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❛ are you okay . . . ? ❜ concern is written in her eyes, a frown tugging at her lips. she felt it too. the dismal energy around them. the darkness settling. meredith tilts her head, attempting to meet her stare. ❛ — come here, ❜ she says, before opening her arms to welcome her into an embrace. ╱ freesia !
coralie sank into her sister's arms like a ship sunk during a storm ( it was inevitable and she had to be safe, now ), her hands digging into meredy's clothes as she anchored herself. was she okay? she did not quite know. the campus was an unpleasant place on some days, when the darkness inched closer, and coralie needed people who were lighthouses --- those who shone bright even amidst the storms that surrounded them all.
meredy was a lighthouse of peerless brightness.
perhaps it was familiarity, perhaps it was the unshaken trust she had always placed in her twin --- coralie did not know for certain, she just knew that she felt less like driftwood, afloat on the muddied waves of other people's emotions when she was near her sister.
‘ ‘ thank you, ’ ’ she said softly as she gently batted aside a strand of meredy’s hair. ‘ ‘ it’s a bad week, isn’t it? i cannot help but feel like something will fall on us any moment. ’ ’
sanctidente ╱ sting eucliffe.
she took to his charade all too well. if he didn’t know any better, she was a master at reading people. such a thought wasn’t totally beyond the spectrum of possibilities. she was a mage who mastered in weaponizing of emotions — manipulating the physical and mental connections between others. sting would be lying if he said such a magic didn’t intimidate him. after all, he had too many emotions one could theoretically wield.
he felt his heart jump at how well this was going — meredy latching to his plan without protest. her thirst for knowledge was clearly more intense than he originally imagined. a forced smile held, nodding at her query, “ yeah, no sweat ! she . . . encouraged this little field trip. ” such a sad lie, but there was no turning back now. as soon as the card mage caught wind of his ruse, she would surely have his head. that would be a complication for another time.
sting quickly recognized where she was leading them. the train station — perfect. sacrifices needed to be made, but that didn’t mean he had to like it. his breath caught in his throat as he felt his muscles stiffen whilst they wait at the ticket counter. he only hoped she already knew about this unfortunate dragon slayer affliction, else this would be a mortifying discovery.
the white dragon didn’t speak until they were clear of the crowd. the less open communication, the better. it wasn’t until they found their way alone in their compartment that he was at enough ease to breathe. leaning back in his seat just across from her, he salutes her with a grin, “ nice acting — didn’t think you’d actually wanna play along. ” as he felt the locomotives engine ignite, his smile fades slightly. he sighs, holding his composure as the train set route to the capital of crocus. sting takes a steady inhale, eyes searching for the window — focusing on the passing landscape as they departed magnolia. it helped him manage his discomfort. as did other distractions. sting continues, “ so — meredy, right ? i’m guessing you know my name, if it’s not too bold to assume. ” his gaze wanders to find hers, meeting green eyes for a moment before he felt inclined to look back outside. “ and i swear i wasn’t trying to spy on you. but your interest in light magic — it just so happens to complement my own. figured we could help each other out. ”
after many years around ultear, meredy had learnt to be quick on her feet. to go with the flow, wherever it might go. it had been a useful skill to have --- both in grimoire heart and during her life as a fugitive. and she was no longer a leaf, aimlessly fluttering in air, her path charted by others. she was making her own path, was making her own choices. that had been why she had decided to get through the time as cana alberona’s charge with flying colours, even if that meant that she had to spend more time in magnolia than she was comfortable with.
watching sting who had definitely not told cana about this trip, she idly pressed her fingertips together. the fallout would be hopefully not too bad as there was no chance that she could claim to have actually bought sting’s statement --- the card mage was more perceptive than many others. well, she would cross that bridge once she got there, she supposed. ‘ ‘ no, i’m clearly sorano, ’ ’ she deadpanned as she folded her hands in her lap. ‘ ‘ well --- can’t say i’m thrilled that you listened in on what was meant a private conversation between my --- between ultear and me. however, it has happened. which means, clearly, that you owe me a secret now. ’ ’
she crossed her arms and cocked an eyebrow, quickly contemplating what her question would be. this was hardly one of the brilliant recoveries ultear was capable of, but meredy was not ultear. and that was a good thing. she was her own person. she was getting to be her own person now. whoever that would turn out to be. ‘ ‘ since you mentioned it, i’m curious about your quest for knowledge. my own is easily explained --- i think that some defensive magic would be a good addition to my arsenal, but last time i checked, you were doing pretty well for yourself, mr dragon slayer, ’ ’ she said as she rummaged around in her bag, searching for her notebook and her pen case; she was not going to show up at the council archives without material to take hundreds of notes. thankfully, both were where she had expected them to be and thus, she turned her focus back to sting and offered him a smile. ‘ ‘ but --- given what is about to happen once this train moves, you can answer in era. ’ ’
playful, she supposed. whoever she was becoming was going to be playful.
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sanctidente / sting.
@iiniquite ╱ meredy.
they were robbed of a proper introduction. only knowing one another by a fleeting passing acknowledgement or job association. sting spent more time with his designated crime sorciere partners than his own guild mates most days. he probably should have minded his own business — surely eavesdropping wouldn’t be tolerated or forgiven. they couldn’t hate him for his heightened sense of hearing, especially being a group of people that tolerated the poison dragon of all mages.
sting has his own quest of knowledge. it was just coincidental that such interest aligns with the youngest of the group — meredy. he didn’t want to approach her regarding her magical interests in private. such an act would be suspicious to the council, who was already cautious of crime sorciere having their reigns too loose.
opportunity knocks upon spotting a flash of pink within a crowd of magnolia. surely, she was around given her business with the fairy card keeper. he only hopes her assignment was concluded so that he may steal her attention.
❛ hey — there you are ! ready to go ? ❜ he approaches her, speaking loud enough for any keen listeners. assuredly, she wouldn’t rouse suspicion with a reintegration program veteran to accompany her. sting leans in to mutter, lest he ruin his charade. ❛ you want in to the council archives, right ? well — i might be your best ticket in. so if you’re interested, just play along ? ❜
the council archives --- someone with a more conventional upbringing might have gasped and bombarded the dragon slayer with countless questions, asking why he wanted to go there, asking how he knew that she was interested in this place. the latter, she feared, she might know the answer to as she had asked ultear whether or not the council archives would have the texts she was looking for. either ultear had asked sting to smuggle meredy in ( which would be embarrassing but also not something she would put past the time mage ) or sting had caught wind of meredy’s entirely hypothetical schemes to get into a building she was surely not wanted in.
‘ ‘ the archives? ’ ’
she tried not to sound too excited, even as she whispered, but she did fall short of the mark. she had been thinking about how to gain access to this cathedral of knowledge for weeks now, but she had been unable to come up with an access strategy that would not send her straight to jail. impersonating a council member was a crime, after all, even if all she was after were books that were, according to ultear, not even in the restricted section. of course, she realised belatedly, sting’s question might have been a test of sorts she had just soundly failed. there had been a lot tests like this, back in grimoire heart.
collecting herself and almost grabbing his upper arm to drag him off towards the train station, she rocked back and forth as she talked up quite the storm. ‘ ‘ i mean --- i’m surprised that’s today! ’ ’ she added as she tried to regain her footing. could it be this easy? just . . . tagging along with a respected mage who was allowed into the forbidden land and finally, finally getting closer to finding what she had been looking for since the pardon had been issued? ‘ ‘ i’m sure you let cana know? ’ ’ she added with a sidelong glance.
sanctidente / sterling.
he wasn’t sure what brought him here. he started walking and walking — until the sight of an abandoned student lounge welcomed him with open arms. sterling flung his bag to the side, and then himself onto the couch. he leans his head back enough to face the ceiling, eyes pressing shut to bask in a quiet moment. how he wanted a drink — or something more numbing. but he knew he couldn’t break, not now.
sting attempts to fill his mind with something more pleasant, like the plans he had that weekend with his roommate — or the reflection of a new interesting friend he made. ryos, was it ? he sits forward, mindlessly playing with the bracelet his mother had given him. it was unnecessarily heavy, but he had promised her that he wouldn’t take it off. he would’ve questioned it, but she was a superstitious woman — and she was always at ease when he wore it. now such a trinket fondly reminded him of her.
just as he was retrieving his notebook, another enters. he watches as her short pink hair sways whilst she sits. he smiles subtly, before turning away.
❛ always. ❜ he laughs with confirmation. well — there went his motivation to write. sting leans back again, an exaggerated frown playing at his lips. he jests, ❛ what about you ? — cutting class ? awe, tsk tsk ~ miss quinn. ❜
her face scrunched up as she rolled her eyes, letting her head fall back to inspect the ceiling and the suspicious stain in the left corner of the room. yikes. it did not look like blood, thankfully, but it still looked . . . gross. she understood that there were some corners of the campus that would never be clean due to the ghostly influence, but this place felt surprisingly --- unhaunted, compared to the rest of the university. maybe someone else, a past student, had gotten tired of the endless disturbances that could be found in some places and had warded the place.
‘ ‘ if you have to know because the concern for my academic career keeps you up otherwise, ’ ’ she said with a dramatic sigh as she leaned forward again and rolled her eyes at him, ‘ ‘ i am taking a mental health day. or rather, a mental health afternoon. was thinking about maybe going into town. ’ ’
unlike freesia university, the city was much less haunted and the weather was nice enough, and she had always liked to wander through town --- unlike most students, she was a local and knew the city with all its hidden corners like the back of her hand. speaking of hands; her own were ice cold as she rubbed her eyes and she almost flinched back from her own touch. yeah, she could use a cup of coffee; good coffee and not the stuff they served in the canteen.
‘ ‘ but before i do anything like that, i’ll probably bring my bag back, ’ ’ she added as an afterthought as she, like a sponge, soaked up more not rancid vibes. ‘ ‘ i hope i don’t keep you from writing. ’ ’
@killrate / mary.
coralie was frowning at her phone. meredy had texted her to let her know that dinner with their father was off, again, because something had come up on his end, and she was trying to sort out how she felt about this. on one hand, she knew that she should be . . . upset, she supposed, because this kept happening and it should annoy her that he kept making appointments with them only to cancel them hours beforehand. on the other hand, it meant that she had a free evening, now, which meant that finally, she could catch up on her shows.
she was humming the theme song of her current favourite to herself as she tried to take three steps at once ( which the unfairly tall people of the dorm made look so much easier than it actually was ), only to stop to wave at mary. ‘ ‘ heyo, mary, ’ ’ she greeted cheerfully, ‘ ‘ i love your shirt! where did you get it? ’ ’
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@sanctidente / sterling.
in retrospective, she knew that she should have gotten up from her nap five minutes earlier because then she would not have had to run across the plaza and if she had not had to run across the plaza, she would not have been hit with a wave of sadness that had not been her own, a wave of sadness that had her turn around and go straight back to where she had come from, only that now, she was looking for a source of better energy. better vibes, some might say.
the first common room she came across was empty, but there was a living being in the second. good. and compared to the presence out on the plaza, the blond was positively jubiliant. even better. fishing her phone out of her book and mailing her professor a vague excuse about a sudden migraine, she slumped down on a couch.
‘ ‘ ‘sup, sterling? ’ ’ she asked as she jerked her chin into his direction. ‘ ‘ got a big paper coming up? ’ ’
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01. // during the time as a fugitive, meredy started a list with things that she would like to give a try if she would ever get the opportunity to settle down. some of the items on the list are almost frivolous such as taking a bubble bath every third day for a month and mostly served to make her laugh after a bad day, others were more . . . profound such as wanting to do volunteer work. initially, most of these ideas did include to change her name ( she had her list of potential aliases down to four ) and ‘ move ’ to another country, but with the pardon, she has been able to stay in fiore.
02. // she would like to have a pet one day, but she cannot quite decide what kind of pet it should be, and at the moment, she is much too busy for the responsibility. she is leaning towards a dog, right now.
03. // meredy is a very good at making sketches of people she has never seen based on the descriptions of other people, something she has used often when crime sorciere was tracking down dark mages they only knew by reputation / name.
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01. // meredy is not very keen on sweets, actually, but she likes to bake. she finds the repetitive actions that go into it to be very relaxing and --- when given the opportunity --- likes to disappear into the kitchen to cool down after difficult missions.
02. // a lot of her grimoire heart upbringing was to prepare her to eventually operate alongside ultear which means that many of her lessons were about politics, deception and similar things. while she never developed much of an interest for politics, she did like other ‘ classes ’ such as when she learnt how to read someone else’s body language to be able to gauge their mood without having to tap into her magic. it was interesting and she was very good at it which meant more praise than usually.
03. // similarly, master hades thought that it would be only appropriate for her to play an instrument, but meredy proved to be disastrously ungifted in this field. dance classes were much more her speed.
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* mary.
It’s still a lot to take in, and while Mary begins to wonder how her legs aren’t BURNING yet; she figures she owes less thanks to her body, and more to the adrenaline shooting through her like crazy. It’s probably… The longest, the farthest she has ever run.
She hardly thought she’d ever be put in such a situation, but it is what it is. At least she’s not alone anymore. Her gaze shifts to watch Meredy, in what she might guess is… Anxiety? Rightfully so. Mary herself is surprised she has been this calm, her worrier-fits aside. But that is more than likely the panic manifesting in calmness. She’s sure she’ll have sleepless nights once it’s over, if she lives.
No. No, she will live. She has to live.
The area is clear of enemy soldiers, for now, but she can hear the fighting, kilometres away. It’s like a cheer, and steel clashing, and the electric sound of magic, all at once. It’s deafening, when she focuses on it.
The witch closes her eyes for a moment, first to focus on the sounds, then to tune them out. She glances back at Meredy, and shakes her head. ❝No… I will stick with you. At least while it’s best for us both.❞ She doesn’t bother asking ‘if you’re okay with that’ - because otherwise, Meredy would not be asking, she would only be bidding her farewell.
Mary looks up at the sky, squinting at the ship about to fly past, and thinks back.
What was the furthest Virus could reach now?
She hadn’t exactly been paying attention━carefully calculating the approximate range of her spell as the soldiers fell, upon being hit by the pangs of Virus━but she had realized one thing then, though she did not start mulling it over until now.
Her range… Had increased. Significantly. The sonic boom-like effect of her magic manifesting took them out the way a wave might. Over the span of two-and-a-half seconds, all the soldier around her had dropped, writhing, shuddering. However, Mary had not been alone in such a condensed, large group of soldiers. There had been other mages present, and though Mary lifted the spell almost as soon as it hit ( to preserve magic, because that had been a surprisingly huge wave, and she can’t afford fatigue ). Since then, she had not encountered a group of terrorists so large.
Her old range was approximately twenty-five meters, and that one a few hours ago… That had to be about another ten, at least. And that was her rough estimate…
❝No, I’m sad to say I don’t know shit about ships, at least not the mechanics of them… But I can reach… Thirty-five meters. Rounded down, anyway.❞ The witch tilts her head. ❝They’re just about an arms reach too far, I think… But if you can manage to damage the, uh… What is that, the engine?❞ Mary smirks, giggles━all the signs that she’s about to make a very inappropriate comment.
❝’Could do without Era, though… Who needs ‘em? ━I’m kidding. No, I’m not. But seriously, try to hit it if you don’t want that thing to advance.❞
a grim expression crossed meredy’s face as she nodded slowly. her, ah, opinion on era and the council that resided in pretty, gorgeous ( according to stories of others ) new buildings was a complicated thing, but she was was the lucky one ------ too young, much too young to have gained much notoriety when grimoire heart had been in its prime and too smart when it had fallen. if the council did know of her ( which they likely did, she did not think that crime sorciere had evaded their notice ), they might have chosen not to bother with her unless she did something so glaringly obvious that they had to step in. and meredy, well, she had learnt to keep her head low and stay out of sight. good children, after all, were neither heard nor seen.
nevermind that, now. she looked at the ship above her head as she held a hand out to the other, a quiet offering, there was another offering, too --- her wrists were both bare, thus far. she could still share someone’s burden, could still shoulder half the load, but that was an offer she had never been good at voicing. it was such a heavy thing to say, after all that had happened.
‘ ‘ ah, it was worth a try, i guess, ’ ’ she said with a shrug. ‘ ‘ we can get a bit closer to the ships, i’ll try to get the engine. ’ ’
that would be easier if her blades were longer, if they were lances or spears instead of swords. she tugged on the magic that the almost crimson blade consisted of as she moved, tried to pull on it --- make it longer, make it sharper. her blades were not meant to cut through materia, they were meant to do internal damage. well, she thought, that was her intention, in a matter of speaking. machines or people, neither did that well when their core structures were damaged.
throwing a last glance at the indeed somewhat longer, much sharper appearing red blade, meredy took a hold of mary’s upper arm to pull her along as she made for the nearest hill. time was of the essence and, as always, not her domain. ‘ ‘ all right --- so, my range with this should be sufficient to reach the ship, ’ ’ she continued as she sought for a weakness in the structure. she had, for a part of her youth, grown up on an airship. this one might look nothing like grimoire heart’s, but there had to be similarities she could exploit. ‘ ‘ i can make a lot of blades and ideally, i’ll hit something vital. ’ ’
the years alone had taught her mercy, but there was little sense in this, now, nor was this the time or place. this was war, and if need be, in the name of her homeland and its civilians, she would forge more blades --- swords, daggers, lances --- than any blacksmith of legend. even if it meant to run herself ragged. there was something she owed to fiore, whether she liked to think about it or not.
around them, the air started to glow omniously as she draw more and more blades from her will, each casting a red glare. ‘ ‘ as soon as you can see the pilot or any other potential threats, hit them with your magic . . . or grab one of the blades, they shouldn’t harm you. just stay safe, ’ ’ she added forcefully as she found what she had been looking for: the turbines. muttering curses under her breath before she reached for her first blade, the one she had crafted perhaps most carefully, she used her magic to send it towards her target.
* mary.
Her golden gaze lingers on Meredy a moment longer, and she knows there must be a storm in her head. Of all the many people she’s met ( among dark guilds in particular ), they have seldom known peace.
And while Meredy herself does not look like the type, one could argue that neither does Mary; and the only peace she’s known in her adult life has been in the form of solitude-because at least that means she is safe. She is free.
She chews on her lip, thinking back on the way the destruction broke out. It feels like she’s been running for days, but it’s only been a few hours. In the midst of the destruction, it was easy to spot natives of Fiore only because the Spriggan army were uniformed. In a million years, she didn’t think she’d be protecting civilians and mages in passing without a care in the world of who they were ( and vice versa ). For the first time, Mary had not cared whose side she was on. She just knew she wasn’t going to die. Not now. Not here. Not at the hands of a king who had no business in her home. Ethnic ties aside, she isn’t one of them.
There are knots in her stomach, however, at the thought that they COULD touch other cities. Skyships are rolling in, have been rolling in. Bosco is too far, so she saves herself the anguish of thinking that her parents could be caught in the middle of it. But the prisons…
What if the prisons were blasted? What if the building crumbles? Though Mary herself experienced abuse at the hands of a guard in prison, she knew for a fact that since the Magic Council’s rework, it did not happen nearly as often, or as bad. But guards and wardens alike knew to stay quiet if one of them got a little aggressive with an inmate. Should the building get destroyed, how much was she willing to bet that they’d leave the prisoners for dead if it really was that bad?
Briar, Jerome, Gomon, D-6… Abel… They could die today, couldn’t they? They MAY die by morning, right?
Mary unclenches her hands and stretches her fingers out-quickly realizing that her hands would become clammy with the anxiety she’d brought on herself.
They could die. They could be dead already.
Mary turns away from Meredy just for a few seconds, mostly to get herself together unnoticed. To take deep breaths and calm herself. The witch can feel her eyes tear up, but she brings a hand up to wipe them away quickly. Now is not the time to fall apart. She will have time to cry later, but first, she must survive it.
❝Good.❞ She does have relatively limited supplies, after all. ❝… Jellal. I know that name from so—oh.❞
Oh.
❝… I know where I remember that from,❞ she groans, but at least they’re not in any position to discuss that now. But Mary makes a mental note to not give out any honest details about herself going forward…
deep breaths. she was on fire, inwardly, fibre of her being felt if it was being pulled into another direction ( because this was so much, because there were so many emotions, all over the place ), but she steadied herself. deep breaths. she had been a student in the art of combat. yes, but she had been a student in other arts, since. she was rubbing the pressure points on her hands, to give them something to do, to keep them busy, yes, but also because she needed to clear her head. she needed to remember, and she would. if there was one good thing ultear had taught her, it was to keep a cool head. seven years ago, she had not yet mastered this particular art, but now? now she could pull herself away from this, could pry her thoughts off her immediate surroundings and focus on the bigger scheme of things. deep breaths.
don’t lose yourself in anger, don’t lose yourself in fear, she reminded herself as she closed her eyes, her face scrunching up as she focused on something that was beyond her immediate reach, that was out of her sight --- she could do this, but it was still difficult. familiar ‘hearts’ were easiest to find, even in a warzone, and she felt her shoulders drop as she brushed, in a sense, past jellal’s ( aggravated, but not angry and clearly alive ), when she felt the not-as-familiar presences of their newer associates. she kept going, moving past the inevitable fairies, past the civilians --- they would be her first priority, in a moment --- and then, she halted. ultear, mere steps away from jellal. of course. of course. of course. there was no way---
deep breaths. she nudged ultear’s presence, maybe even jostled her, but that was fine. meredy could bring herself to do many things, but she could not always be kind to ultear. there was a lot of past there, even more scars, but right now, there was relief, too. at least she would not have to worry much about people getting trapped in collapsed buildings.
‘ ‘ all right. ’ ’ she clapped her hands, harmless magic sparking off them brightly, as her face grew a little more sympathetic. jellal was the sort to polarise, there were few people in fiore who did not have an opinion on him and those who indeed lacked one usually tended to be too young to have been affected by anything. ‘ ‘ as you can see, this is a mess, ’ ’ she went on as her still-glowing hand gestured towards the noise, towards the fighting. ‘ ‘ two options: each of us go our separate ways --- and i won’t fault anyone for deciding that this is a bit too much --- or we see if we can do anything about this together. ’ ’
and she did have her eye on one of the flying ships, even if she was not certain if her blades could reach, if they could do enough damage, if they could even pierce the hull ------ but she would at least attempt to. she might not like the why, but she was familiar enough with the geography of the area to know where the highest point was and from there, she would make herself strong enough to reach.
‘ ‘ ---say, do you know anything about air ships? ’ ’ she asked as she turned her attention towards the burning building atop of nearest hill, just as the first blade hissed into existence, its glow almost crimson. ‘ ‘ and what’s your range? because i’d prefer if that ship, ’ ’ she halted briefly to point at the sky, ‘ ‘ doesn’t get to its destination, which likely is era. ’ ’
* mary.
Well, that much, she’d recognized.
Mary doesn’t know much about the Alvarez Empire to be fair. She’d been born in a city next to the capital, but she didn’t know anything about Dricht besides “grandma lives there” and “so do your aunts”. She remembers asking her dad about why they left home, but he had not wanted to say much. He did often call it a dictatorship, though her mother seemed to somewhat disagree. In hindsight, she couldn’t have expected much else, given the fact that her dad had become a soldier against his will. He’d seen too much.
It had been a delicate subject; one she’d lost interest very quickly in her youth. One thing she did recognize about her homeland, though, were their flags. That logo did not change.
❝I’m not trying to sound like an ass, but I have to wonder why this attack wasn’t aimed at the capital. Where the non-mages are… I’m not so sure that they’re trying to take over… But what do I know…❞ Mary stays close to Meredy, looking around the now ravaged land.
The witch isn’t sure that there are gods-not anymore, but some part of her wants to pray to any who will listen, that her parents are alright, undisturbed, and completely fine in Bosco.
Deep breaths, Mary.
She spends a moment taking in the destruction, because she’s still somewhat in shock. No one would have seen any of it coming, though, in all fairness.
❝… Is anyone hurt?❞ She asks, quietly.
gritting her teeth, meredy slowly shook her head before she halted, reconsidered and nodded in agreement. in what felt to have been another life entirely, she had sat through uncounted hours of lessons, lessons chosen by master hades, lessons meant to forge her into a perfect weapon, into a perfect member of the seven kin. lessons that, looking back, had not been suited to a child, but she had seldom thought of herself as one, then. ‘ ‘ for a takeover, this does too much damage, ’ ’ she said dryly as she forced her gaze away from the burnt out shell of what had been a chapel, hours ago. ‘ ‘ unless emperor spriggan wishes to rule over torched land. ’ ’ which would be a stupid decision, but what about this was not stupid?
the words felt like acid on her tongue and tasted like bile, and she closed her eyes to center herself again. she had been in a hurry to forget what she had been taught when she had decided to walk a different path, when she had found herself TRICKED AND BETRAYED, but both ultear and master hades had always known how to leave a . . . lasting impression, and both felt like spiders, crawling through her head.
she pulled on her own hair, snapping herself back into focus. a bad trick, sure, but one that had worked every single time so far. ‘ ‘ and, as you said: this isn’t targetting crocus . . . or era, ’ ’ she added as an afterthought as she took deep breaths and rubbed her knuckles, trying to think without letting herself consider how she ,might once have gone about conquering a country in her classes. more subtle, for one, she scoffed internally. ultear had wanted her to be good at taking systems apart from the inside, at turning mechanisms ( people ) against themselves, and by god, meredy had bent over backwards to make sure she had gotten her wish. ‘ ‘ and no, i don’t think anyone’s hurt, ’ ’ she added as an afterthought, swimming towards the surface of her thoughts. ‘ ‘ jellal was fine when i last saw him, same for angel. i admittedly lost track of the others, but i heard rumours of light guilds moving in to aid. ’ ’