Just another mess trying to make it

[x-ghxstgirl-x]

✨ C o r a l i n e ✨

[bnmxfld]

“I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.”

— Halsey / Ghost

[upliftourday]

[amessbutthebest]

[amessbutthebest]

[theforgers-deactivated20230331]

studio ghibli ♡ spirited away

‘everything that happens stay inside you, even if you can’t remember it.’

[amessbutthebest]

[heavensghost]

[amessbutthebest]

[amessbutthebest]

I love my new job.

[amessbutthebest]

[bnmxfld]

“I love that word. Forever. I love that forever doesn’t exist, but we have a word for it anyway, and use it all the time. it’s beautiful and doomed.”

— Viv Albertine

[bnmxfld]

“If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives.”

— Lemony Snicket

[only-alien-in-space-deactivated]

Sometimes I don’t know weather or not I should just give up and except my life the way it is or keep trying to find some motivation. Pretty much everything in my life has turned out the complete opposite of what I thought or planned it would be. And I do mean everything. I’ll say to myself “it is what it is.” Other times I’ll say “you were working for so much more, keep going, you’ll get there.” I do think that my dreams were too much for some people to handle. They didn’t get why I would have such big aspirations. So, it made me feel like I couldn’t do it. Along with a lot of other major things in my life. But I’m realizing I want to keep going. I want more.

[only-alien-in-space-deactivated]

I’m in a constant state of what the actual fuck

[nicostiel]

“I think something’s wrong with me. I make friends, then suddenly I can’t bear to be with any of them. Seems like that other me, the cheerful and honest one, went away somewhere.”

— Kiki’s Delivery Service 魔女の宅急便

[amessbutthebest]

So I got a new job, and it's so much better than the one I was at. I'd much rather sell vape products than make sandwiches