a color from blood and rust to an innocent pink.

I used to be in the creepy-pasta and fnaf fandoms wen I was younger so I am still rather fond of thos things still.

I’m not sure what else to put here so it will probably get updated again in the future.

im just a stupid mutt. you asked if i was brain dead, you said it so harshly and it was over something minuscule. but it got me thinking, i am brain dead, i am a dumb dog sitting at your feet. you kick me in the ribs and yet i stay close. wether its from not knowing what else to do, or the simple fact misery loves company, i stay close by your feet. and i will stay by your feet because it brings me comfort to know im worth the insult, im worth enough for your attention. i may be a stupid mutt but i am your stupid mutt.

i miss you. i miss your warmth. the taste of your flesh on my lips an my teeth. i miss feeling your pulse wen i dragged my touch up your jugular. the marks you left i will carry like trophies. until we meet again.