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I wish the sperm cell that made me,wouldn’t have won .

I need to lose weight gained a lot of weight but hope you still think I’m sexy lol .

Friday January 11 2019

Sometimes i wish I wasn’t such a pussy . I’m full of emotions and rage !! Anyways Today was a normal boring day . It’s been raining all day which I love . Gloomy weather makes me happy and feel hopeful . Let me just put it this way . When it rains it makes me feel that exact feeling you feel when your done crying a lot ,A relief you can say !?. Anyways then I went to get some canes it’s basically really good chicken tenders anywho I been talking to this guy named -ummm let’s name him johnnny . I been talking to him for three weeks now . He is so adorable and makes me forget about my other relationship I been obsessed about for years . That’s because he’s cute ofcourse . He’s so dreamy and we look so good together . I know it won’t probably last because we’ll nothing ever last In the gay world . But I hope it does . He makes me feel so lustfull and dreamy and I like how we play fight all the time . Anyways I’m checking out .

This will be my online diary and I will talk about my raw emotions .

Can’t have friends because they all want to sleep with me . If I decline sex they become bothered and eventually end up as enemies . Fucking sad

All the parties and clothes don’t make me happy anymore . I feel lonely

Because I’m surrounded by fake friends and people that pretend to love me