Memento Mori

About Me : A Certified Train Wreck

[aloofaltruist]

I want a relationship, I miss having a partner and I am so soul crushingly sad about it

[aloofaltruist]

I was so terrified of this midterm and I got a lame score BUT! I got 66% when I had gone in without any prep and having an active panic attack during the whole exam. If I manage to get nearly perfect on everything else in this class I could still get a straight A and maintain a 4.0 GPA. IT'S POSSIBLE. I AM NOT TOTALLY FUCKED. I AM SMARTER THAN I THINK I AM AND I AM NOT AS HOPELESS AS I BELIEVE.

[aloofaltruist]

[aloofaltruist]

wow gee willikers I sure am horny as absolute fuck

I wanna do like every single sex act I can think of, but I also do not wanna throw myself back into the miserable and disheartening cycle of casual meaningless sex. but I also don't want a romantice partner!

IT IS AN IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION YAYYYYYYYYYYYY

[aloofaltruist]

i hate myself n i wanna die

[aloofaltruist]

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[depsidase]

[amazinglyspicy]

DONT USE THE PIRATE BAY PLEASEEEE I BEG YOU.

Use 1337x.to rarbg or rutracker, highly moderated public torrent trackers, because Pirate Bay has long been shut down, unmoderated, and cloned by some shady actors AND use Mullvad VPN (or any other vpn but mullvad is the best definitely) to protect your ip address while you torrent, bind it to qbittorrent and do not use utorrent anymore either because it is littered with adware.

OR if you don’t want to pay for a VPN, use direct download or streaming sites. Please y’all just take one pass through on the r/piracy or r/freemediaheckyeah mega threads to find whatever you want for free and also not infect your computer with Trojan viruses.

[clorofolle]

^^^ yes!!! Thank you sm.

If any of those terms made you go ????? and you think pirating must be So Hard, I wrote a verbose but easy to follow guide a while back for total beginners!

Pinning this since I genuinely think Piracy is a great skill to have and I want to share it with anyone who'd like to see it Okay so! You n

[windupthing]

prince with a thousand enemies

[crashdavis]

Bruce Springsteen, Born to Run

[berensreverie]

I make art about grief again

[grippysockgangg-deactivated2024]

It’s cool I wouldn’t want me either

[horrorgorewhore]

[aloofaltruist]

What a strange combination, so much peace and buoyancy while still so much despair. I feel totally disgusting, undesirable: yet I don't feel like it's crushing me alive as it used to. If no one wants me, needs me, that's fine. The world is my only lover, the only one who will cradle me when I die, who will hear every exaltation of my heart and catch every tear I shed. Through wind and rain and snow and sunshine I can beg a kiss at any time. We are never apart. Never estranged. No miscommunication can come between us since we speak without language. There is no expectation made of me, and I do not demand anything in return. All I can feel is a soulful gratitude for my life, given to me by the earth, and the love that follows naturally from that, more bright and clear and beautiful than any love I have ever felt before. These messy human ties, powerful in their own way, are eclipsed by the presence of this love, the fundamental necessity of this earth that demands so much respect. Every creature whom I cherish is swallowed up in the all encompassing passion I have for the world at large, little glittering pieces in the mosaic of my beloved. Every new ray of sunshine and drop of rain will remind me that above all else, I am bound to the earth, she is my truest most beloved friend and I will lavish her with as much of my heart as I can give.

[toastyglow]

[butchspace]

We need like “unclench your jaw” posts but for eye strain. Like

Go look at something 20ft away for 20 seconds.

[dontbeanassbutt]

take off your glasses if you wear them for 20 seconds

[bluelakeandsky]

Recommended by my optometrist

Look at something 20 feet away, then 10, then 5, then one, then if you can your nose.

Repeat twice, then again without glasses.

Face forward look out of the corner of your eye. As far as you can look. Slowly move to the other corner. Repeat twice.

Look down as far as you can. Slowly look up. Repeat twice.

Roll eyes twice.

Close eyes for five minutes.

I do this every day usually at my halfway point. My migraines went away. My vision go better. Honestly stretching my eyes as she put it feels great too.

[aloofaltruist]

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