I am gonna get you guys suffer with me..
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Why? Why is everyone trying to rip my heart out today?
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I am gonna get you guys suffer with me..
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Why? Why is everyone trying to rip my heart out today?
i actually dont think there's anything funnier than people watching a show or whatever bc they heard it allegedly had gay people in it then getting upset when it includes incredibly normal genre specific tropes that they personally dont like, like maybe you should have checked that before you watched it king and then they get mad at the show for being the show that it is instead of embracing it for what it is. like I'm so sorry that axe murderer 30000 had axe murderers in it and didnt have a happy ending and was really violent but i do think there are some context clues around it that could have let you pick up on that
bibro as in those bros are bi for each other
#dean putting bi4bi in his grindr profile and somehow limiting his search radius to six feet in the bunker#pretending to be like :0 when he matches with sam
@mannequin3thereckoning PLEASE
he really said “it’s always been you”
sammy. my pride and joy, my beautiful doe-eyed baby brother with a heart of gold. and breasts. my god does he have breasts
literally no two individuals on spn are remotely close to as married couple-coded as these two
dean woke up disturbed thank god he has his big titty wife to comfort him
Talk to me about Dean and unrequited Wincest.
Because like. I was going through my gif folder looking for Sam and Dean looking at each other (for Wincest reasons, naturally), and I just. I accidentally realized something that made me really emotional?
First: I have a lot of gifs of Dean looking at his brother in ways that no one should be looking at their brother.
Second: that last gif, especially, is the embodiment of unrequited Wincest. Look me in the eyes and tell me that Dean’s face doesn’t say “you could shatter my heart and ruin me and tear my very existence to shreds, and I would still thank you for it and continue to worship the ground you walk on.”
It’s just. There are so many scenes like this, where you’ve got Dean giving Sam these looks that are so fucking emotional, so full of love and need and adoration and pure, unfiltered longing.
Just. Just think about Dean spending all his years growing up trying so damn hard not to fall in love with Sam. But then every time he looks at him, every time Sam smiles or laughs or says his name, he realizes all over again how fucked he is. How could anyone not be in love with Sam?
Every time Sam looks away, maybe Dean gives himself that little moment of indulgence. Of “God, I love him so much.” Of letting those emotions show on his face, completely raw. Because what Sam doesn’t know won’t hurt him, right?
Talk to me about Dean wanting his brother so bad. Just. Talk to me about unrequited Wincest from Dean’s side. I’m so. ;-;
not to butt in but please allow me to add:
this gif of dean after he asks “why do people always assume we’re gay?” and sam brushes him off with a joke (from playthings):
and this gif of dean looking at sam right after sam asks him if meeting someone special (cassie) ever makes him want to give up their lifestyle to settle down:
and finally this gif if dean begging his baby brother to hang out with him like a puppy begs for treats:
All these years. This whole damn time.
Supernatural S11E20 Don't Call Me Shurley Supernatural S5E16 Dark Side of the Moon
One thing i don't see a lot in fics/headcanons is the idea of Dean and Sam both knowing & acknowledging that they both love each other in romantic/sexual ways, but consciously deciding that they CAN'T be together.
Picture it: teenage Sam confessing his love to Dean. Dean admitting, in a hushed moment pressed together and breathing each others air, that he feels the same. They talk about what-ifs: What if we got together? What if we took that step? But they decide the risk is too high. It's too dangerous. John would kill them and they have no one else to turn to. They decide to try and ignore the feelings and hope they go away.
Sam ends up leaving for college because he can't handle being close to Dean yet not in the way he wants. Dean and Sam both try to fall in love with other people but they can't stay away from each other and soon they are back together.
After a while, they just get used to it. They make up for the fact that they can't have each other by being irrationally erotically psychotically codependent on each other. The line between brother and lover blurs until it becomes an ocean of gradient and there is no single point separating the two concepts.
They both pine for the other and they know it. They intentionally hold back, never taking that final step. Knowing they love the other person in all the wrong ways, and knowing their feelings are returned, yet never acting on those feelings. There is no question "Does he love me that way?" Because they both know the answer is "Yes. But that doesnt change anything. I still can't have him."
Imagine how that would shape...everything. Its one thing for them to pine for each other, each thinking their love is unrequited. Its a whole other thing for them to know that their feelings are returned and yet still be unable to do anything.
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Goodbye, Sam...