Karen

Friendly and Approachable

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Status: Complicated

This Christmas, I want nothing more than to feel loved, secured, cared, and protected. For the 29 years of my life I have made a lot of wrong decisions. The only thing that isn't wrong is when God gave me my two adorable babies. It's been so hard for me these past few days, these past few years. Running away didn't solve any issues. For years I want to run away. From my silent battles and pain. I am yearning for genuine and unconditional love. I know the answer and where to find it but I couldn't take the first step... I am waiting for help. I wanna be saved from the shackles of my past. I wanna be understood. I wanna be free from silence... When can I be understood and feel genuine love and happiness.

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I own that feeling

I found it very alarming, but when I assessed my job and myself these past few days, I realized something. That for being an independent for so many years of my life, I have come to love my work. That whenever someone would approach me for a job, I'd be happy to accept it no matter what. That, for me, is worthy and satisfying. And I own it, I own that feeling. That only me could know and understand, no one else. Mine alone!

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Kindness & Love

If you want to see the goodness of others, start from yourself.

Find the goodness in your heart, then you can share and spread love to other people.

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Be Kind

Be kind to yourself and to others, and everything will follow... 

Believe, Love, and Be Kind

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I am helpless, but Hopeful

I feel sad at times, some times, most of the time... but I am trying to keep my feet on the ground. . .Whenever I am down, I just try to remember my childhood days and my growing years... Thanks to my past that I am strong today even though sometimes I felt so helpless, But hoping that one day I can fly freely without carrying heavy loads...

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Would it be great to live alone?

No one will criticize you, no one will condemn you, no one will hurt you, no one will toy with you, no one will take you for granted...

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The Loner

I am loner inside, ever since I was a child... I am having a hard time expressing my thoughts and my true feelings... to the point that the people I knew and I cared could not understand me at all... No one can understand, except Myself.. Me Alone

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Busy & Tiring Week

I’ve been very busy lately, most especially this week... a lot of pressure from work, but I know I can do this... I believe a day will come where I can rest and be myself again...

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Your failures can be your strength...

Do not give up and just keep moving forward, soon you’ll reach the end. And when you’re there, no one will try to bring you down.

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Uncertainty

The truth is, no one knows what the future holds. All I know is that God is the center of everything, and HE is watching us. HE knows everything. 

Nowadays,  I am weary, uncertain, doubtful, sad, and exhausted...

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Another day passed...

Another day on stumbling and surviving my life’s journey... the feeling that I have right now is killing me inside, emotionally!!! 

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Tiring/Exhausting!!!!!

Life is a gift from God, a blessing. It’s just that the journey is not easy. It’s tough. It’s hard. It’s painful mentally and emotionally. Sometimes you just wanna give up and end it...

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It's my dream to tour around the world and see & discover more about nature. 🌍🗺️🌎🌲🌿

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How can i talk to him? If he's not even interested to listen to me.

Every word that came out of my mouth meant nothing to him.

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Love yourself. Respect yourself.

Loving and Respecting other people starts with you... ❤ Find peace in your heart and you can share it with other people as well.

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my Love <3 my Life <3 my Everything <3 my most Treasured Blessing <3

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Appreciation & Affection

I want to be appreciated and cared, at times.

It’s hard to express your thoughts and feelings to other people who can hardly understand and sympathize with your emotional struggles...