AMI

going through stuff so i'm writing poetry now

[amareami]

forget pronouns can i be a conniving son of a bitch please

[amareami]

instant mashed potatoes are my life.

[amareami]

i’m convinced i could totally do a backflip if i really committed but not convinced enough to actually do it

[amareami]

you are always more likely to cry because of a loved one than an enemy.

- ami, 04.28.24.

[amareami]

I gave you above and beyond the bare minimum, just so maybe you’d think, “I wanna do more than this so she can feel this way too.” At some point I let go of the bare minimum too.

- ami, 4.30.24

[amareami]

you are never the bad person for wanting to be loved. you’re never the bad person for loving being loved. it’s only when you don’t return it that you are.

- ami, 04.21.24.

[amareami]

i seek out things that remind me of you so that when i cry, i can still feel connected to you again in some stupid way

- ami, 4.30.24 ( post 🔭 )

[amareami]

i’d started setting myself on fire hoping you’d see a spark from the reflection of your glasses in my eyes

- ami, 04.24.24. ( mid 🔭 )

[amareami]

i miss when thinking about turning over in bed to kiss you in the morning was a genuine possibility

- ami, 4.13.24. ( mid? post? 🔭 )

[amareami]

i knew i was done for when i started to accept that maybe i will “waste the best years of my life” in one relationship

- ami, 4.14.24. ( mid 🔭 )

[amareami]

the only future where i lived past 30 was the one with you in it.

- ami, 4.6.24. ( post 🔭 )

[amareami]

if i ever had a tv show, i know which shots i’d want to represent our friendship

- ami, 4.8.24. ( for 🐞 & 🐛 )

[amareami]

i seek out things that remind me of you so that when i cry, i can still feel connected to you again in some stupid way - ami, 3.?.24. ( post 🔭 )

[amareami]

I thought my life was just a big joke. I realized it wasn’t when april 1st passed and we were still broken up.

- ami, 04.16.24 ( post 🔭 )

[amareami]

I’ve always hated my body because it felt like it looked wrong. But when you touched me it was like there was nothing wrong in the first place.

- ami, 03.02.24. ( mid 🔭 )

[amareami]

I don’t want you to look at me anymore because I don’t want to make the mistake of thinking you could love me again

- ami, 03.31.24. ( post 🔭 )