[alwayssc0nfus3d]

FINALLY doing a pinned post for here, so hello!

I'm Noah, but you can call me literally any variation of my username you can think of (although I do have a problem with picking usernames that are not easy to do that with) and I go by he/him pronouns

Currently very much fixated on Markiplier and I don't see that changing any time soon, but I am also fairly likely to post Hermitcraft stuff too.

More under the cut!

In no particular order...

Fandoms I am currently most likely to post about: MCU (Mainly Iron Lung, but i dabble in the other series too), Hermitcraft, Project Hail Mary, The Fall Guy (< maybe this'll stick around, who knows)

Other fandoms I am in that I MIGHT post about: Life Series, VSMP, Good Omens, Doctor Who, ROTTMNT, Wings of Fire, She-ra, Mouthwashing, TADC, Undertale, Deltarune

Please please PLEASE send me asks!! I am particularly looking for art requests, but feel free to send literally anything else you want!

My blog is also very open for general interactions, so don't be afraid to tag me, comment on my stuff or anything else! I also do not mind spam likes! Although, please be warned I may ignore tag game invitations - I do like joining sometimes, so don't let this stop you from tagging me, but I don't like that the longer ones show in full on my blog and take forever to scroll past (tumblr UI issue sadly </3)

Feel free to use my art in edits or personal/non-profit works, just make sure to credit me! If anyone makes anything with my stuff I'd love to see it so feel free to tag me as well :D

Since my blog is getting a little messy with reblogs, all of my original posts will be tagged #confusedposts, and all of my art will be tagged #confusedart (Hopefully I have gone back and correctly tagged all my old posts, but if you notice anything wrong, lmk!)

I am in the GMT timezone but my sleep schedule is unpredictable at best, so chances are I'll still be online at ungodly hours of the night

I may post things that touch on sensitive subjects, so tread my blog with caution. However, all things will be appropriately tagged to the best of my abilities, and if I miss anything or tag things wrongly, please let me know!

Most gifs from this post, pendant and tape gifs from here and here If anybody has any userboxes, stamps, gifs etc, relating to the fandoms I'm in, feel free to send them over (with credit ofc)! I wanna decorate my intro post but I'm struggling to find ones in posts by the people that made them

[the-real-seebs]

Someone linked me this beautiful poster, and I'm just really impressed.

My contribution:

[the-haiku-bot]

Someone linked me this

beautiful poster, and I’m

just really impressed.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[boog-how]

congratulations.

[ottrauva]

Oh 🫢…

[starglowy]

Something I noticed in Iron lung They are all loosing their left eye/ getting their left side of their face damaged/mutated

[nobodys-baby-now]

simon sketch after spending two hours thinking I’d forgotten how to draw

[waytoohigh63]

thing that pisses me off most about adhd advice from neurotypicals... the 'doing something for 30 days forms a habit.' bitch nothing in my life is a habit i would be ripping bong and jacking off all day if it was a matter of choice. never underestimate my ability to be super invested in something for like 2 weeks and then forget to do it one day and never go back to it

[rubyvroom]

That's it!! That's it!!

Nothing is a habit! It's all deliberate choices and it's EXHAUSTING

It's like the difference between automatic breathing and conscious breathing. Imagine if automatic breathing didn't work for you and if you didn't decide to breath you would just run out of air. So you have to mentally manage your breathing on top of your normal functioning.

Now make that EVERYTHING. So no I'm not going to brush my teeth without thinking about it or do the exercise program automatically or make my bed or whatever. If I'm not thinking I'm not doing anything! I'm staring at a wall! And at the end of the day I'm almost always at this point where I have no mental spoons left and that means task queue is empty. My brain is tired and I'm powering down! I'm not even "going to bed" with all of the sub-steps that this entails like changing into pajamas and brushing my teeth, I'm just done for the day no more tasks the end.

So that stuff you can do as a habit is just another task on my to-do list requiring mental energy. Even resting is a task with its own requirements! And it leads to the constant feeling that I don't have enough time to do all the things I need to do, even when none of those things take very much time. It's just the task queue is so long! That's too many things! I can't add any more things, I don't have time! And managing the Task Queue is it's own task!

And if I get overloaded I'll dump the whole queue and go into Idle Mode. No thoughts, do nothing. And I'm in Idle Mode pretty frequently in the evenings which makes it look like I'm just lazy, to everyone in the world including me! No organization system can change this.

[vihyura]

truly

[snowflakeb0ttles]

[sagethegremlin]

[nessa007]

[alwayssc0nfus3d]

(Okay I can't add a video to a reblog which SUCKS but the context is here)

I know literally NOBODY cares but you guys. you GUYSSSS

the LAST ATTACK. no items left and only 11hp. (rouxls kaard voice) GOD. DAMN IT.

I've been at this for a WEEK you don't UNDERSTANDDDDD

sigh.

[alwayssc0nfus3d]

APPARENTLY I'VE LOST 11 HOURS TO THIS FIGHT IN TOTAL??? Obviously a lot of that will have been staring at the try again screen in despair BUT. that is a lot. i fear.

[alwayssc0nfus3d]

I FUCKING DID ITTT!!! LETS GOOOO On day 8 and with 15 hours spent on this boss.. it's finally over omg

[these-are-not-my-titties]

our own patron saint of one way trips

[nanalite]

IRON LUNG for @seraph-draws-stuff ☆

[r2x2]

The Amnesty International report that JK Rowling is trying to censor through legal threats.

It can also be found on Google Drive here and on Bluesky here.

[meowkittyplier]

Simon wit a kitty cat💕💕💕💕

(don’t ask me how i randomly got really good at drawing simon cause i genuinely dont fujcing know)

[kevytmaitohorsma]

Reblog this photo of a käpylehmä to have a käpylehmä in your blog

It's a trick! If you reblog you get TWO käpylehmäs in your blog!

[kevytmaitohorsma]

They're traditional Finnish toys, little cows made out of spruce cones, on their way to see the world from one tumblr blog to another

[no-one-offical]

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[alwayssc0nfus3d]

(Okay I can't add a video to a reblog which SUCKS but the context is here)

I know literally NOBODY cares but you guys. you GUYSSSS

the LAST ATTACK. no items left and only 11hp. (rouxls kaard voice) GOD. DAMN IT.

I've been at this for a WEEK you don't UNDERSTANDDDDD

sigh.

[alwayssc0nfus3d]

APPARENTLY I'VE LOST 11 HOURS TO THIS FIGHT IN TOTAL??? Obviously a lot of that will have been staring at the try again screen in despair BUT. that is a lot. i fear.

[alwayssc0nfus3d]

(Okay I can't add a video to a reblog which SUCKS but the context is here)

I know literally NOBODY cares but you guys. you GUYSSSS

the LAST ATTACK. no items left and only 11hp. (rouxls kaard voice) GOD. DAMN IT.

I've been at this for a WEEK you don't UNDERSTANDDDDD

sigh.