God, itās been a long time. Honestly I didnāt think I had access to this anymore, and Iāve had another one for awhile now. I updated my old iPad today and realised I was still logged in on this. Coming back here after two years is kind of a painful reminder of all the times I went really, really wrong from 2009-2016. If I could go back and talk to my senior year self I would have some choice words and advice. Itās hard to read first hand about how unhappy I was and how desperate and how alone I felt. But at the same time I would do it all again, every mistake and bad choice if I ended up where I am now, 20/20 hindsight. So this is how Iāll leave it here. Iām now dating my best friend that Iāve ever had and that alone is beyond any dream I could have dreamt, I live in the most beautiful house thatās full of light and a lot of laughter, my EPPP prep is going alright and I love the hospital Iām at. Iāve never been so happy or so in love or so well-loved in my entire life; Iām finally home. Iām so thankful that I did the things I was scared to do and changed myself for the better and that everything turned out so perfect. I hope everyone has an amazing last few weeks of 2017 and that 2018 is just as good. If anyone does want to follow my life on my more active tumblr just drop me a message and Iāll give it to you. All the best
