「Homesick for the Unknown」

| Semi-selective | 18+ only | Created by Crystal |

[aluraborealis]

"The water hears and UNDERSTANDS.....

—The ice does not F O R G I V E"

Introducing one Alura Esmeray Morgan: Sci-Fi Protagonist, superhero, revolution leader

| 10+ years roleplay experience | 18+ only | semi-selective |

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[ghostsandmirrors]

Not that he wasn't already on edge--he was, very much so--but her nerves only made it worse. Her little shifts only made him feel more like an exposed wire; internally jittery and perhaps too quick to react. Her little glances fed his paranoia, forced him let his gaze wander from her, just in case. No one else, that he could see, but that didn't convince him there was no threat besides her.

Some part of him was sure she was potentially a threat, because he couldn't remember her, but he could remember the feeling of spreading frost, of cold that felt so far away but too close at the same time, of a chilled and solid floor that his pants weren't thick enough to protect his knees from.

That lack of emotion in his memories, he was realising, was for a reason. He didn't know what it was, but it couldn't have been good.

With that paranoia in mind, with that feeling of her being a threat, with the ghost of ice in his memories, he stared at her in silence after her question for just a bit too long. He didn't remember her, but he felt like he could, if he tried, and that was something he didn't want to do; he'd tried to remember a lot of things and hadn't gained any benefit from any of them.

"No."

His tone wasn't unkind as he stared at her blankly, but decidedly blunt and decidedly apathetic in his honesty. The sort of blunt and apathetic tone that came with a lack of recognition, a lack of knowing a name to put to this face that felt so familiar but was completely unknown at the same time.

"Should I?"

[aluraborealis]

She swallowed hard, unsure if she should feel disappointed or relieved he couldn't recall. The disappointment seemed to win out, as Bucky was potentially her only shot at answers to a past that would surely haunt her forever.

Not only that, but not all of her memories of him were bad. Yes, he was assigned to train her under HYDRA's orders, but when it was just the two of them, he was never cruel. Stoic most days, perhaps, but she swore she could see faint glimmers of emotion here and that told a deeper story.

"I was hoping you would. I can promise that I'm a friend; you and I have a lot in common, actually." Alura explained carefully, nervous to stay lingering in the hall. "Can I come in? You can search my bag if you like. I promise I'll explain everything." Her heart was pounding, hope and apprehension intermingling as she fought with the desire for the man to remember her, yet the guilt of what HYDRA made her do kept her heart in its grip.

[aluraborealis]

Paths Crossed— Starter for @ghostsandmirrors

Her grip around the strap of her backpack tightened as she approached the building, the cheap padded nylon rubbing an irritating mark against her palm. Alura had grown accustomed to bringing nearly everything essential with her over the years while still traveling light. She never knew when she might need to up and leave.

Her plan ahead was a risk in and of itself. Two HYDRA fugitives in one place only made it easier for recapture if there were still any branches of the organization left. The incident in DC had her hopeful that the end of their tyranny may be over, but she could never be too careful. The blonde took a deep breath, steadying her heartbeat before making her way up to the apartment she had reason to believe was the current home of Bucky Barnes.

The door in front of her felt like a granite slab, heavy and looming despite its obvious age and worn down, flimsy appearance. She gave a light knock, steeling herself for the unknown.

[ghostsandmirrors]

In truth, he had just gotten home from getting enough food for the week when that knock sounded. It was light, but it made his heart thud uncomfortably in his chest, made him freeze with a newspaper in hand, made his eyes glaze over as he stared at the printed words without seeing them. Everything about his weekly ventures out were careful--never the same time of day, never the same day of the week, never the same route out, never the same route back, often a different store to force a longer trail that'd be more obvious--but his first thought was that he'd been followed. His first thought was that someone had managed to spot him and followed him back without being noticed, despite his hypervigilance.

Silently, he placed down the newspaper and slipped his hand into the space between the counter and the fridge to pull a knife from its sheath in that hiding place. This was precisely why he'd hidden the knives he'd stolen from Hydra and, while it was reassuring, a small part of him hated that it could be useful; he knew his paranoia would force it to be a habit and he didn't need it. He had so many paranoia-fuelled habits, at this point, that he could've probably built a 'just moved in' routine out of them that would definitely worry anyone who knew about it.

There was a pause before he moved over to the door--still staying silent--and glanced out of the peep hole. She was familiar, but not in a way that he could fully place. There was no emotion that he could find and no memories of her, but he knew that face. The lack of emotion to that familiarity meant that she wasn't an agent, at least, but he didn't know who she was, and that lack of knowing was like an itch that he couldn't quite reach.

The door finally opened a crack after what felt like an age to him but could only have been a few minutes since the knock, knife hidden from view as he looked out at her.

"Привет? " Hello?

Was it a little bit of a test? Just a single word of Russian to see her reaction? Perhaps.

[aluraborealis]

Honestly, she had no idea how she'd react upon seeing him again. Alura had ran over a dozen scenarios in her mind of how things might go down, but eventually conceded that there was no way of truly knowing without seeing him in the flesh. Trauma was funny like that, no matter how prepared for a situation she may be, certain, perhaps even small things could send her thoughts spiraling. This time, it made her freeze when her gaze finally met his.

She didn't feel fear, per se, just a gripping tightness in her chest and a painful twinge of guilt. Alura had only known the Soldier for a few months. He had been her teacher in the basics of combat, once HYDRA deemed she was ready. She had been...his punishment if he stepped out of line. The tips of her fingers itched at the memory, guilt heating her face and making her feel woozy.

"...Hi." It was barely a breath, deep blue irises searching his features for any hint of recognition. Alura didn't know a lot of Russian, just what she'd picked up during her captivity. But she was certain Bucky knew English. Bucky...is that what she should call him? He was always just Soldat to her, she hadn't learned his true identity until years later.

"Uhm... I'm sorry, I know this is insane..." She shifted her weight, nervously glancing up and down the hall. One thing they definitely shared was a healthy amount of paranoia. "...Do you remember me?"

[classsymemes]

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[crownmemes]

Caring & Reassuring Sentences, Vol. 7

(Sentences from various sources for muses that care for each other. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"How can I help you if you won't let me?"

"There was plenty wrong with your father, but there's nothing wrong with you."

"I know you wanted to fix this, but some things can't be fixed."

"There are things for all of us that not even all the time in the world would be able to erase."

"Everything's going to be okay. I'm not going anywhere."

"There's no such thing as getting used to what you experienced."

"I don't know you that well, but you seem like a really good person."

"Look, I'm here to help you. It's going to be a lot harder to do with a combative attitude."

"Just go outside and enjoy yourself, and forget about all this nonsense. I want you to leave it all to me."

"Trust me, I know what it's like to lose someone. To feel like life is playing a cosmic trick on you."

"You are stronger than the world. You are stronger than anything that can threaten you."

"I've done terrible things too."

"Bullies are insecure - that's why they bully. Always remember that."

"Are you really alright, or 'not ready to talk about it' alright?"

"There is no magic cure for guilt, except for forgiveness."

"It's your life. If there's something about it you don't like, you can change it."

"You have tried for so long to be who everyone wants you to be - who you thought you ought to be. Why not be who you are instead?"

"Look, if there's anything you need to get off your chest, I'm not much help, but I also don't judge."

"It's okay to be confused. We spend most of our lives confused. It's rare to really figure anything out."

"Everyone has something to hide, but I won't say anything you don't want me to."

"It's human to make mistakes, and part of you is human."

"There are things you can't control. There are battles you lose."

"When you're with me, you don't have to lie about anything."

"There are no mistakes, just choices."

"Don't feel like talking today?"

"You have nothing to be sorry about."

"Stop it. You never have to apologise to me."

[aluraborealis]

Paths Crossed— Starter for @ghostsandmirrors

Her grip around the strap of her backpack tightened as she approached the building, the cheap padded nylon rubbing an irritating mark against her palm. Alura had grown accustomed to bringing nearly everything essential with her over the years while still traveling light. She never knew when she might need to up and leave.

Her plan ahead was a risk in and of itself. Two HYDRA fugitives in one place only made it easier for recapture if there were still any branches of the organization left. The incident in DC had her hopeful that the end of their tyranny may be over, but she could never be too careful. The blonde took a deep breath, steadying her heartbeat before making her way up to the apartment she had reason to believe was the current home of Bucky Barnes.

The door in front of her felt like a granite slab, heavy and looming despite its obvious age and worn down, flimsy appearance. She gave a light knock, steeling herself for the unknown.

[aluraborealis]

I drew this a couple years ago, but I don't think I ever posted it here! There are definitely a few issues with anatomy and such, but I think it was a great improvement for me with my digital art skills. Plus, it shows off what Alura's powers look like! The 'energy blasts' always resemble the northern lights, and any ice formations she makes are very structured and crystalline.

[leneemusing]

for muses that are getting to know each other

❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞

❝ can i come with you? ❞

❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞

❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞

❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞

❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞

❝ actually we've met before. ❞

❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞

❝ care to join me? ❞

❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞

❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞

❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞

❝ could you help me with something? ❞

❝ do you like it here? ❞

❝ are you new around here? ❞

❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞

❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞

❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞

❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞

❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞

❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞

❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞

ACTIONS:

VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time

VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time

CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time

CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time

BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together

TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.

SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when they're friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.

GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.

INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time

INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time

TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time

TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day

COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up

COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up

OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up

OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up

AID: sender helps receiver redecorate

AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate

[bubblegvmbullets]

GUESS WHO'S BACK BITCHES

//It's me! once I remember how to add gifs to posts lol

regardless, like for a starter from everyone's favorite manic pixie dream girl?

[aluraborealis]

@benreillyscarletspider liked for a starter!

Alura's feet hit the pavement hard despite rolling to break her fall from the second story balcony. She scrambled upright once more, ignoring the ache in her ankles that radiated up into her shins. She was covered in scrapes and bumps, but nothing serious enough to give her pause. What mattered was the drive clutched tight in her fist. It might not hold the answers to what had been done to her, but it was a hell of a good starting point.

The blonde scrambled to her feet, taking off into the night just as shouts and alarms could be heard from the building she'd escaped from.

"...Still an amateur" she scolded herself as she ran, hoping to find cover in the bustle of the city proper.

Alura might've been successful, if she hadn't run smack dab into a random passerby just as she emerged from an intersecting alleyway, flinging the small thumb drive right out of her grasp.

[aluraborealis]

@audaxbellator liked for a starter!

(for Bucky <3)

One of the last few guards hit the concrete with a thump, knocked back by an icy blast of auroral energy. Alura turned to face her partner with a winded but hopeful expression, "That should be all of them, right? Let's get out of here before reinforcements arrive."

[aluraborealis]

//Hey! If anyone still follows/remembers me lol, I'd love to get back into rping! Like this post for a starter maybe?

[beebssources]

— EVERYTHING IS FUN WITH YOU!

Fun  things  for  muses  to  do  together.  Can be platonic or romantic.

Send  🧺  to  go  on  a  picnic  with  my  muse. Send  🚲  to  ride  bikes  with  my  muses. Send  🌆  to  wander  the  city  with  my  muse. Send  🌠  to  stargaze  with  my  muse. Send  🛼  to  go  roller  skating  with  my  muse. Send  ⛸️  to  go  ice  skating  with  my  muse. Send  🕹️  to  go  to  the  arcade  with  my  muse. Send  🌳  to  climb  trees  with  my  muse. Send  🏕️  to  go  camping  with  my  muse. Send  ⛰️  to  go  hiking  with  my  muse. Send  🎢  to  go  to  an  amusement  park  with  my  muse. Send  🏖️  to  go  to  the  beach  with  my  muse. Send  🍦  to  get  ice  cream  with  my  muse. Send  🎤  to  go  to  a  karaoke  club  with  my  muse. Send  🐟  to  visit  an  aquarium  with  my  muse. Send  🎳  to  go  bowling  with  my  muse. Send  ⛵  to  rent  a  sailboat  with  my  muse. Send  🐕  to  visit  an  animal  shelter  with  my  muse.

[justanotherrpmeme]

After-Action Patch-Up starters

"Hold still, [name], this might sting a bit." "You're lucky it's just a few scratches. You need to be more careful!" "Don't be such a baby. It's just a flesh wound." "I can't believe you jumped into that fray without thinking! What were you trying to prove?" "Here, let me help. I've had my fair share of battle wounds." "Ouch! Warn me before you start cleaning those cuts." "You're a mess. How did you even get into this situation?" "I never thought I'd see you so vulnerable. It's strange." "Let's patch you up before anyone else sees you like this." "You really need to work on your combat skills. I can't keep playing nursemaid." "I've got the first aid kit. Sit down, and let me take care of those injuries." "You did well out there, but you're not invincible. Let me help." "I told you not to charge in without a plan. Now look at you." "It's nothing serious, just a few cuts and bruises. You'll be fine." "I can't believe you're complaining about a little pain. You should see what I've been through." "Hold on, I'll get the antiseptic. This might sting a bit." "You're surprisingly fragile for someone who fights so fiercely." "You really know how to ruin a perfectly good day, don't you?" "I never expected to see you in need of my care. Life is full of surprises." "I suppose I should thank you for saving me, even if it means playing nurse now."

[CLEANS] The sender takes a cotton swab and gently cleans the dirt and blood from the receiver's wounds. [BANDAGES] The sender carefully wraps a bandage around the receiver's forearm, securing it to protect the cuts. [SCOLDS] The sender scolds the receiver, shaking their head as they tend to the injuries. [REACTS] The receiver winces as the sender applies antiseptic to a particularly nasty cut on their cheek. [COMFORTS] The sender reassures the receiver, offering comfort while tending to the injuries. [DISINFECTS] The sender pours antiseptic on a wound, causing the receiver to inhale sharply at the stinging sensation. [INSPECTS] The sender inspects the wounds, noting any deeper cuts that might need more attention. [LECTURES] The sender lectures the receiver, advising them to think before acting to avoid future injuries. [SMILES] Despite scolding, the sender smiles reassuringly, trying to ease the tension in the room. [COMPLAINS] The receiver complains about the pain, prompting the sender to roll their eyes and continue their work. [WORRIES] The sender expresses worry, sharing their concern for the receiver's well-being. [TREATS] The sender skillfully treats each injury, showcasing their competence in basic first aid. [ADMONISHES] The sender admonishes the receiver, emphasizing the potential severity of the situation. [ASSESSES] The sender assesses the overall damage, silently noting the toll the fight took on the receiver. [DISAPPROVES] The sender expresses disapproval, stating that putting oneself in danger is not acceptable. [ASSURES] The sender assures the receiver, claiming that despite appearances, the injuries will heal quickly. [HESITATES] The receiver hesitates as the sender reaches for a needle and thread to stitch up a deeper cut. [SYMPATHIZES] The sender sympathizes with the receiver, acknowledging the pain while praising their efforts. [SCANS] The sender scans the receiver's body for any hidden injuries, ensuring nothing was overlooked. [GRATEFUL] The receiver expresses gratitude to the sender for taking care of them amid the discomfort.

[colorscanvas-deactivated2024121]

[  WINDOW  ]:          while in a room with floor to ceiling windows, the sender and receiver proceed to have sex up against the window.

THERE ARE A LOT OF UPSIDES TO HAVING A PENTHOUSE APARTMENT. the amazing views, the way sunlight completely floods the place by day ( which also helps when it comes to his artistic creations ), and watching the city lights and occasionally starry skies by night. but there's also... this. eli had simply entered the room to find alura gazing out of the many floor-to-ceiling windows that make up one ENTIRE wall, looped his arms around her waist and kissed her neck in an unceremonious greeting.

it was a simple gesture that serves as an accidental domino effect, with one kiss being followed by another, and another, until he's pretty much making out with column of her neck and sliding an exploratory hand up alura's shirt, entirely untroubled by where they're standing. on the contrary, this kind of thing is always EXCITING, and this is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to what elijah will do against a window. if she agrees, he'll demonstrate a few ideas.

" ...want me to keep going? "

@aluraborealis.

[aluraborealis]

Did he know neck kisses were her absolute weakness? If so, Alura would have to have a word with whoever spilled her secret because....because...

Her thoughts trailed off, body momentarily stiffening from the unexpected contact before she relaxed against Elijah's front, her head dipping onto her shoulder to allow him better access. "Nice to see you too..." Alura murmured with a small smile, followed by a shaky exhale as her eyes fluttered shut.

....Maybe she could let it go this time.

"I'd never ask you to stop." She grinned at him through the reflection of the window, one of her hands moving to lace fingers with the one Eli held against her chest.

[ckingsbury1967]

valentine’s day application

Name: 

Age: 

Do you like to cuddle?: 

Can we make-out?: 

A night in or dinner out?: 

Ice cream or chocolate covered strawberries?: 

What makes you a good Valentine?: 

Would you cook for me?: 

Would you let me cook for you?:

[aluraborealis]

Some random stranger on the phone at work called me 'Doll' and i just got MAJOR bucky barnes fanfic whiplash