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Masterlist being reworked! Settle with the old ones for now,,,
Genshin Impact.
.Honkai Star Rail
Thinking of coming back with lds and probably jjk content instead :)) I've quit genshin and hsr since last year and I really miss writing
— ⋆˙⊹ For Better or For Worse
⨾ pairings: Wriothesley x F!Reader
⨾ synopsis: the sweet mellow feeling of being loved like delicate piece of china, despite being the duke of meropide, he surprisingly raises the bar for standards high.
⨾ content: fluff
Neuvillette telling you he doesn’t want people getting close to him, so you just treat him like an acquaintance or friend and wallow in your feelings for him while successfully covering them up.
Except he wants to get close to you and he ends up falling for you, confused when you keep treating him at arms length and being formal until it comes to Wriothesley who you treat oppositely to Neuvillette. Naturally easy going and joking with the Duke.
The rain in Fontaine only gets heavier.
angst. sfw.
you love your boyfriend— you really do. he’s sweet, caring, responsible and you know he loves you. neuvillette is constantly busy with his work, and you understand to some extent— you really do.
but when he gives you a vomit of honeyed promises to spend time with you when he’s less busy so that you can leave him alone— it stings. you know they’re probably not true because he’s an incredibly busy man, and he doesn’t have time to go on a picnic with you or go on any other leisure activity.
the weight of such a role in fontaine is definitely not easy, nor laughable. but you find yourself hating it— hating the fact that his job steals him away from you, drowns him in a ocean of papers and documents, and you hate that it makes him distant from you.
so you’re weeping in your room, fat and selfish tears rolling down your cheeks, caking your face with salty liquid. you shouldn’t be having such a selfish reaction, especially since you know neuvillette can’t control his job. but like most days, you’re sulking and moping around, soaking up in self pity and doing nothing.
you finally get up, your stomach burning with hunger and you feel the overwhelming urge to vomit— you don’t. but you feel like you’re going to when you see a yellow note on the table, trembling from the light wind seeping through the slightly ajar window. you snatch it, eyes dark at his hurried handwriting, sad at the few and hollow words.
“be back late.”
the words are definitely not grammatically correct— but it adds salt to the wound because you know he doesn’t even have time to punctuate or add some stupid love message.
it’s cold.
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WHY DOES THIS LINK SM WITH THE REASON WHY I BROKE UP WITH HIM☹️☹️☹️
— ˖ ݁ . 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝
⨾ pairings: neuvillette x f!reader
⨾ summary: maybe... just maybe, in another universe.
⨾ note: It's about time we go to the angsty route😭😭😭
I just started playing lovebrush chronicles and I'm AJEBDIENSISBAKA LARS IS DEF MY TYPE BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE OTHERS😩😩🤞🤞
REQS R OPEN RIGHT? I really hope they are😭 anyways if they are I’d like to request a Jing Yuan x reader where they just have a friendly lil sparring session !!
Hi! My requests are always open!
⨾ summary: you and Jing Yuan have a friendly little sparring session
⨾ pairings: Jing Yuan x Reader
The sounds of swords clashing echoed through the training hall, synchronized pants accompanied as beads of sweat fell swiftly down the floor.
"You..." You breathe in between your words, "You're taking it easy on me do you?" You complain, wiping off the sweat that was falling down from your forehead.
Your sparring partner and also your childhood friend, Jing Yuan, chuckled at you as he marched towards you.
"Whatever do you mean? This is the hardest I can get."
You scoffed, "Hardest? Are you nuts? What can a normal cloud knight like me outpower the well-known General? You've got to be joking."
"Uh-huh, say what you want."
"Can you just, go harder? Please." You pleaded, trying to get into his soft side. To which on your victor, worked.
"Fine. Don't come crying on me when you lose okay?" He then settles his blade in a decent position, his golden eyes reflecting to yours.
You two spent your time sparring with one another, the harsh clacking of weaponry every time it creates contact with another of the similar material.
Soft grunts and pants occur from time to time. Until one move made your distance closer than ever, with your weapons being the only thing keeping you two apart.
As sweat dripped on each of your foreheads, vision staring at one another, having no intention of holding back. "You're struggling~" Jing Yuan smirked, feeling his victory draw close.
"Yet I'm still holding on well." You returned his energy, staring at him fiercer than before. He chuckled, "You're beautiful."
Suddenly, your weapon made contact with the floor and you were suddenly inches apart from him, red tinting your cheeks as you covered yourself from him. "What?!"
You were in a panicked state, yet here was the general, laughing heartily as he mused at your reaction. "And that's why I love you."
"That's a foul General! A FOUL!"
Favorite Crime
:: Blade ， Jing Yuan ， Dan Heng ， Sampo ， Gepard
summary: breaking up under certain circumstances, adhering to you as their favorite crime.
a/n: ib what I'm currently going through RAAAAAAAAAAAA (expect for more angst in the coming days)
The things you did.
You played a significant role in him. Blade was sure you two would last longer than expected, but it was never bound to happen.
When you asked to end things with him in unfortunate circumstances, he felt his whole world turn upside down. The way all the things you did reflect in his vision every night.
There was no remedy for those memories, your face played like a melody that won't leave his head.
"Why..?" He meekly whispered. he was facing you, the tears that were threatening to fall down those crimson eyes were so forcibly kept. Instead, he just looked at you, scanning those eyes of yours in an attempt to convince himself that you were just joking.
"I'm sorry Blade. I-I just have too much on my plate right now..." You whispered back, before turning away from him. "I love you Blade, I really do. But because of this, I had to cut you off. for our sake."
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime.
He loves you so much, that he doesn't want to see you hurting. But Jing Yuans method, brought you down and just made you sadder than you already were.
You thought you knew him, guess you didn't. He hides so much stuff that you just wished he'd be free to tell you anything and everything.
"So, you were engaged?" You looked at him dejected, tears were slowly blurring your vision. "So you knew..."
"And you were planning to keep me from the dark? Do you never plan to tell me? I wouldn't have known if Yanqing never told me." Your tears finally gave out, breaking down right in front of him. "I was trying to get you to hate me!" You sighed, wiping away the tears that stained your cheek.
"Maybe we need to cool off for a while? Or better, Maybe we need to gather enough time for ourselves." You turned your back on him. "I love you. I really do, but maybe this isn't the right time for us."
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we'd do.
After a heated argument with him a few days ago, you two gradually made up. But you always felt that deep inside, something was going on with Dan Heng. He was slightly colder, the vibe he gave off whenever you two met felt unfamiliar. It was as if, the love that once radiated to the two of you disappeared like nothing.
"I can't help but think, that as if we're strangers heng..." You started, walking towards the couch to sit beside him. "is something going on? You know you can tell me..." You whisper, taking his hand and playing with it.
He remained silent, treating you like a breeze of wind. 'No, nothing is going on my love...' Is what he wants his mouth to speak out but nothing comes out. "Did I do something wrong again? Please talk to me..." You started pleading, tightening your grip to his hand. 'No..You never did.'
Yet despite your pleas and begs, he never shared a glance with you. "[Name], let's end this." 'Fuck, please don't cry.'
Cause I was going down and I was doing it with you.
The first few years of your relationship was a blast. It was fun, it was something you never experienced with others before. Sampo was someone you gave your heart to ever so fast. But sometimes, these can be bound to break.
"You don't understand!" You screamed, accidentally throwing the vase of flowers that he gave you for your 3rd anniversary a few days ago, immediately feeling guilt rush through you.
He raised both his hands as a sign of surrendering. "[Name], my darling please don't get mad anymore... I swear I'll never really do it again!" You irked at those words of his. No matter what he says, you no longer felt the urge to give him another chance.
"Sampo, I'm done. Let's stop this..." You sighed, tears threatening to fall. "Once a thief, always a thief."
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face.
He's beginning to grow distant. Gepard who once knew how to balance both his time for work, and for you was no longer there. After the whole fiasco of having 3 wanted people, he gradually lost time with you. And whenever he had, you did your best to get him to cheer up and spend time with you, but all you ended up receiving was a harsh cold shout of "leave me alone!".
"I'm home." A soft masculine voice echoed through your shared apartment but you never ought to give a response.
Soft creaking of the wooden floorboards were subtly heard, stripping your attention off to the newspaper you were reading. "Ah, you're home..." You unenthusiastically greeted.
You knew deep down that he had reasons as to why he acted that way for the past few weeks, you tolerated it and understood his situation. But when he actually shouted at you more louder than before gave your last straw.
Never once did he apologize after lashing out on you, never once did he even try to check up on you right after.
"Gepard, do you love me?" You asked, breathing in the courage to finally say it out. "Hmm? What's up? Of course I do... You don't know how much I do." He softly mouths, walking near you to give you an embrace he longed for.
"Oh, is that so?" You asked. "Are you doubting me?"
Long pause. Long pauses. Silence.
"I... Maybe we need space for a little while?"
—Homemade cake or Store bought cake? + bonus
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ Birthday Special!
⨾ Blade ， Jing Yuan ， Dan Heng ， Sampo Koski ， Gepard Landau ，Welt Yang
Homemade Cake 🍰 ::
— Blade, Welt
— Will make you one, once they're left alone in the house.
— Welt would arrange a surprise for you with the astral express crew behind him as he holds the cake.
— Blade will wake you up at 12 in the midnight, walk towards your shared bed and whisper to you a birthday song to make you wake up.
Store Bought Cake 🍰 ::
—Sampo Koski
— Sampo is the type who sucks at cooking, and baking? Oh, he'd probably burned down your home at the very moment he starts to turn the oven at the highest possible temperature.
—knowing all too well he'd just anger you at the slightest attempt to bake you one, he just decided to buy you one of your favorite cakes at a bakery at the Administrative District.
Will Attempt to Make you one 🍰 ::
— Jing Yuan, Dan heng, Gepard
— They have the knowledge to actually successfully make one.
— Jing Yuan would probably get someone knowledgeable in baking cakes to help him make one for you. He could've actually just bought it, but he thinks that if he made it, it'll be more special.
—Dan heng would try to make a cake based on what he knows, like he'd probably be the type to know how but never baked one.
—Gepard would follow a recipe book and have Serval accompany him in case he does something wrong.
Note! It was actually intended to be posted yesterday since it was my birthday 😭 But I never got to finish it ajdjejsjsja also, this will probably be my last post for now before I go on a temporary hiatus, I've got about 3 ongoing research that needs to be finished, wish me luck ajskejsksk
—When you're mad
⨾ Blade ， Jing Yuan ， Dan Heng ， Sampo ， Gepard
Blade isn't the type to know how to express himself well, so maybe he'll be the type to try and start idle chit chat before getting on the main topic.
You were sitting comfortably at your shared bed with blade, reading a book until you hear the door creak open.
You looked up, only to see the face you didn't want to see right now.
"Hey." He whispers as he leans on the door frame.
"Hey.." You reply unenthusiastically, directing your focus back to what you were doing.
Suddenly, bandaged arms slowly wrapped around you, feeling his warm breath make contact with your skin.
"Forgive me." He whispers, slowly leaving you with little kisses.
Jing Yuan will use mimi to get you to ease your anger at him, thinking that aside from his warm embrace and whispers of apologies, using a big, warm and cuddly creature will woo you back to normal.
You suddenly looked at the approaching creature towards you, your eyes instantly brightened up. "Mimi! Oh, how I miss you!" You say, opening your arms to welcome it to your embrace.
Mimi makes their way towards you, resting itself to your lap as you play with its fur.
As you put your attention to your lover's pet, you suddenly felt warmth enter your body, tensing up all of a sudden with the sudden presence. "what does the general want?"
"This general wants to be forgiven by his beautiful, gorgeous, and pretty little dove." He says, stuffing his face on your neck as he embraces you affectionately.
Dan Heng would certainly buy you a simple gift as a sign of sincerity in winning you back, along with a soft-spoken explanation.
Dan Heng returned home after a day's work in the astral express, holding a paper bag seemingly from Jarilo VI.
"I'm home, darling..." he lightly knocks at your shared bedroom, making you turn your attention to him.
Slowly, your eyes trailed down at the paper bag he was holding and a small bouquet of ball peonies.
"Ah, I...I've got these for you." He fake-coughs, handing you the bouquet with a tint of blush on his face.
You accepted them, but still kept a blank face to make you look like you hadn't forgiven him yet.
"And...I got you this." Handing you the paper bag, containing a book named, 'Tale of the Winterlands'.
"Now, am I deserving to be forgiven now?"
Sampo at first wouldn't take your anger seriously at first and would most likely approach you as if nothing ever happened, but once he finally sees that you are really, really mad at him...
Dealing with Sampo was just as hard as trying to bathe a cat who's afraid of water, and last night was your very limit.
Waking up with the other side of the bed unusually cold, you sat up and observed your surroundings— only to end up not seeing the familiar neck length blue-haired lover of yours.
Thinking that he must've gone out or something, you dragged open the curtains of your window to observe the falling droplets of rain, your eyes trailing up from the sky and down to the ground until you spotted the man you've been looking for...drenched, Totally drenched.
"Sampo Koski, what in the world are you doing outside right now?!" You shouted in panic, as you stared at him who was looking up at you.
"What? I punished myself by standing in the rain, staring at the window as I waited for you to open the curtains." He explained, his face suddenly going serious.
"Will you forgive me now?"
Gepard thinks that giving your significant other some space to calm their anger would suffice, so he did so. By avoiding you for a week and taking his focus on his work.
It's been a week ever since your heated argument with Serval's brother, technically the man you've been together with for quite some time and truthfully told, your anger towards him had already subsided after about a day or two.
But now, the only thing you've been feeling now is fear and sadness. Probably because he hasn't even bothered speaking to you, or apologizing, making you overthink.
With this issue at hand, you thought that maybe you should be the one apologizing instead... Since clearly, you can say that you were also at fault.
Waiting for him to return back home at 12 in the midnight, you were sitting by the couch with the light dimly turned on.
Soon, the door opened revealing a tired Gepard but you ignored it, having your mind clouded with your very objective for the night.
"Gepard Landau, please be honest with me." You say, walking towards him as you trap him against the wall.
"Are you still mad at me? Is that why you've been ignoring me for the past week?" You ask, biting your lip in the process but what you expected didn't turn out to be the reality.
Gepard Landau, was staring at you with wide eyes and a flustered face.
"Why would I be? Rather, I've been avoiding you because I thought you needed some space..."
'Ah, misunderstandings..'
Honkai Star Rail!
Jing Yuan
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they'll cook for you
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they gave you gifts
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ "Even if everyone is against you"
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ When you're mad
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ homemade cake vs. Store bought
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ favorite crime
Blade
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they'll cook for you
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they gave you gifts
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ Stalker!Blade
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ When you're mad
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ homemade cake vs. Store bought
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ favorite crime
Gepard
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they'll cook for you
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they gave you gifts
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ When you're mad
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ homemade cake vs. Store bought
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ favorite crime
Dan heng
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they'll cook for you
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they gave you gifts
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ When you're mad
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ homemade cake vs. Store bought
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ favorite crime
Sampo
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they'll cook for you
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ If they gave you gifts
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ When you're mad
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ homemade cake vs. Store bought
ৎ᜔💗 ࣪୫ favorite crime
Genshin Impact!
Zhongli
—ৎ᜔🩷 ࣪୫ Daddy Pedia 1
—ৎ᜔🩷 ࣪୫ Daddy Pedia 2
Neuvillette
—ৎ᜔🩷 ࣪୫ Everything works out at the end
"Even if everyone is against you."
⨾ summary: discriminated by everyone else for your sudden appearance beside the well-known general, he reassures you with the love he will always have for you despite everything else.
⨾ pairings: Jing Yuan x F!reader
"Why the long face my love?" A voice rang through the room, catching your attention.
You were playing with Mimi, feeling its soft fur as it lay on your lap but quickly gets off to approach its master.
"You're back" You say, disregarding his question as you smile at him.
He makes his way towards you, kneeling down and gently taking your hand, caressing it. "What's up?"
"It's nothing at all...." You respond, "Really."
Silence engulfed your shared room, feeling the awkward tension between the two of you before quickly switching the subject. "Ah, that reminds me! I heard that there'll be an upcoming competition soon, will you be joining?"
"I'm not sure... Do you want me to?" He ponders while he plays with your fingers.
You quickly shake your head, "No... But, maybe?"
He chuckled, before taking your hand near his lips, kissing it. "I'll join in and win. And I'll dedicate the price to you."
He squeezes your hand, his eyes looking up to yours with a dangerous glow. "-that way, no one will ever say nonsense about you anymore."
You stared at him with your eyes glistening with brightness as thoughts swirled around. 'He'd participate... Only for that?'
His eyes were looking down, as if it was stuck in a train of thought.
'Suddenly, I seem to understand his actions towards my communication through our peers. From his affectionate touches from time to time in public, his hands connecting to mines as we walk through the vast garden of greenery and flowers, His deathly glares towards those who looked at me with disgust and wariness. He's always concerned, because he's afraid that I might get hurt.'
"About what happened today..." I speak, his eyes who were adrift to the moonlight gazed at mines.
'But even at this moment...'
"Actually... " His eyes widened in range as I tell the events that occured and I look at him with such longing.
'...I hate that I want some certainty about his love for me.'
"They said I was too arrogant and so, filled with so much anger... I accidentally spilled tea on one of the attendants..."
"...I apologize for making such a big mess, I took their words to heart and I doubted your love for me- " I try to send my apologies, but he cut me off.
"Wait, wait." He paused, sighing.
"(Name)." He stood up, taking both my hands to help me stand up.
"To me, You're the most important."
"So whatever happened today and what you heard, just tell me. Don't keep things from me my love..."
Tears slowly stained my cheeks one by one and found my arms slowly wrapped around him. 'I was scared that he'll get mad that I felt, and acted this way just because of that.'
"Yuan. If I truly mean the most to you...Can you fulfill my wish?" I ask, feeling his heart beat.
"I don't have any reason not to."
"Then, Please don't get sick of me." He sighs, resting his head on my shoulder as I feel his warm breath.
"What kind of wish is that darling..."
"Everyone tells me... That your affection for me won't last, and you'll get bored of me."
He scoffed, "Who said such nonsense to you? You know that I'm not that kind of man."
"-Is it because of what they said that made you ask for that kind of wish?" He let go of your embrace, his eyes looking at you with such affection, gentleness, and care.
"Those people aren't just strangers, they've been around you for a while, That's why I..."
His hands made their way to your shoulders, his white locks covering his golden eyes.
"Will you feel better... If I gave you the lives of those people who sent such thoughts in your pretty little head?"
You held a look contorted with fear. "You mustn't do such a thing!"
"Shouldn't a husband fight for his wife's honor? I'll be willing to do anything, just to make you feel all better and free from such thoughts."
"Jing Yuan..."
"So please tell me. What must I do to stop you from hiding and crying anymore..."
He kissed you passionately on the lips, on the cheeks, and on the forehead before bringing you to his embrace.
"Even if everyone is against you. I'll be here, I'll protect you, I'll love you. And I'll never get sick of you."
NOTE! — did you get it? I hope you get it🫥 let me retell. So basically some of Jing Yuans close attendants or whatever you call them (jus workers who worked for him for a long time that he basically considers them as friends) told you things like blah blah blah since you were an unknown existence to them not until be announced his marriage to you and he entered the room seeing you all sad and gloomy and all and then boom🫨
⨾ summary: you found out that you were being stalked by someone you've always taken interest in.
⨾ pairings: stalker!Blade x reader
Stalker!Blade doesn't know how he came from seeing you stand out from the midst of the crowd filled with foxian beauties, to... Suddenly finding his way to see you from time to time.
"..." He stares at you from afar, eyes glistening with such adoration.
"She's smiling a lot today huh.." He concludes, before walking off.
"Her smile is enough for me to know that she'll be fine." Mumbles to himself with a smile on his face.
Stalker!Blade will most likely send you a gift with the identity of: "Unknown Sender" whenever he sees that you're in low spirits.
'Unknown' is what was written on a box left by a cycrane for you. Your eyes glanced at the handwriting of the said sender, feeling a wave of familiarity. "I think I received a different gift from the same sender before...huh."
Meanwhile, Blade on the other hand was crossing his arms in anxiousness. "Did she receive it? did she like it..?"
Stalker!Blade will certainly deny and not plead guilty to his feelings toward you. especially to Kafka and Silverwolf.
"Is our Bladie catching feelings?~" Kafka teases, arms crossed as she leans on the counter.
"Looks like your stay at the Luofu sure is something" Silverwolf whistles before blowing up a bubble.
Blade scoffed at the two, giving them his infamous cold glare, eyes bright in red from annoyance.
"Will you two ever shut up?"
Stalker!Blade will get their cheeks tinted pink when he's finally caught.
"I knew I always felt that someone was following me!" You say, finally managed to grab his bandaged arm.
His eyes are wide, panic overtaking his mind. 'Shit, shit, shit!'
Suddenly, you giggled cutting off his train of thought. "So, what's your name?"
NOTE! I honestly don't know if I've got what you were looking for (directed to the person who requested it :: @soyuki ) but nonetheless💀 I managed to pull it through. I hope you liked it!
Also, i think Blade may be a bit ooc... Akrjjsjduebsiqjd
My baby (going to make a post for him as celebration, I'm open for requests!)
I'm fr gonna sob at my himbo bf, he's in his sugar daddy era😭😭😭😭 xoxo (I asked for money to whale for Jing Yuan to him as a joke but he took it literally...)
