𝕽𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖆𝖑❜𝕿𝖍𝖔𝖗

𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐑𝐏 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 ❞ 𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲, 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨? ❞ 𝕽𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖆𝖑❜𝕿𝖍𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖗𝖆𝖌𝖔𝖓 𝕽𝖊𝖇𝖔𝖗𝖓 private & selective ! mature content warning & not spoiler free ! written by lisa est.: 19.06.2021 [under construction] [I have a wheel of time sideblog: x.]

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𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 !

𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐒   ➤   𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐈

    This is an independent, private and selective portrayal of Rand al’Thor from The Wheel of Time book series and the upcoming Amazon Prime version. With the tv show coming out soon, and me still being in the process of reading the books, additional information will be added whenever it’s available to me. Due to the nature of the books and Rands whole journey and struggle with mental health, this blog features a major content warning. 

    This blog won’t be spoiler free, though I’ll try to tag things with “twot spoilers.” for the show and “wot spoilers.” for book related content.

    Please know that I am a slow roleplayer. I will draft everything but won’t churn out replies on here. (I also study game design atm and it will always come first.) Tell me if you want me to drop the way I stylize my replies in our threads, and I’ll be happy to accommodate and make things more accessible. Please also let me know if you need something tagged.

Lisa  |  25+ |  she / her  |  GMT+1  |  mutuals only.

CARRD (Guidelines, Bio)

you may know me from vampirespawn and other blogs.

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ooc.     small notice to say that the last day of exams is over now and i fucked it up cause i wasn’t able to finish everything, but nevertheless, i’ll take a week of a breather to just come down and let my brain marinate in its dysfunction and then i’ll sort my shit out on here. apologies for the silence, can only handle one crisis at a time.

[amansyndai]

ooc.     again apologies for inactivity, we are in the last stretches of finishing our little game cause on the 7/8th of february we will have to hold our presentation infront of a jury, so everything is a lil bit stressful. i have been writing on drafts, but not yet finished them.

have a small look at how much has changed tho. (the mushrooms have glowing particles moving around them, but this is only a screenshot.)

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ooc.     gonna work on my to-do list today and overhaul this blog a bit. especially now that i changed my url.

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for anyone who doesn’t mind spoilers in regards to the books, it’s been weeks and i’m still not over this part of the great hunt. (apologies for the format, wasn’t able to get it better. though multiverses are canon, take from that all the plot ideas. also if you watched the show, it shouldn’t be too spoilery for you - if you know who the dragon reborn is. click on the pics if you need it bigger to read or open them in a new window (it should be 9).)

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ooc.     short update that i’ll hopefully should have more time this weekend to finally do some writing, if I don’t feel too bad cause obviously I had to catch a cold (seriously my luck is never running out). buuut, have the finished map that i have worked on for our student game project under the cut. (finished for now, cause before i place the enemies and upgrades etc, i have to test it out for functionality first. ie if all the jumps are even possible with our settings etc. also please know this is the very first time i even designed a level for any game.)

[naughtyandnicerpmemes]

Reblog this if you like seeing me on your dash

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𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐒   ➤   𝐀𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐈

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𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

debate if i should change my url to amansyndai

finish/set up tags

set up navi page

finish up icons / finish up the next batch of icons

finish a new promo

new mobile header

new sidebar for theme

finish up banners (ask, replies, divider)

fix up carrd

write up bigger biography

write up timeline

write up relationships to other characters

write up/set up verses

write up what to keep/what to change re show vs book 

work on replies for starters

work on asks

finish reading the great hunt

write up lore info posts (for myself and others)

plot with people

work on gifs / moodboards / screenshots

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ooc.     not me losing my mind over my fellow student in the group cause our map is way too big and we don’t have nearly enough assets to make it look good and also i have to be the one who actually puts all our “assets” in there and design the level itself in this map and my buddy, my guy, we only have two group project weeks left! i won’t be able to make this!!

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ooc.     will be posting a to-do list later on and try to finally put some writing up on this blog this week. but we are back at project week at uni, i also have to design our levels for our metroidvania game, so we’ll see how spent i’ll be at the end of the day.

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because i am someone who just likes using icons, i’ll be using a different fc for min farshaw over on my multi (once it’s finished) until i have more of kae alexander, or also until i know what direction they’ll take with her in the show. (more under cut)

(icon coloring etc is not the final version, this is just to show the fc for now.)

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this is a social experiment reblog this if u were rping on tumblr before 2016

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&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬. 

(  a  mix  of  fluff  and  angst  for  all  your  shipping  needs.  )

❛ you look happier. ❜

❛ they’re teaching me to kill, but who’s teaching me to love? ❜

❛ it’s hard to sit here and be close to you and not kiss you. ❜

❛ you left like i was never a reason to stay. ❜

❛ i never craved attention until i tasted yours. ❜

❛ if i kissed you, i don’t think i’d be able to stop. ❜

❛ you had my heart before i could say no. ❜

❛ but friends don’t look at each other like we do. ❜

❛ i like you. a lot. like a lot, a lot. ❜

❛ you’d look cuter holding my hand, but whatever. ❜

❛ they say you’re dangerous, but you’re my safe. ❜

❛ you are the peace i crave in this chaotic world. ❜

❛ i need you, you idiot. ❜

❛ i’d be yours, if you asked. ❜

❛ what’s meant to be will always find a way. ❜

❛ i never planned to have you on my mind this often. ❜

❛ you still live in the silences between my thoughts. ❜

❛ we’re not perfect, but we’re perfect for each other. ❜

❛ with a heart like that, you deserve the world. ❜

❛ i will look for you in every lifetime until we finally stay. ❜

❛ it’ll always be you. ❜

❛ i am yours. no refunds. ❜

❛ meet me in my dreams and stay for a while. ❜

❛ please don’t let me forget your voice. ❜

❛ i am in love with a moment we never had. ❜

❛ you steady me and stir me all at once. ❜

❛ i never want to stop making memories with you. ❜

❛ what i have with you, i don’t want with anyone else. ❜

❛ you smile a lot more since we’ve met. ❜

❛ do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? ❜

❛ i may not be your first, but i want to be your last. ❜

❛ i have passed by many eyes, but i only got lost in yours. ❜

❛ i’m pretty sure i didn’t meet you for nothing. ❜

❛ for you, i’ll risk it all. ❜

❛ i’m happiest when i’m with you. ❜

❛ i wonder what i look like in your eyes. ❜

❛ you’re important to me, you piece of shit. ❜

❛ and now you’re a stranger with all my secrets. ❜

❛ it terrifies me what i would do for you. ❜

❛ anywhere with you is everywhere i want to be. ❜

❛ my soul just wants to be closer to yours. ❜

❛ you’re still my person, even if i’m no longer yours. ❜

❛ you didn’t just break promises, you broke me. ❜

❛ some people search their whole lives for what i found in you. ❜

❛ you return like autumn and i fall every time. ❜

❛ i think about kissing you all the time. ❜

❛ maybe i’ll see you in another life if this one wasn’t enough. ❜

❛ the most beautiful part is, i wasn’t even looking when i found you. ❜

❛ your eyes hold everything my heart thirsts for. ❜

❛ you are enough. a thousand times enough. ❜

❛ a sky full of stars, and i’d still watch you. ❜

❛ i broke my rules for you. ❜

❛ you give me fireflies. ❜

❛ in your eyes, i found gravity. ❜

❛ you have no idea how much i like you. ❜

❛ my heart is so full of you i can hardly call it my own. ❜

❛ so do right people with wrong timing get a second chance? ❜

❛ i pushed everyone away because they weren’t you. ❜

❛ you were worth the wait. ❜

❛ c’mon, we’d look cute together. ❜

❛ if you take care of everyone, who takes care of you? ❜

❛ i think i might be in some kind of love with you. ❜

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YOUR  HEART  IS  MADE  OF  STEEL  &  YOUR  SKIN  OF  DRAGON  SCALES.  YOU  ARE  MORE  THAN  DIVINE  ─  YOU  ARE  INFINITE.