this whole thing sucks but at least i can definitely say that i do have a soulmate, even if we cant be together
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this whole thing sucks but at least i can definitely say that i do have a soulmate, even if we cant be together
lol uhm okay is it just me or do yāall just get this instant turn on when a dude wears a necklace or like a chain or some shit like sir that is definitely it
job application: describe your most recent leadership role
me: sometimes at crosswalks iām the first one to start jaywalking and everyone follows me
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Lmao so uhm I took clen for my workout today because I wanted to try it out and unfortunately I had a really bad reaction ahahah!
So syempre sumbong ako agad to my mans pero nag hesitate muna ako kasi papagalitan ako. But then it got worse so I finally texted him and told it jokingly. To my surprise ang bilis ng reply but I got more scared because he told me right away to measure my blood pressure and go home so he can pick me up. But of course I did alla that because I didnt know what to do and he does.
So he picks me up churva churva and we went to his house. I havent seen him in 2 weeks so medyo shook ako nung nakita ko sya. Anyways, medyo matagal pa nga ako naghintay sa bahay bago ako pick upin tapos inexplain nya kung bakit. He went to the store first to get a blood pressure monitor and some ingredients to cook food for me bc apparently I didnt eat enough and its supposed to help. So he went on to measure everything and kept track of it every 2 hrs. He didnt want to send me to the hospital for obvious reasons so he just kept me at his house. I felt bad because alam ko na he needed to study, we both have hard courses this semester so we barely see or talk to each other. So I told him na he can just study in between the 2 hours while I lie down so at least he can finish his shit. And then sabi ba naman, āI know youād rather cuddle me than just lie down and watch netflix.ā š„ŗš Honestly it did help me too. He kept telling me to breathe properly and kept monitoring my heart rate to make sure it does slow down. My wittle heart and the little things that he does uWu.
He made me sleepover there and he stayed up until 2 am just to make sure Iām okay. He does this on a daily basis, like checking up on me. Pero syempre hindi na kami diba so I just kind of accepted na some things wont be the same anymore and that I really wont hear him say Ily or Imy mga ganung chuchu. Itās very reassuring na kahit hindi ko marinig yung mga mismong salita na yun eh he still never fails to show it. That he still treats me as his girlfriend really and its more like weāre just going through some growing pains in a relationship. If itās possible I feel more loved and I feel that I just love him more.
PS: I kept insisting na he can just study while I watch netflix and he kinda pouted and said āI was gonna make a charcuterie board and my famous mexican bowl so we can eat together :(ā MAMSIR EWAN KO SAYO INIWAN LANG KITA NG 2 WEEKS MAY PA-CHARCUTERIE BOARD PA AHAHAHA.
Miss lang kita. Yun lang.
The more confident you are in something, the more it hurts when youāre wrong. Which slowly makes us reluctant to trust anything- even our own gut feelings. Because when youāre sure of something and it doesnāt happen how you thought, it feels like you betrayed yourself. āHow could I be so wrong?ā These expectations and the hope that we gave ourselves- we did that, we gave ourselves all this hope when we shouldnāt have, and then we got hurt. So subconsciously we wonāt let ourselves have that much hope the next time. Thatās how getting hurt slowly destroys us. We get less and less optimistic and hopeful the more we get hurt. But no matter what, we canāt let ourselves get destroyed like that, we have to bounce back. Even if we never come completely back each time.
the older I get the more dog I become
obsessed with being given affection and being told im doing a good job⦠losing my damn mind every time I get to go for a nice walk
TERRIFIED of the doorbell
gently pressing your head against your loverās back while they cut vegetables, your lover sitting on the kitchen counter while you talk about your day at work and wait for the water to boil, giving them little pecks while they stir the vegetables, eating the food together, washing the dishes together⦠you know what i mean
2:47 am
I canāt tell you how much I miss you and that I love you but I know that you know it.
You never failed to show me that you still care about me and how Iām still a part of your life. But I miss hearing you say āI love youā and āI miss youā every night or every time you drop me off. I want to hear those words so bad, but I know I wonāt.
Iāve learned from my mistakes. I know my place. I just canāt wait to see you again. Goodnight.
Kala ko talaga wala nang mas rurupok sakin, pero kahit sa karupukan tinatalo ako neto.
Sabi ba naman 3 months pa bago kami magkita uli kasi magiging busy kami sa school. Aba 3 days palang hindi na kinaya, nag-goodnight ako tapos biglang nagtanong kung gusto ko mag sleep over ulit. Aba inakit pa ako ng lasagna kasi nagluluto siya. Pasalamat sya marupok din ako, syempre punta naman ako.
Walang tiis-tiis dito.
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Todayās supposed to be our 6th month :( Hope youāre studying well. I love you.
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December 31, 2019 / āWith Tinder you only get lucky onceā I canāt even begin to explain what a whirlwind this year has been. The year felt long yet somehow also very short. It was just a full-on mess. But thank god that I met angel. Angel is such an endearing name and it just suits him well kahit na heās the actual devilās spawn. Pero grabe fren nakahanap ako ng katapat ko. Nakahanap ako ng kasing bobo ko at nasa same level ng katarantaduhan ko. That wasnāt the only thing that we had in common, in fact almost everything is the same. And as soon as I started to get to know him more, everything just connected. We broke each otherās boundaries. We were a lot of āfirstsā for each other. Heās that first intake of breath you take after suffocating for so long and it surprised me that he felt the same way about me. Iāve found someone who I can be with indefinitely and not get tired of. We can just talk and talk and talk and we wouldnāt even know it was already the day after. He treated me with respect. In summary, meeting angel was just surreal. Every day with you feels like date night. We do the same shit every day but it sure is better with you. 8 has and always have been my lucky number and itās just absolutely crazy how I met you on the 8th and you became mine also on the 8th. I love you. Always.
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Lmao bruh 2 years na since last ako nag open ng tumblr nakakaloka! And all of my entries on here for the past decade....... bitch.