Alone With Time

Past, Present, Future. We are all lost, for a moment.

[alonewithmytime]

A conversation with self.

Do you know what I find funny about time?

It's always independent, even when objects bend it due to gravity. Still somehow, when we watch it close enough, I think it chooses to be dependent.

To us, to the universe, maybe I'm just wrong and time is dependent on just gravity but I don't think that's the root cause.

[alonewithmytime]

Struggling to change.

A conversation with Future and Present.

Future, will I ever be okay. Will I ever be who I want to be.

Well what do you want to be.

Happy.

What are you right now?

I don't know future I just want to know if I'll be who I want to be.

I think this is a better question for past than it is for me. I will tell you something though, you'll always get a yes from me. Still I find it intresting, your so scared of what's ahead of you through your failures. Though, from what I've known from past it's your failures that create the reason for you to succeed. Don't let the fact that you can be better ruin you from growing away from your failures. It's what calles you to say that you should grow and admire the times you do.

Does past hate me, for wanting to change?

No far from it, if anything your scared of yourself. Fear that from moving on you'll hurt past, but past is the one helping you move on.

[alonewithmytime]

The peaceful gift

Conversation with present and future.

Hey, present are you okay?

Yeah, I'll be alright why do you ask?

No reason it's not like anythings about to happen.

Future just tell me already

You don't want to know though, you never do.

Who told you that?

Well you like suprises and I got you a gift.

Future!? Why would you tell me that? Thought something bad will happen.

Ohh, yeah that's the gift nothing bad will happen.

Really!? How is that a gift.

Well thought you could use a rest.

That's not a gift though!

I think it's the best gift you can give anyone sometimes is peace, there isn't always room for something new.

[alonewithmytime]

I just want to sleep

You've slept here before

Yeah but that isn't the issue.

We can all fall asleep

Why don't you ask me why I can't?

It's never my tine to ask since I'm in the past

Hmmph, like that's a good reason not to care about me.

I do care what you do sinc ed that's what I'll be.

Your the reason I can't sleep what you are is never changing, I only affect the now, and now wants the past, but I can never have it.

Than, look to the future, like I can change what you want.

That's the reason, nvm your not listening. Sometimes I really can't move on till I'm away from you.

[alonewithmytime]

Hey, Past who wrote this?

Well, it’s not said or thought than it was me.

Can I ever write?

No

Will I ever win?

Yes

But isn’t history written by the victors.

Sometimes, not always

Why do they say it is then....

Well, the person who wrote that was a scholar.

People don’t often write about their losses. Yet everyone loses something in a conflict.

So why do I feel written?

You're not, you're just said, sometimes that is written. That can even be your thought.

So, I can write but haven't written anything.

In a way you can write but you're unable to keep it as your own, so I believe you won’t ever be able to write.

I’m happy with that.

I’m glad.

[alonewithmytime]

Surprise

Hey past are you awake yet?

Yes future, is there a reason you need to know?

Something's about to happen.

And…

Well it will be a surprise to present.

Not interested, plus present will find out.

You're no fun, it sucks that you know me better than I know you.

[alonewithmytime]

Beginning

So this is the moment we split.

This is it, and you knew it would happen?

I know when all things will happen, but I don't choose to let it happen.

Will I ever move on?

No but because we split we let room for the most bueatiful thing ever.

Space, how is that ever bueatiful?!

No, present and with present come space and growth.

I will forever love you and swallow up present every day.

I know...

Past, and future.