Always at war

This is everything. This is me, this is who I am. This is my hopes and dreams, my trials and failures. Its my loves and lusts, my hates and enemies. Its my emotions and my intelligence, my mind and body. This is it, all of it. This is everything.

[always-at-war]

Guys! Really?!

So I play this character online who is an evil Bacchus. Sex, wine and causing Chaos.

It’s fun but she’s not all bad and so it’s driving me insane how people keep asking for her to torture them!! I mean, I have that character! His name is Peter and he’s all bad but my evil Bacchus, Winter, is like a time bomb and I’m good at writing magic scenes.

Now I get that it’s fun to have a villain but EVERYONE is asking for a torture plot and EVERYONE is ignoring that she’s hurting and that I have my own plots in line and that blowing up IS A HUGE PLOT! EVEN IF IT’S ONLY IN THE GROUP CHAT!! And it’s out of character!

They all beg me to bring her out then their characters DELIBERATELY push her buttons so she explodes. Even when they promise me a calm night THEY FUCKING LIE!

You know what?! Fuck it! I won’t bring her out unless I get to have fun! And I don’t want a blow up so fuck it! 

NO MOTHER FUCKING WINTER FOR YOU ASSHOLES!!

[always-at-war]

I wish life were as colourful as I painted it.

Lily black

[always-at-war]

WHY!?

I hate this feeling! 

It’s this weird stagnant feeling. A tightness in my chest. It’s like I can feel a good cry in my chest but I’m not actually sad about anything so it just sits there for days. I hate it because I have nothing to cry about! If I was sad I could at least cry it out and feel better. Instead I’m just sitting here with nothing to do about it but wait for it to go away.

But it sucks the sucks the energy out of me and won’t let me be happy either. I just feel like somethings wrong, and I’m tired, and I just want to sleep this whole thing off but unfortunately life doesn’t work like that.

God, I just wish someone would rub my back. Not a massage, just gently rub my back, right between my shoulder blades. Soft, slow circles to help release this tension.

[always-at-war]

I'm trying to be strong. I trying. I can so this. I can be strong. Just breathe.

Lily Black

[always-at-war]

Sometimes I miss being blind and oblivious to the pain I put myself through.

Lily Black

[always-at-war]

I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore

Lily Black

[always-at-war]

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[williamshatner]

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[always-at-war]

I call it “Precious Dean in Hell!”

And yes, that is in fact gum keeping two of those strings in place where they would have been hooked into Dean.

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[always-at-war]

Math is Hard

It's weird that sometimes I don't consider changing an option. 

For Example, I know it's wrong to think I need to find everyone of my imperfections and fix them. It’s perfectly okay to just say, this is part of who I am and it’s not always a flaw. I know that’s the correct answer and the healthy and all that but when I start picking myself apart and deciding which flaw to address first the idea doesn’t seem like a viable one.

It feels like picking myself apart is 2+2=4 and accepting myself is 2+2=11. On any test ever picking answer b)11 is just nonsense and it’s going to get you a failing mark. It’s just not an option you even consider while taking the test. Even though I know it’s the answer people want me to pick, even if the question on the test says “Even though it’s wrong, please pick answer B. What is 2+2?” I still know that answer b)11 is wrong. 

It’s just strange that I can understand why accepting myself is an option, and I can answer correctly to other people that I should be accepting myself and I’ve even given the advice to others that they should accept themselves, yet.... 

2+2 isn’t 11. 

[obiethewitchboy-migrating]

Great Lakes Witches

[always-at-war]

obiethewitchboy:

Shout out to witches in the Great Lakes area! Reblog with your state if you dont mind getting some friends! Michigan here!

ONTARIO! Right in the middle of three Great Lakes.

[getofftheinternerd]

[always-at-war]

Me waiting for Chris Evans to pick me up for the date he promised me in my dream last night.

[thespoonmissioner]

[always-at-war]

I am this banana.

[always-at-war]

She's tragic and it's beautiful

Lily Black

[always-at-war]

I’m just so filled with rage today

Lily Black

[ssparkofmadness]

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[dilatoryteen]

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