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I am so so tired of having the compassion for everyone else that they don't have for me

You're having a bad day? Let me pause my whole life so I can help you with that. Let me give you that book that is so so special to me knowing I won't be getting it back. Let me play along with your cruel jokes, tend to your wounds and carry you across the finish line

I'm having a bad day and I must apologize for feeling feelings in your direction I guess I should have tried harder but I'll see you next time you need something

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me and the girlies discussing motifs and themes

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I'm reading Pete Walker's Complex PTSD at the moment and it IS taking me to pieces and I AM reluctantly doing my best to clean those pieces, lube them up with self-compassion, and put them back together.

HOWEVER.

One failing of the book (which, really i can't recommend highly enough. You should totally read it) is the assumption that you only get CPTSD in childhood if your parents are like. Mean. My mother is wonderful actually she's just poor.