i wanted to create this account because I've been growing and evolving in my experience of reality and I want to:
☆ preserve these insights in a concentrated space
☆ help others on their journey with the law!
Also, tumblr has tons of loa content from younger users and i wanna provide a more mature perspective and show examples//inspiration of how the law can be used in adult life. My insights are mostly gained from my own research into the intersection between science and spirituality, reading neville goddard, my experiences in the lucid realm, and my many success with the law in my personal life!
I use the phrase law of assumption for the sake of comprehensive understanding. But honestly, in some sense, I feel I’ve moved beyond that. I simply decide how my personal reality functions.
Will be building this space up intentionally and taking my time with it! I suppose this is my contribution to the digital collective :)) Thanks for being here !
If anything I’ve written has helped you, please let me know, I’d love to hear about it! I also invite discussion in my comment sections.
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CONCEPTUAL POSTS
AN EXPLORATION OF THE FIVE SENSES
THE NATURE OF TIME
PERSPECTIVE SHIFT
THE ART OF ALCHEMY AND TRANSMUTATION
THE ROLE OF CHOICE WHEN IT COMES TO SHAPING YOUR REALITY
being open about failures with application of the law
while I have manifested many beautiful, dreamy, wonderful things, and experienced some major successes. I also have experienced failure as well.
Recently I experienced what I would consider to be a major failure. Not only was it something I really cared about, but also my entire plans for the next year hinged upon it.... yeah. Talk about floptropica lmaooo.
Due to this, I'm gonna totally workshop how I approach 'the law' + do some targeted sc work. I'll def add any special insights + general updates on here.
Despite this recent major flop, I'm still confident in the fact that I create my reality. Clearly there's just some things I need to refine.
My goal to is rebuild that trust in myself and perhaps alchemize this experience into something that takes me to new heights I didn't even consider before.
I just wanted to be open about it bc honestly the law is a practice! And I think other people who experience failures should know that they're not alone, and don't be so down on themselves. Take a break if you need, but don't give up completely -- the law very real, and your future self is thanking you for sticking with it.
a non-exhaustive list, in no particular order.....
this is quite a long entry cause i like to give detail! i divided into subheadings though!
☆☆☆FRIENDSHIPS☆☆☆
At the time, I was living in Europe. I had just moved there (by myself) from the States and wanted to make some friends. Europe, naturally, is very white. But I'm not, and I wanted friends who I could actually relate to on a deeper level. Rather than thinking about how challenging it was going to be to meet the type of people I desired, or to meet people in general, I just used my imagination. I did affirmations and scripting. Before bed I would just script about how I was so grateful for the black friends that I met in my new city. I'd also do some affirmations, just whenever I thought about it.
Around a month later, me and this girl who I knew through a group chat both happened to be traveling to the same city on the same weekend. We met for drinks and went out and had so much fun! She ended up inviting me on a trip to another country a few months later and we had soooo much fun on that too! I especially loved this because a common issue I previously had in my friendships was feeling like I had to initiate everything with people, but she invited me on the trip! Also, she happened to move to my home city after we both left europe so we're now still friends, which is more than I even asked for or expected! (bc i had just been scripting for friends during my time in europe).
Additionally, a few months after my initial deciding to channel some friendships, I went to a random party and I met this black girl there! (usually i was the only one lmao). We talked at the party and ended up going out for food and drinks shortly after. She ended up being a friend that connected me to an entire group of poc friends that she knew through university. Guys, we had so much fun - we'd do dinners and birthdays and trips and beach hangs together! This was also more than I ever expected or asked for, a whole friend group vs individual friends and also they were sooo cool. We were such a diverse group from a variety of countries like france and the uk and it was also so cool to get to connect w people from different facets of the black diaspora. They were all so friendly and welcoming and cool and I learned so much from them. We're quite far apart now and don't talk as often since I've moved again, but I will always hold dear the memories we shared together :,)).
I had a ~moment~ bc me and my friend group took a trip to a specific city together. Last time I was in that city, I was thinking and wishing about how I wanted friends. And when I went back to that city, I was in the exact same spots, but with my friends! Honestly ethereal moments like that are some of my favorite parts of conscious creation.
☆☆☆INTIMATE CONNECTIONS☆☆☆
One weekend I took a solo trip to Berlin. I was staying at a hostel, and if you've ever stayed in hostels before you know its kind of a social environment. There was this cute guy who was also staying at my hostel; he was black and british and handsome -- he caught my eye ;). What can I say, I'm a sucker for an accent. The first night at the bars, we didn't really interact tbh, and I went home early that night anyways.
The next day, I had planned to do some walking, exploring, sightseeing, as one does. I was at this museum, just browsing, minding my business. After I was done looking at the stuff in the museum, I actually sat in this basement lounge they had there for like an hour talking to my mom on the phone. After I got off the phone, I got off the couch and went to the bathroom. Imagine my surprise when I exit the bathroom and I run right into the guy as he was about to go into the men's! Y'all, the timing that had to happen for us to run into each other like this, in this big ass city, was insane. We had a cute little convo outside the bathroom, I was looking deeply into his eyes just for fun and I was def feeling a vibe! After our quick little convo we parted ways. Before, I was just kinda like 'oh cute guy at my hostel', but after we ran into each other like that I was like...this must be a sign from the universe that this is my man! lolllll
I lowkey kicked myself after the bathroom encounter bc I was like damn I could have asked if he wanted to link up for the day but it didn't even cross my mind! But then I was like wait - I could just imagine.
So here and there I imagined myself in the uber on sunday (the next day), heading to the train station, knowing that I left Berlin having hooked up with him the previous night. Feelings of lightness, satisfaction, sensuality, etc. I just did this throughout the day when I thought of it, and in some brief flashes in the nap I happened to take before going out that night.
So like I said, I was staying at a hostel, and they will organize events like bar crawls and such, either officially or groups of people making their plans on their own with other people welcome to join. I think saw my guy downstairs, but we ended up splitting in two groups to head to the bars and he wasn't in mine. So at this point, I didn't even know if we were going to end up at the same place or not. My group gets to the bar, and I'm just talking to some friends I made that weekend. Eventually he came! He was across the room talking to some other people and I was in my own little group. He was over there for awhile but I did not approach him, bc honestly.... I just don't approach men, and not cause I'm nervous but bc I'm hot and I think it's just... unbecoming behavior lmao but I digress. Eventually, he made his way to me, and he started a conversation with me! We were nestled into in this little doorway that didn't lead to anywhere so we were close and facing each other and it was so cute. Then we ended up migrating to this window bench. And we just got lost in conversation...it was so cute and we had interesting conversation and we had some banter going on....I always thought it was a cliche when people say things like everything else fades away but that actually happened! The window bench we were seated at was literally right next to the front door and the ENTIRE group of people we had came with had left and we didn't even notice lmaooo!
To make a long story short, we left the bar, we got some food, we went to the club, was making out and getting a lil nasty at the club hehe then we got a hotel and we fucked. The sex was kinda complicated for reasons but it was still quite a fun experience. He paid for everything ofc (food, ubers, hotel, etc.). And on our way to the hotel we were riding on one of those electric scooters and there was no one outside bc it was like 4am so we were just zooming down the street and laughing and being silly. It's such a fun chaotic memory for me hahah.
So yea, long story short I lived out the exact thing I imagined, leaving the city the next day, gazing out the window, thinking about how I had hooked up w my man ;))
**lowkey am playing around w the idea of imagining a dinner date w him in my city just for fun even tho we're on two diff continents now hahah**
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Last year I had my first wlw situationship...if you know you know lmao. We did not initially meet with the intention of anything serious coming from it due to reasons. But we ended up both really liking each other. Some months in, we had a more serious 'what are we doing' conversation. At the end of the conversation, we decided to part ways. Y'all, it was so dramatic, we lowkey caused a scene in public and cried together afterwards...have u ever had a "breakup" with someone you were never even actually with? Anyways....
To elaborate a little, I know how we can use imagination (obv), but going into that conversation I didn't even know what I really wanted, so I didn't really imagine anything specific beforehand. At that point in my life there were benefits to both being single or deciding to try a relationship so I was kinda just open to whatever outcome may happen. However, some of the reasons she mentioned were actually kinda whack and made me mad when I'd think about it lmao.
Just because I wasn't settled on a specific outcome that I wanted before our conversation, doesn't mean that it didn't hurt to experience the end of things. Also, I am a chronic over thinker. So I was sad for a few weeks, and also constantly thinking about it. To the point where it annoyed me. At some point probably a few months later, I started thinking about it again while I was folding laundry, and I was finally like "no. enough. you have thought about this enough -- she realized that her reasons for not pursuing me weren't valid, and she regrets letting me go". I honestly wasn't even doing this to 'manifest' but just because I was tired of thinking about the situation! Whenever thoughts about it would come up again, I would just repeat that phrase and shift my mind to something else.
Anyways, it was over, or so I thought. I just moved on with my life. Imagine my surprise when I open insta one day and see a post from her. Her first post in literal years, mind you, with the first pic being a pic I took of her on this date we had, and the song being what could be considered one of 'our songs'. I just liked it and moved on with my day lmaoooo. Some months later, I randomly decided to organize my spotify. While I was doing that, I noticed a playlist we used to collaborate on had another song added to it. For reference, at this point it was close to a year since we had had any form of communication. So, naturally, I listen to the song. And the lyrics are basically a first person pov talking about regretting losing me, being willing to do anything even travel through space and time for that person, being in endless love with me. It was insane lmaooo l had to immediately text my best friend to discuss. Now it's been over a year since we were last together and she's STILL adding songs. Honestly, I never thought of myself as someone who could capture people's attention like that, and to be so special to have someone still pining over a year later with no contact at all....but honestly it makes sense HAHAH. I'm curious to see how this one will develop in the future cause I think she's kinda obsessed with me....
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I had this affirmation I used to do (still do sometimes) that went like "I don't need dating apps to meet people. I meet intimate and romantic connections in person, even pretty girls (especially pretty girls)". I did this cause as we know the apps suck and I was like hey, in a universe of infinite possibilities, I don't need these to meet people. And I added the part about pretty girls because queer dynamics can be a lil difficult to navigate sometimes and I wanted to be sure to emphasize that it wasn't just guys I was meeting in public, but girls too, because that's what I prefer anyways.
☆ I ended up meeting this girl on a night out, who was just my type, a type that wasn't common in the country I was living in at the time. We danced together that night and she asked me for my insta. We ended up talking and I invited her on a date. It was SO CUTE, maybe even one of the best first dates I've ever been on. We met at the restaurant I choose for food and drinks, but nothing after that was planned. We ended up walking to the beach, hopping over these rocks and sitting out on the water. We watched the night fall as we were out on the rocks while we talked and sat together. We made out on the water and we even saw a shooting star! The vibes were immaculate.
After that first date, we hung out a few more times and also hooked up a few times. Unfortunately I didn't end up liking her and she turned out to be kinda crazy HAHAH but we did indeed meet in person just like I said and I'm grateful for the experience nonetheless.
☆ I was walking down the street heading somewhere by myself when out of nowhere this guy stops me and asked me for directions. He was a cutie! I was kind of confused at first bc we were talking in my second language and he had a slight accent but we figured it out eventually hahah and I was able to help him. There was a festival going on in the city so there were lots of people from out of town, him being one of them. At the end of our convo he got my whatsapp and we ended up meeting up later that day. We went on a lil date, he paid and didn't ask me to split (sometimes with guys from his culture its more common to split the bill but luckily I didn't have to deal w that). He also really wanted to buy me something so I let him get me a little trinket then we ended up hanging on the beach together and making out a little bit. Eventually at the end of the night he walked me back to my apartment. I could have hooked up w him if I wanted to but I wasn't in the mood. Just kept it cute hahah but I think this is an example that goes to show yes, people can literally come up to you out of nowhere and you don't have to do anything to make it happen.
☆☆☆PHYSICAL APPEARANCE☆☆☆
my skin is literally the clearest it's ever been in my life, expect maybe when I was a child lol. I used to struggle with breakouts n hyperpigmentation. I decided to apply the law. Whenever I was washing my face, I'd "feel" and "see" how smooth and clear it was. Also, I'd affirm "my skin is so smooth, so clear, so beautiful. I love my radiant skin" as I rubbed my face wash or whatever it was on. Or even just as I looked in the mirror. Eventually that was the actual, physical reality. Not only was my skin so clear, but my friends would constantly tell me how I'm glowing! One time a random little girl even asked me "porque tu piel brilla?", like genuinely confused, HAHAHAH
☆☆☆MENTAL HEALTH☆☆☆
Not to self diagnose but I think I've struggled with OCD on and off throughout my life. More on the thought and anxiety side vs the compulsion side, although I have dealt with compulsions before when I was a kid. This condition was unintentionally exacerbated when I went on birth control for the first time. I started getting horrible violent or sexual intrusive thoughts. I was constantly wracked with them to the point where it was debilitating. I was genuinely afraid to rest or go to sleep because I was afraid of what would pop up if my mind was 'idle'. Anytime I had a good or sweet moment an intrusive thought would pop up to ruin it (because I couldn't stop thinking about how I hope that doesn't happen...) It got so bad that I genuinely thought I deserved to die. It was such a low point. I didn't feel comfortable talking to or really have access to a therapist, but I committed to daily meditation sessions, cause I had to do something. It was so bad at first that I literally afraid to meditate and be alone with myself, I'd even cry (which hurt so bad because my mind used be my wonderful safe place and now it was so awful I couldn't even recognize it). At first I was afraid to do it with my eyes closed, so I'd do it with my eyes open. But I stayed consistent with it and it got easier. After my meditation sessions I would do affirmations over and over. For example, I rationally knew that intrusive thoughts fed on feelings of guilt and shame, so I'd repeat to myself how there was nothing I wouldn't forgive myself for, and that I know these thoughts don't represent who I really am. Or I'd affirm statements about how my mind is a safe place to be, I am safe inside my mind. Even when they felt like complete lies. Like I said, I stayed consistent with it and it got easier, and my condition improved to the point where I more or less felt normal again. Honestly I'm still not where I want to be in regards to this issue. Even though I got the BC removed, the thought patterns were accompanied by such intense anxiety and emotion that it left an imprint I think. But wayyyyyyy better than before. Work in progress.
Just to be clear, I am NOT suggesting that anyone with mental health issues should try to "manifest" themselves out of it. If you have help available to you, you should seek it. I'm just sharing what worked for me.
☆☆☆FOR OTHERS☆☆☆
☆My best friend was applying to a post-grad degree program. She didn't get in the first cycle and was super worried and always sharing her stresses with me, cause we're besties. Whenever she came to me with this stuff, I'd just 'affirm' how she was accepted this cycle, how I always knew it, how I never doubted that she would be successful, etc. I think I scripted once or twice too. Fast forward, she got acceptances to many programs, including the top one in the country! She ended up accepting a spot at a specific school I mentioned in one of my scripts!
☆My sibling is applying to college right now. I 'scripted' how they got accepted to a specific school with a big scholarship. A few days later, they tell me that got accepted at the school with a scholarship for something like 30 or 40k out of the 70k tuition. One thing about that though is that in my script, I wrote that they got accepted to both the school and a specific program within the school, and I think they got rejected from the specific program. But things are always subject to change I suppose. I'm including this one anyways despite that facet because this one happened fast and easily.
☆I was randomly thinking about how I wanted to spend more time with a certain family member. A few days later he invited me on an all expenses paid trip to this weekend event and we got some quality bonding time in!
☆☆☆MISC☆☆☆
getting my glasses fixed for free:
One day I left my glasses on my bed then I accidentally sat on them. The lenses were okay but the 'arms' were totally bent. It was so annoying bc I'm usually quite careful w my glasses, and the one time this happened was a few days after I moved to a new country and I had a shit ton of stuff to do... I wear contacts so I didn't need to get them fixed immediately. I finally got around to it a few months later. I had a few optica shops around my house so I just put my glasses in a case in my purse so I could pop into the shops and show them and see who could fix them. The first shop I went into, I showed the lady and she told me that she couldn't fix them. I wasn't pressed though, bc I knew that meant she wasn't the person for the job anyways. After she told me no, I just randomly searched other shops near me and headed to the second one.
The second shop I went into, I asked the lady about my glasses and she told me that she could try, but there was the risk that they may break as they tried to fix them due to the way the arms were bent. I said that was fine, then I went to go sit at one of the tables. While I was sitting there, I had a random thought - "what if they fixed my glasses for free?" My mind almost immediately goes "that would never happen" (she's such a hater sometimes). But I told myself, well, just imagine it to imagine it, just imagine it because it feels nice! So while I waited at the table I just closed my eyes and imagined+felt myself waling out the door of the shop, glasses successfully fixed, and pleased that it was free. I did this a few times, then I dropped it. Some minutes later, the lady came to get me and she had my glasses in her hand. They were able to fix them successfully! And then I asked her how much it would cost and she told me that they did it for free! Keep in mind, I was not a customer of this establishment, I was literally some rando who walked in off the street. And free things, in this economy?? Lmaooo I gave her my enthusiastic thanks then walked out feeling special and pleased just like I imagined!
symbolic:
When I learned about Neville Goddard and manifesting, I sat on the info for a bit then eventually decided to test it out. This was in end of 2022/start of 2023 I think? I decided to manifest a rubber duck with sunglasses, just because that was something random enough that I knew that if it happened, I couldn't chalk it up to coincidence. Tbh misunderstood some major points of the law and kinda failed. I say kinda because I saw some art of one online randomly, but I didn't find one in person like I intended. I obv continued and refined my practice but lowkey forgot about that? But when I was on that trip that I mentioned in the first section that my friend invited me on, I ran into a GIGANTIC rubber duck w sunglasses. It felt like a wink from my subconscious mind. It was also kinda poetic to me bc I initially failed, yet here I am with one that's larger than life while I'm currently living out so many manifestations (I was on a trip with a friendship I consciously created, a beautiful trip that I took while in the midst of one of my dreams of living abroad). So cute <3
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((throughout this post i have been referencing moving//living abroad... it was a beautiful dreamy experience that I also 'manifested' that using some particular methods, but that deserves it's own post that I'll get around to later))
PICS: i'm gonna include a pic of my best friend telling me she got into one of her top choice schools, a pic from my camera roll from berlin, and a pic of the rubber duckie so u guys know I'm not just yapping with nothing to back it up😋
I have this one friend. We get along pretty well but a few months ago she did something that kind of upset me, and we hadn’t talked since. Within those few months I had kinda been occupied w other things. But I started thinking about her again lately and I just told myself - “she apologized to me, she apologized for acting like a bad friend”. Some time later (can’t remember how much time exactly but it wasn’t long), I posted something on my close friends and she swiped up on it and eventually asked if I wanted to get coffee, and I agreed.
The night before we met up I thought about focusing on the fact that she apologized to me but I was like ‘nah, it’s not that deep’. The next day when we met up, one of the first things she said to me before we even sat down was apologizing for what she did, and that she was trying to be a better friend. I’m happy for the apology bc I really like her but if I never got one it’d prob affect how I felt about the friendship but now we can just both move on :))
Lately I’ve been focusing on self concept affirmations about how I’m like the goddess of my reality, among other things. Then, this wifi network popped up. It wasn’t there before. I guess it belongs to a neighbor or something. Kinda fun :))
you decide an objective ✦ you know//decide//assume it’s true ✦ this is reflected in your experience of reality.
It’s not a belief. It’s a knowledge, and a practice.
It’s simply becoming in tune with the cycle of focus and embodiment.
This is probably not different than information you’ve absorbed from other sources. That’s because it’s simple. It does require a bit of discipline, but at its core it’s simple. And like I said, it’s a practice, so as you continue to evolve in it, so does your creativity, your ideas, and your confidence in yourself.
We place our own individual importance on different objectives we may have, but at the base level all things are equal. The mechanism for realization is not inherently different in any case.
As you grow into your practice, become consistent with it, reembrace it, the ideas regarding how your reality could function evolve. And these ideas are effortlessly impressed upon your space.
You birth more and more powerful expressions of self, and you become more and more free.
It does not require perfection. Like, I’ve literally experienced things I straight up didn’t believe would happen before. Once you shift your perspective on conscious reality shaping from being esoteric knowledge into something that’s completely normal and natural, you’ve upgraded your game.
We are in essence creative forces and we have a natural propensity for expansion…just chill out, make your intentions known in whichever way you prefer, and surrender to the flow ༺𖦹༻
WHY I NO LONGER BELIEVE IN SEPARATION BETWEEN '3D' AND '4D'
I no longer subscribe to the belief of any separation between the '3D' and the '4D'.
Life itself, and every moment that passes through us, is fundamentally illusory.
Think about it. Let's say it's Friday night, and you're fantasizing about what you want to eat for breakfast tomorrow. You decide on pancakes.
So, the night before, you're thinking about how good the pancakes are gonna be. Then, the next morning, you are actually immersed in the experience of cooking and eating those pancakes. Then, that afternoon, when you're wondering why you're bloated as fuck, you remember how you absolutely smashed 2 whole stacks earlier that day.
The experience of eating pancakes was once a '4D' state, then was a '3D' one, then transitioned back into a '4D' state.
Do some more thought exercises if you need to, because it's a bit of a paradigm shift. If you have plans with a friend, be cognizant of the fact that you are thinking about how the experience is going to go before you show up, then be present while you are actually with your friend, then afterwards, be cognizant of the fact that that experience, of being with your friend, once again only exists in '4D' space. If you're creating some art, be cognizant and present through all the stages, from blank page to sketch to final product after you put your paintbrush down. Be so present throughout the process of bringing something from your mind into your world.
It makes no sense to me to create separation when the boundaries of the two categories are constantly in flux.
I think that some people (a past iteration of myself included) feel frustrated when they operate under the assumption that their '4D' state is not being reflected in the '3D', even though they've been 'doing everything right'. But 1) this is just feeding a state of lack 2) creating separation where there is none. (alsooooo - thinking that you must have done something wrong means that you're identifying with the state of not having....just sayin')
Also, lots of times I'll see people say that "the 3D is a reflection of past assumptions". I don't give this any life in my reality, personally. Like, one time I had scripted about how I was grateful for having more black friends. If I had took the above statement as truth, at any point up until the day before I did indeed meet those friends, I would have just been overthinking my past assumptions. Whole time, I met those friends that night! Whole time, I had already met those friends. I simply treat my '3D' with neutrality and just focus on the state of having.
Do not fall into the trap of judging based off of what you can see at a particular moment in a flow that is fundamentally illusory. You're too knowledgable and too powerful for that. It's true and it's now, period.
Like I said, I no longer believe in a separation between the two. I've taken to calling it 'conscious ephemera'. Our experience in day to day life is not something that happens to us, but conscious ephemera that flows through us.
If you like visuals: Pick any arbitrary point on the bank of the stream. This point is you. Experiences are flowing through you (the real you, the witness)
What we focus on expands. This is just a fact, it's our natural ability. We can use our awareness//imagination to access anything. We focus on them, and they naturally expand into the flow of conscious ephemera.
That's why people always say that methods don't "work". All they do is channel your natural propensity for expansion.
Lmk if you want me to ~expand~ upon anything in the comments lol
For this analogy, let's think of our awareness as water.
Let's say you decide to "manifest" a particular physical object, and you successfully did it (duh). At one particular moment, you didn't have it, and then at another one in the "future", you did.
However, if you view life as a remembrance rather than a forward facing endeavor, all experiences of lack are just an illusion.
Say that you're at Point Δ and you want to be at Point ▢
If you conceive of yourself as just the little branch of water that surrounds Point Δ, thats all you're going to get. Understand that you are the water itself, which is already at Point ▢.
The flow of the water from Point Δ and Point ▢ can be seen as the process//experience of you observing the unfolding of its realization.
Resist the urge to do techniques and then wonder if they "worked". Instead, view techniques as a way to channel your power.
You're not "arriving" at Point ▢, you're flowing past it, by thinking as your "future" self.
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i tried to keep these points simple bc i didn't want to overexplain, but if you'd like me to elaborate on any of them, lmk in the comments
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quiknotes:
❊life can be viewed as a process of remembrance ❊ the "manifestation" process can be viewed of as expanding into more of what you already have❊there is no separation between your objective and you -- you're the water itself❊the flow of water from one spot across another is like you observing the realization of your objective❊also remember -- there is not one singular Point ▢ -- there are infinite❊
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This is actually a real life image of the earth from space! She's literally so gorg. A satellite captured a close up image of the Sundarbans, which is a river delta system... nature and the elements are some of my greatest teachers ◡̈
~okay, lots of my recent posts have been quite theory based, I wanted to do something a little lighter!~
You have the power to live life creatively, rather than reactively.
Life is like a fully immersive experience that we can direct ourselves down to the detail.
For the sake of metaphor, let's view your life as the movie//series, and within it contains endless seasons.
You have complete creative control over the entire thing. Budget isn't even a word in your vocabulary. You are both the director and the witness to this series.
You are both the director and the witness. But you are NOT the character. You don't just control the character's wardrobe, hair, and makeup. You also choose how people react to your character, choose events and surprises for them to experience, choose for certain types of people to enter their life, choose what their bedroom looks like, and choose the way that they experience the very world that they live in.
As director, you are free to go into the studio whenever you wish. And after your studio sessions, what you scripted is played out for you to witness.
As a director, you're a natural creative. You can make any idea you choose come true.
If, as you witness your creation, there is a part in the series that is not to your liking, you simply return to the studio. You reshoot and tweak and alter whatever you need to. You amplify aspects by placing your focus upon it until it is embodied to your liking.
You're such a powerful director, and you're particular. As you should be. You refuse to be satisfied until things are to your liking. I mean hellloooo, this is your movie🙄 Seriously, this wouldn't have been such a freakin blockbuster hit if you let just any old thing exist here. You're such a creative and powerful director that realities yearn to be experienced by your character, because you literally give them life. You're such a talent that so many lovely things you didn't even think to add to the script end up happening! Honestly, you're always exceeding your own expectations.
Now this movie, your creation, is just so freakin awesome and immersive that the perspective of the main character and of the director can become intertwined at times. Sometimes the character experiences the illusion of lack or limitation. It's good for character development I guess🙄 But since we are directors, we remember that us and our studio exist outside of time and space, and that we've already decided the end of this particular plotline, so its all good and we can just chill out.
As super experienced directors, we know to experience now what objectives we want our characters to observe the realization of. [technically, what the character has already observed the realization of]. And because you and the character have such an intimate link, it becomes their experience.
Now, when I say focus, don't assume it has to be some long drawn out whole thing. A simple brief "peek in the window" to what you want to choose or amplify is enough for its subsequent experience.
Your character isn't experiencing enough fulfilling friendship? Welp, good thing you added that to the script, now she is. Her skin isn't as clear as you want? Now it is - she's positively radiant, people tell her so all the time! The world she lives is getting stale and boring? Now she lives in a new beautiful set with super cool new characters that she loves, and that love her. Hasn't been enough sex lately? Good thing she's has so many potential lovers now. Is everything just kinda blah and needs a complete overhaul? Well, new season just started, and now the character lives in a completely different world.
Honestly, I like the analogy of 'seasons' to your life series so much because I feel like I have lived at least 4 or 5 different lifetimes within this one lifetime and I'm only in my mid twenties😂
This was my set for last season (actual pic from my camera roll). I got tired of life in America, so I decided and scripted that my character was a super sexy and adventurous world traveller who moved abroad and created an amazing life full of growth and free time. Then bam! What was once 'just' an idea in my mind all came true. 'Suddenly', I am in the moment I imagined so many times before, and I'm gazing at the sea right in front of me.
Another Example:
In a more previous season, my character still lived a cool life that inspired gratitude, but was she pretty immersed in the physicality of this experience and was not aware of many things. Now, through a combination of her intelligence and her natural aptitude, my character has upgraded and she exists in a way that most people would probably consider magical or shocking but to her, it's just normal life. Her awareness is strong, and she uses it to shape her reality. Things she writes, says, and briefly visualize with intention manifest into her experience of reality.
More about designing the world your character lives in: I'm going to use the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind as an example because I watched it recently. In the movie, they have procedures that can erase the memory of someone from your mind - not only that, but it is done in what is basically an outpatient procedure. As the viewers, we don't worry about the intricate details of how that technology would even work. Instead, we simply accept that as a fact that exists in this world and we immerse ourselves in the story; we just chill and enjoy it. Don't worry about the details or the mechanism behind your director skillz - just accept that it works and immerse. Immerse immerse immerse.
When it comes to the law, one of the things you need to remember is that it involves a shift in perspective.
One of the fundamental principles behind the way that the law works is that all states already exist. A state meaning, any experience that you could think of. Right now. There is an infinite amount of them that all exist in the eternal now. Which is 'where' your Awareness resides.
Learning about the law should shift your own perspective of your true identity. You stop identifying with your human aspect of self and start identifying as the constant awareness that is behind your human experience on the physical plane.
Our conception of ourselves determines our experience on this physical plane. Our experience in this space is an expression of our ideas. We have the freedom to choose higher or lower conceptions of self. Using the law when aligned with the higher, more powerful perspective (ie awareness) makes conscious creation a much more easy and fluid experience.
Engage with things that align with your higher perspective.
lower perspective: I am Maya, I am a spiritual person, I know how to manifest to get things that I want.
higher perspective: I AM, as Maya, and her desires inspire me to expand into more and more of what I already have.
lower perspective: where is it? i don't see anything? what am i missing? am I doing something wrong? am i doing enough?
higher perspective: oh yeah, that? that already happened. i am confident that i am “doing everything right”. i am feeling satisfied and confident. am i being my sexy self? okay cool, then i've done enough.
etc etc. you can manifest from the lower perspective. in fact, i used to and still got things i wanted. you don't have to do some mystery magic combination of things or be super high and perfect all the time to experience the realization of your objectives. that's the beauty of existing in the infinite. it's just much more expansive and freeing to exist from the higher one. sooo free.
If you're reading this and despairing, or thinking it must be hard to go from lower to higher, it's not. You are endless in your ability to transform and to birth new versions of self. It's actually one of your natural abilities. All it takes is becoming aware that you want to align with the higher, and having consistency when monitoring your thoughts and emotions. Disregard thoughts that don't align with the new you and focus on the ones that do. That's it. Easy Peasy!
Have enough confidence in yourself to know that you know you're not waiting on some final breakthrough, that you just persist in the state of having, in it having already happened. The 5 senses are limited and time is an illusion. You are experiencing your objective right now! Be the sexy baddie that you are! Be your own confirmation!
**i personally don't think of my dreams as any less or more real than my experiences in physical reality. obsession with hierarchy is largely a western//white ideal🙄. the idea that things have to be ranked, that there has to be a number one, that some things have to be better or more real than others. sometimes, things are just different. so i don't consider certain experiences that i've had in the dream realm to be any less meaningful or real than experiences i've had in physical reality**
I've been bending realities with my mind ever since I was a child. Of course, when i was young, i didn't think of it that way. i was just having fun!
It's actually so funny to me looking back now, thinking about how I was deadass up in my room inducing out of body experiences as a preteen😂
I first discovered lucid dreaming when I was in middle school maybe? I can't even remember how I learned about it. But as soon as I did, I was drawn to the idea.
I started keeping track of my dreams. I used the internet to research different techniques, such as how to stabilize and how to increase vividness. I practiced. And I learned how to do it!
There are a plethora of methods to use to induce lucid dreams. One of those is called WILD, or wake-induced-lucid-dreaming. While experimenting with that method, I also learned how to maintain my awareness during the transition from wakefulness into sleep, which has led to some OBEs, both intentional and unintentional lmaooo.
Once in a dream, the level of lucidity can vary. It can be low or very high and vivid. You can also take an active role when lucid, or be more passive and just watch what happens while still being aware of the fact that you're dreaming.
This skill has remained with me ever since I learned it. I'm grateful for it all, but I love the active and the vivid experiences the most. Watching the world around you change at your will. Flying and feeling so free. Breathing underwater. Expressing sensuality. Willing it to rain, having the skies open, and feeling the drops on my skin. Perceiving a quality of vibrantness that doesn't even exist here. Meditating and having moments of pure vivid awareness in a completely different world.
Omg also, sometimes I'll have dreams that are kinda premonitive?? I'll dream about someone, and then I'll wake up to contact from them either that morning or across the next few days. Or I'll dream about someone, and then I'll experience them in real life (unexpectedly!) a little bit later. It kind of freaks me out sometimes.... but I digress.
I know that my experiences in the dream realm is what allowed me to so quickly recognize the principles of conscious reality creation as true. The notion that I could shape the world around me with my Awareness wasn't foreign to me at all!
I'm grateful that I learned how to do this when I was young. I think if I tried to learn now, it would all just feel so serious. Now that I'm a few years into my conscious creation journey, I try to carry the principles of lightness and play and curiosity with me, same as I did with lucid dreaming. Instead treating conscious creation like some heavy serious shit, I try to be playful and imaginative. What happens if I do this? What happens if I try that? How can I paint more creativity onto this canvas?
MY GOALS LOOKING FORWARD
continue attempts to...
✩meditate in dreams
✩waterbend [i've done it once before, and it was great! eventually i will extend to all the elements]
✩use teas like blue lotus to increase vividness
And looking forward more long term, I want to get a better handle on the differences between dreaming and astral projection. I actually think I've astral projected a few times before. I rise out of my body and then I'm in the room I'm sleeping in. And from there I can explore. And the quality of the substance that things are formed out of was a little harder than dreams but a softer than real life? Idk, still working on elucidating it.
I also read something really interesting online about this one person's experience with persistent realms. Basically, instead of having different dreams every night, you can return to the same place again and again, continuing set and storylines type shit. I def want to investigate that.
☼ Biocentricism: How Life and Consciousness are the Keys to Understanding the True Nature of the Universe, Dr. Robert Lanza
☼ Parallel Universes of Self, Frederick Dodson
note: i don't agree with every single thing these books say. buttt they are an excellent place to start or refresh your conscious creation journey. and most of these have free pdfs!
VIDEOS
History of the Universe on YouTube. This channel is absolutely AMAZING and traces the development and evolution of complex physics topics in an accessible way. Their videos have really helped me grow in my understanding of the universe (which is really my understanding of myself hehe)
this documentary traces the creation and evolution of lady gaga by stefani germanotta. i came across it one day randomly and it turned me into such a fan of hers. i love that I grew up with her music everywhere when I was a kid, and now I have a whole new appreciation of her that i couldn't have possibly grasped when i was younger.
what i love the most about it is 1) it's one of the best examples of self actualization 2) displays full commitment to bringing visions to life, even if nobody understands at first 3) unapologetic queerness 4) the whole artistry of it all.
you don't have to be a fan to enjoy this documentary though. literally just watch it for research and inspiration.
link!
INTERVIEWS
Interviewer: “You definitely create a sense of people wanting to worship you…”
Gaga: “But I want them to worship themselves. What I hope everyone sees different about me is I would rather that you are inspired by my ability to transform and liberate myself…and then in turn liberate yourself”
…..
Interviewer: “It’s an interesting contrast to me when you say born this way - you were not born this way. You self created Gaga. Then you come out with born this way, and I’m kind of like, [you weren’t actually born this way], right?”
Gaga: “I am challenging, in my own way, your idea of what it means to be born this way. Your idea of what it means to be born. Is birth finite or is it infinite? Does it happen once or does it happen over and over again throughout your life? Do you have control over it? Can you be reborn? I believe that you can be reborn, over and over again.”
(~9:00; ~16:00)
* also incidentally this is where the “bus, club, plane, another club, no sleep” audio is from hahah
Gaga: [when talking about her album cover] “And that cover represents so much to me… I am half fantasy and half reality, and I am endless in my ability to transform.
And I’m also always in a constant state of journey. And I am married to the process. Me on the bike represents a woman on the run, a woman on the ride. A never ending ride in space, in time. That ultimately propels me further and further towards my artistry.
And in that way, when you take a step back and you look at it, it’s sort of — I am the sculpture, I am the art piece, I am an expression of my artistic ideas.
(~8:00)
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[not in these videos]
“If you only believe that you're an artist when you have a big advance in your pocket and a single coming out, I would say that's quite soulless. You have to have a sense of your own greatness and your own ability from a very deep place inside you.”
~lady gaga and i are kindred spirits fr~
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