metanoia

pro-recovery 25 year old they/them cosmic mess haunting the heavens

[almostpsyche]

intro to the mind

pretty pink princess

silly brain diseases: ptsd, bpd and type 1 bipolar disorder

suspected autistic

25 rotations around the sun

have a very profound love for fictional characters

fandoms: hazbin hotel, steven universe, star wars, marvel cinematic universe, batman & batfam, epic the musical, avatar (aang & korra), supernatural, the wolf among us, venom movie trilogy, matrix movie series, star vs the forces of evil, alien and predator universe, kpop demon hunters, all saints street

musical icons: peach prc, shinee

bi af and genderqueer

my pronouns are they/them

trigger warning for abuse, csa, sh and hypersexuality

EVERYTHING I WRITE IS COMPLETELY FICTIONAL, I HAVE NEVER DONE ANY OF THE THINGS I WRITE ABOUT

hypersexuality diary

yandere writing masterlist

oh, and my name's fiqis

[softerhell]

One of the sad parts of being in a healthy relationship after trauma is:

not letting yourself accept that you are finally safe — and so you lash out from fear of abandonment and unintentionally try to sabotage yourself because you are so convinced you don’t deserve it, and that they deserve better than you — while the other fights to make you take a deep breath and holds you close

[ziggystarling]

Dinosaurs aren't dead

[longsightmyth]

I bring a real 'actually people who are pregnant do deserve some special consideration because they are effectively at least temporarily disabled if not permanently after some complications' vibe to the party that a lot of people don't seem to like

[my-flying-sister]

I love rebloging. It’s the adult equivalent of showing everyone the cool rock I just found.

[the-dandy-liar]

[lestatfag]

STAY SAFE!! [ID: the Gilbert Baker pride flag with the words “Happy pride to all those who are unable to celebrate openly and safely. You are loved and seen!” in all-caps black text over it. /end ID]

[exai]

i no longer respect the hustle i want universal basic income and dignity for everyone

[world-enough-and-timerogue]

my fav relationship ship dynamic is where it doesn't matter if you call it platonic or romantic or queerplatonic because they always act the same in every type of relationship. and the way they act? fucking weird.

[bloodydamnreaperofmars]

via @endless-natterings

[gahdamnpunk]

A QUEEN

[bathroom-stall-musings]

Okay, I don’t normally add on to posts but in this case I’ve got to.

Rachel Ann Bovier is a Pittsburgh legend who has been publishing her poems in city newspapers for decades. In more recent years, she started putting up these bill boards along major roads. For what reason? I have no clue. But I would often pass them on my way to Oakland for therapy. They never failed to cheer me up.

As a young trans writer, they gave me this precious little spark of joy. There was someone like me, a writer, a Pittsburgher, a trans person, who was confident enough to put their face on a bill board! I would always smile as we passed by and my mom took note.

Fast forward a few years and it’s my 21st birthday. My mom has been super excited about my gift and teased me about it over and over again. She said it was the best gift she’d ever gotten me and in many ways she was right. It was a custom poem she commissioned from Miss Bouvier! It congratulated me on my birthday, my academic success, lots of little stuff. It was simple and sweet and perfect.

I’m still not out to my parents about being trans, but that poem serves as a reminder to me that trans people are every where, they are artists, they are all ages, and their visibility is essential. So thank you to Rachel Ann Bouvier for being a great poetess and a Pittsburgh treasure!

[pyramid-steve-was-here]

I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things I will not hurt myself over small things

[thevirgodoll]

[marinersubmariner]

fortunate son

[purdy-d0llk1ll]

[feral-ballad]

Audre Lorde, from The Black Unicorn: Poems; “Parting”

[Text ID: “I see you / weaving pain into garlands / the shape of a noose / while I grow / weary / of licking my heart / for moisture / cactus tongued.”]

[dspud]

[thissisatitle]

The hurt will be worth it

[buttpoems]