dalliance

strut your ass as you walk away

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text;; buttercup💚👊

Payt: i'm sorry...i don't mean to "fuck you up"

Payt: say anything

Payt: i do feel that way..you just disappeared on me

Payt: i miss you too buttercup

Payt: i just don't know if i can drop everything for getaway in Miami

Payt: i got this new job in a hospital and could i really just get up and leave harry? or louis? or niall? or just a bunch of people

Alyssa: I meant that as in bc you're the one who's tellin me to stop apologizing lmao I was just kidding because you're possibly the best thing to have happened to me.

Alyssa: I have nothing to say so idk what you want me to do.

Alyssa: I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. it was a spur of the moment thing and like my parents shipped me off to Miami to get experience at their friend's law firm and shit so that's what I'm currently doing? sorta. I mean I'm messing this up too just like everything else but yah.

Alyssa: you don't have to, I mean it was just an idea. Do whatever you think is right for you.

Alyssa: you did? that's great, babe. It's nice to have someone to stay for. So do you, babe. The offer still stands for whenever you get overwhelmed though.

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text;; buttercup💚👊

Payt: stop apologizing..

Payt: just- talk to me so we can figure out what's wrong with you together

Payt: i'm still going to worry about you regardless of what you say, it's what i do

Payt: it feels like you are..

Payt: could i really come? just leave this house..for good?

Payt: i don't know if running away from my problems would be the best outlet but i really miss you..

Alyssa: you really have fucked me up.

Alyssa: idk what to say...

Alyssa: I'm not though. I promise. you're only person who is genuinely there for me and I'm not pushing you away or trying to and I'm sorry if you feel that way.

Alyssa: yes, please come. it doesn't have to be for good like you can go back anytime you want?

Alyssa: it can have an open return date if you want so that nothing's like set in stone and shit.

Alyssa: I really fucking miss you payt..

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text;; buttercup💚👊

Payt: you can do it without them !! why are you underestimating yourself?

Payt: not to mention you haven't answered my texts in days..i was so worried

Payt: you aren't coming back? but- but no i need you

Payt: everyone else is shutting me out of their lives please don't be another one of them..

Alyssa: I can't..I tried.

Alyssa: I'm sorry like I honestly dk what's going on rn with me I'm so confused about like everything and I'm out of it most of the time. I'm sorry.

Alyssa: you don't have to worry about me. I've always been alright.

Alyssa: I'm not shutting you out of my life, babe. I just. idk.

Alyssa: it's just... I'm in Miami rn and I hadn't realized how much I missed it like everything is so much easier here. You should come!!

Alyssa: you should totally come like please come🎊

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text;; buttercup💚👊

Payt: you aren't being a spoiled brat for wanting to fix things with your parents

Payt: i would happily deal with your shit

Payt: i like it better than dealing with my own problems

Payt: i don't think you need them. You can be independent. Find a job. I can be your family.

Payt: but I'm your friend and have an obligation to know when you're packing your bags. I have enough room on my plate for you.

Alyssa: no I meant I'm being a spoiled brat by not fixing it idk

Alyssa: I won't want that for you.

Alyssa: I can't get a job, Payton. I literally have no experience in anything and idk I just.. maybe they were right. Like no I'm sure they were. I can't do it without them but you know what, they said I wouldn't survive a week and I survived months.

Alyssa: you already are my family.

Alyssa: I'm sorry. I know I fucked up by not telling you. I'm sorry.

Alyssa: I don't think I'm gonna come back like idk for how long like I can't give you a date but yah. I just thought you should know.

Alyssa: I'm sorry..

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Text | brunette babe 👅💋

madison: ............

madison: do you want to talk about it?

Alyssa: idk what to talk about like idk

Alyssa: I'll see you around sometime, alright?

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Text | brunette babe 👅💋

madison: care to enlighten me on where the fuck you are?

madison: because frankly, I need some really good loving for all the stress I have right now

Alyssa: idk

Alyssa: i don't know what i'm doing

[madisonevxns-blog]

Madison looked at her with a shrug, “Someone who gives me food and loving.”

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“So basically I’m totally worth your time?” She asked smugly with a raised brow.

[ajokay]

Aj captured the picture when she went back and nodded, setting the camera down. “I didn’t mean to seem weird about it. I swear, I live here. I’m Aj.”

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Alyssa let out a small chuckle and shook her head softly. “What are you, like those immature photographers that take pictures of anything? Or I’m just too beautiful to let slip by?” She teased with a small smirk. “Cool, Aj. I’m Alyssa. Does that stand for anything or do you just have rad parents?”

[xwes]

“He was not the fucking face of the Ninja Turtles. I think you need to reevaluate your childhood. Leonardo was always “the leader.” Power Rangers are shit. Every goddamn episode is the same. There’s a bad guy; they can’t defeat him at first; bad guy gets super huge with some trippy ass steroids; power rangers morph and defeat the bad guy. Every fucking episode. Because you are in love with an animated mutant ninja turtle,” he said, answering her rhetorical question with a smirk. “I’m the Taylor Swift of that role. I’m fucking winning all the awards in every category. “Fitting in” requires effort I don’t want to give.”

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“Riiiight,” She drawled out in thought before chuckling. “That is actually very true, holy shit. I don’t know why I used to watch that shit. Maybe there was just something exciting in people having secret lives and shit. I’m so not in love with an animated mutant ninja turtle. But even if I was, he was the coolest animated mutant ninja turtle.” She stated with a small shrug. “Well then I guess that would make me the Beyonce of the role? People believe I’m much more deserving of it. I don’t think you’d have to put that much effort in, don’t worry.”

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— text ; alyssa 🐷

Kasey: i could've seen that one coming, couldn't i?

Kasey: Better safe than sorry.

Alyssa: you totally could've lmao

Alyssa: that is very very true like it's more like common sense bc why would anyone wanna be sorry yk?

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Text: Alyssa

Sam: I don't understand what is happening.

Alyssa: yo I literally have no idea who you are but it was the perfect time to sing a Jay Sean song so I obviously didn't let that chance slip by..

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text;; buttercup💚👊

Payt: I know you and Harry don't necessarily get along..and I'm sorry for ranting about my situation. I hope he doesn't hurt me again either..it would then be 4 times.

Payt: Yes you would have. I would have helped you. We could get an apartment somewhere and live together, it'll be just like UNI.

Payt: I've been trying to apply for this job program at a nearby Animal hospital..but I don't know.

Payt: You don't need them if they treat you badly but if this is something you think is right for your future than I respect you.

Payt: I can't believe you didn't call me...just because I'm not at the house doesn't mean I wouldn't be there for you..if you called and asked me to come back because you needed someone to talk to I would have came..

Alyssa: it's not about Harry and I, it's about you. and you have nothing to apologize for.

Alyssa: you have enough shit to deal with and my shit isn't even like /proper/ shit. I'm just being a spoilt brat honestly.

Alyssa: yah? well the need degree is gonna do you some good!!

Alyssa: I wish I didn't need them.

Alyssa: I'm sorry I know I should've but idk you have enough on your plate payton.

[itscamilizer]

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@AlyGar: Shoutout Miami for havin' so many foreign babes..

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Text: Open

Sam: I wish everything would stop hurting. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Also I need some soup and cocoa.

Alyssa: I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired it's you that I'm missinggggg

[ajokay]

“–Hey, wait! Go back to what you were doing. I want to take a picture.”

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Alyssa paused in her tracks and turned around at the voice, with furrowed eyebrows she turned back and faced away from him with a slightly bewildered expression. “We okay?” She asked with a small chuckle.

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— text ; alyssa 🐷

Kasey: i'm glad you're aware

Kasey: okay, got it, so.. pepperoni?

Alyssa: ofc i am

Alyssa: yahhh that's always the safest choice

[madisonevxns-blog]

“Well duh it looks pretty, it’s my hair,” she said, “Now are we going to stand here and talk or are we going to do something worth my time?

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Alyssa rolled her eyes with a small smile on her face. “Yeah yeah,” she muttered. “Well Miss, what’s worth your time?”