Amara_Amara

18. MDNI. this is a blog for 18+ content. I try to write fanfics on ao3, and sometimes create theories. @kyra-ra is my art blog.

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Introduction page? Masterlist?

Minors, shoo shoo. I don't want you here. this is a blog with NSFW content, in Fandoms that are strictly 18+. please respect that.

This is my fanfic blog (and main account ;-;). Call me Amara. I've been on Tumblr since 2020 (6 years) but still don't know how to do stuff lmao.

Headcanon posts/scenarios:

General headcanons (all)

Fic ideas I'm trying to work on or haven't started/planned.😩😭 (but somehow have an idea for a title???) Just ideas for myself in case I want to write. Not guaranteed to be written.

★ = started/working on. ● = completed

Matchmaker route: MC tries to get Harlequin and Pierrot together instead😋🍏 (Harlequin/Pierrot) (Maybe Harlequin/Pierrot/MC)

M and C: Pierrot gets saved by a couple instead. M— and C—. (2 MCs/Pierrot)

★"little Moth...": monster reader protecting MC from the circus (slowburn GNReader/Jester) ao3 and wattpad

Big (virgin) guy(s): Doctor and Pierrot FUCK🤤🩸platonically ofc. As friends. Nothing says friendship like being 9+ inches deep in your friend's virgin guts. (Doctor/Pierrot)

Reanimation: MC performs necromancy (by request of Columbina's ghost), binding Columbina's spirit to a new vessel. (Yan! Columbina/MC)

"I'm sorry...": Harlequin almost fucking dies bc Pierrot got carried away and used wayyy too much force. Also 'cause it's mandatory to put Harlequin in torture city. (Pierrot/Harlequin Angst)

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Younger Pierrot trying his best to keep a younger Harlequin warm during cold nights. Preventing the other from getting as cold as the icy rivers

Younger Pierrot being in love with Columbina and barely sticking by Harlequin during those cold days anymore, instead chasing to win over Columbina.

Younger Pierrot feeling a spark of something (jealousy) when seeing Doctor warm up Harlequin. Seeing Harlequin stay so close to warmth that he used to provide.

Hehehe >:)

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I wonder what their mating calls would sound like

Would hearing a mating call from another's tent get them riled up?

Would one of them scramble to the other's tent before another member? 'Last one there is a rotten egg' style?

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Jester really is the perfect example for people who say they like purple.

With the fact that everything about this man is purple, from his tent to his hair, I'm assuming his skin/fur/exoskeleton/whatever is also purple. His horns def have a purple sheen.

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Doctor as the scariest, and thinking he's too scary.... hmmm.....

He probably does the pelican thing and push his spine out his mouth to cool off or yawn, doesn't he? It'd be cool as fuck if he can do that.

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Harlequin setting up a new hair care routine for MC because their damaged curls was bothering him.

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I should make a tfc oc that wants the boss carnally

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I can actually do it now😛

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A beautiful vision of a ftm younger Doctor having gender euphoria from his feathers gaining a new color/pattern and proudly showing a younger Harlequin.

I also think Doc should gain the features of a greater sage grouse so we can hear those fat fuckin tits clapping in the distance.

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I should make a tfc oc that wants the boss carnally

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Doctor/Pierrot thingy bc AAAAFFGGHH I WANT TO READ SOMETHING ABOUT THIS RAREPAIR🥺 —sincerely, a multishipper/polycircus enjoyer

Might delete later if embarrassment catches up to me.

I want to see Doctor lose his composure for once, gripping something so hard it breaks from Pierrot just ramming into him in a craze of pleasure at having something he can finally thrust into without difficulty or much worry.

I need to see Pierrot thrash around in pleasure from having the largest one inside him, rearranging his guts in such a pleasurable way. Doctor taking note of every reaction and accommodating while he starts to lose himself from being able to fit inside something and have it be enjoyable.

They can fit inside eachother without worrying about causing significant damage. Both are virgins, so it's extra sensitivity from both sides. Could you imagine the fluffy aftercare??? I can't see a world where both of them don't do aftercare in their own ways. Doctor tending to any wounds, massaging sore muscles, getting water for the other (as sex is physically draining), and cleaning up to prevent health risks or infections. Pierrot making food for both of them (aftersex munchies), getting water, cuddling, whispers of 'thank you's and appreciation.

Yeah.... I'll see myself out with this one✌mb

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Jester and Harlequin would love ao3

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I don't use descriptive words to say 'very noisy' or 'very pretty'. I replace 'very', and if it doesn't work well into the sentence, I START OVER

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Jester/Pierrot but also onesided Jester/Ticket Taker.

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My Headcanons for TFC

Ft. Pierrot, Harlequin, TicketTaker, Jester, Doctor, and Columbina

Tw: a tad spicy/suggestive, Cute Harlequin?!, mention of vomit in Pierrot's headcanon. Sorry in advance <3

A/N: someone give these traumatized lil Crayola crayons weighted blankets.

Masterlist

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Pierrot:

Your dirty button up is now his pillowcase.

When he was younger, he would bump horns with Harlequin to show affection/wanting to play.

He'd suck it up sloppy style, and by 'it' I mean your peanits, or puhhy, or nipples. Whatever you prefer.

Great Dane thinks he's a lap dog

If you happen to go swimming with him, he'd hold you like a precious stone, having you on top of him while he floats on his back (projecting Otter behavior on him)

Thinking about puppy Pierrot reminded me of when my brother threw up years ago and our dog was eating it off the floor. I think Pierrot might be gross like that if you/MC happen to spew in a bag. Will be given the most disgusted looks by everyone except Doctor.

Might be into foodplay. Might put his cum in the food/drink for MC.

If there was a possibility he and MC could have a healthy child (very unlikely), he wouldn't want MC to carry and be in the excruciating, life-ending pain of having a half monster baby tearing up their insides (and possibility eating them from the inside out. Iykyk)

In Doctor's medical tent, whispering while looking down, flushed, Fidgeting with his hands: "Would.... would it hypothetically be possible for me to.... carry a half human baby...?"

Liked mud when he was young.... he doesn't know if he still does or not since he doesn't want to make his costume heavy. It's been a while since he's— "no."

Harlequin:

Type of guy that'll sleep in cabinets if it's comfy enough.

Hypersexual (who would've known?)

Prolly ate paint or sucked the juice out markers when he first encountered art supplies like that.

Laughs in serious situations as a way to deflect emotions or minimize an issue as much as possible, to at least fool himself.

He loves the heat and warm air, but doesn't like wearing his clothes in said weather. He just wants to properly bask in the sun and soak himself in water </3

He sheds. Lowkey kinda like an external period if you think about it, but instead of severe cramps/pain, it's severe itchiness, especially under those clothes. All day.

He'd love piercings. Nipple piercings whether Guy or gal is getting him going. He'd like anything that's considered rebellious by human standards, honestly.

He'd like getting his horns massaged and cared for, but he doesn't know that yet🤫

He has a slit that's like a cunt, inside is where his hemipenes are located.

When he sleeps, his tongue pokes out. Doctor has gently pulled it out more. It's cute. Blep.

Ticket Taker:

Hates physical touch unless he's the one initiating.

Demiromantic.

Most likely memorized every colour and shade of each members clothes. You'll have to pull up ibis paint or smth. He'll say some bs like "730194" when at a fabric store, making everyone's life harder.

Will never bottom for anyone, let alone a disgusting human, but he'll happily bottom for Jester, ecstatic even✌

Often pushes his own limits as a way to prove himself capable. He's not weak. He is in control. He has authority. He— ahem

He'd start coughing and wheezing if he bit a hot cheeto. VictorianChildCore. Acting like he did the Cinnamon challenge. Then the bag would be given to Harlequin.

He's the father. Father's day is celebrated by the others.

Has issues with specific textures. Nails scratching glass.

Only wears old style shoes (shoes with resources like real leather, cork, and wood.). They work better and offer more stability than modern shoes. "Old is gold."

Cheap asf. Will buy off-brands and knockoffs. "We have _ at home. It tastes the same." It doesn't, he might be taste blind.

Jester:

Fights world wars with his hair. Its a love-hate relationship that's mostly hate. After 24 hours, scalp starts to become greasy. (Never running out of cooking oil)

Lord help him if he has a bad night of sleep and wakes up with a basketball sized tangle in the middle of his hair— wears a silk bonnet when sleeping.

Was 100% called slurs all throughout his life in and outside the circus, ESPECIALLY after his costume change.

I like spider Jester. Jester was probably having limbs torn off and trying to feed the others. Starvation prevented him from regenerating those limbs, leaving permanent damage.

He feels phantom pain from where his lost limbs used to be. Sometimes he attempts to move a limb that no longer exists.

I feel like he's unable to cry. Just cannot cry even if he needs or wants to. Definitely trauma-based.

Chronic head pain. C'mon. 6 horns is a lot. That headache has to hurt like hell.

The two horns on the front of his head can't grow any further. Or are they just constantly trimmed?

He's the mother. Mothers day is celebrated by the others.

Pets the other members when they do a good job. No exceptions. TT might get a little kiss.

Doctor:

Beds are usually too small for the tall bird. They're uncomfortable, they failed at their only purpose. Sad. Not even good enough to tear apart for a nest.

His wings are clipped and damaged.

His beak is sensitive in the same way people have sensitive teeth.

The goggles of his mask are actually "prescribed" lenses. He has the worst vision possible, so they're thick enough to be used as goggles— that's why he doesn't take the mask off.

The lenses themself are tinted cyan, enhanced by the glowing of his cyan eyes. The lenses are slightly tinted to alter what blood looks like so he doesn't go off the rails. Doesn't work, but does help. He has another mask with fully tinted goggles, that's his medical mask laying in his medical tent.

Would be happy to let his partner on top. He doesn't trust himself to be on top of someone— human or monster.

A massage from this guy would feel heavenly, he knows all the right spots as a self-taught doctor and has the strength for all the pressure your eed.

Free hysterectomy, free bottom/top surgery, and biology teacher. W Doctor in the comments. Your safety is not 100% guaranteed. He can get a little quirky when he sees blood.

Because he and his family are constantly moving, he can't make a proper nest. Or he makes a good nest that needs to be taken apart (he can get a little sad about that.)

He'd find cute stuffed animals and treat them like chicks (the chonk plush of you too). He doesn't want kids. It's just a comfort thing. (Totally not me projecting my dead dog onto Doctor. Nooo.... never....)

Columbina (will most likely change after the Columbina AMA):

Not half human. Just short-clawed like TT.

Columbina is a monster, so I headcanon that she reabsorbs her uterine lining. Only 1.6% of mammals shed their uterine lining, the others reabsorb it.

Demisexual. If she has a partner, she'll prefer to use her hands, small tentacles, or toys on them. She doesn't like genital to genital contact.

Being a kind, feminine, weaker monster doesn't mean she's going to be like a petite Y/N with Pierrot and the circus as her CEOs and mafia bosses. She's treated delicately, but not like glass. Like adult dogs playing with puppies.

She'll prefer to stalk from a distance when MC is in public, similar to Harlequin. She doesn't want to look like a creep, but wants to make sure her precious yellow apple (MC) is safe. She wouldn't drug MC, believing that will just push her apple further away and make them scared.

Knows flower language. she thought it would be useful and cute. Useful— so she doesn't accidentally say 'I hate you and you smell like shit' using flowers.

She'd wear a long skirt that has built in shorts. Those are the best kind of skirts.

She knows how to bake. It's just following directions afterall. Cooking is another story. She starts stressing out. It's worse if she decides to do her own thing AND if Harlequin is present (just his presence). "Why is the steak breathing?" Must be supervised at all costs while in the kitchen.

Over the years, she made/remade stuffed animals of herself and the others as round, chonky blobs (shares with Doctor and Pierrot). You are a new addition to the collection, which is frequently taken by Pierrot and/or Harlequin. She was forced to make a dozen copies in record time because the original was torn up (fought over) and covered in "unknown" fluids. Now everyone has a mini you whether they wanted it or not.

Columbina is the slightly annoying little sister in the found family. Nothing too bad. She'll pretend to not know something and have mom and dad (Jester and TT) explain or repeat themselves. Maybe switch items around. Nothing that'll cause problems, unlike Harlequin.

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Harlequin -> green apple

Pierrot -> red apple

MC -> yellow apple

Jester -> star apple

TT -> white apple

Columbina -> ghost ap– I mean— pink pearl apple 😀

Doctor -> black diamond apple

All together, they are.... apple harvest? Apple tree? The true apple pie? My Little Apples? Polyapples? Idfk. I had like— 20 more tags I could've added (the ships) smh

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First off, happy birthday to Harlequin🥳🥳

2nd. I feel like I'm going mental, because he and Columbina look VERY similar to me. Hooves, tentacles, and horn shape.

I know , I chose bad colours for text and lines, sry </3

Mild drawn gore under cut!

I CANNOT be the only one who sees it, PLEASE 😩

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I finally got the first chapter of the moth reader out👍🥲 hopefully the links work! If not, the fic is called "what a brave moth". Might change that title later, but it's fine (-w-)

Wattpad link

Ao3 link