The Chapter of Mine

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[amifhz]

Belajarlah menerima kenyataan bahwa Allah adalah Tuhan kita yang Maha Baik, dan Allah pasti akan menetapkan apapun yang terbaik untuk hamba-hamba-Nya. Maka lapangkanlah hati untuk menerima & meridhoi Allah sebagai Tuhan yang mengatur juga menguasai seluruh hidup dan mati setiap manusia termasuk kita.

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Learn to accept the fact that Allah is our Greatest God, and Allah will definitely determine whatever is best for His servants. So open your heart to accept & be pleased with Allah as the God who regulates and controls all life and death of every human being including us.

[amifhz]

They say the past is easy to pass, but the cuts are deep like broken glass.

How to make that broken glass useful again is what I'm focusing on right now.

The real story is not for everyone; accept that maybe you're not one of them.

​I'm not sorry for staying in touch with only a few people. If you've wondered why the question 'how are you?' is left unanswered, it's because it feels like pointing a gun at my head. I don't know how to answer that anymore. I know saying 'fine' feels easy, but it's fake. So, it's better to be silent than to keep performing to please people.

[amifhz]

I screamed out this song on repeat.

How can I be one of the people who won't listen but wants to be heard? Ah, this reflective side of me just make me sick.

Very emotional song I've ever heard in my life and very relatable in this state.

[iamayeshaahmed]

Ya Allah, I ask You to heal this heart that feels so broken and heavy. I come to You with a heart that feels shattered, heavy with pain that lingers no matter how much I try to move forward. Ya Allah, You see me when no one else does. You know the silent battles I fight every day the moments when I force a smile, even though my heart aches inside. You see the nights I lie awake, exhausted but unable to sleep, drowning in thoughts I wish I could silence. Ya Allah, some days feel unbearable. The weight of this heartbreak, the loneliness, the exhaustion of carrying my pain it all feels too much. Getting through each day feels like a struggle, and even the smallest tasks seem overwhelming. But I know You are Al- Jabbar, the One who mends what is broken. I know You are Ash-Shafi, the One who heals. So I ask You, Ya Allah, to heal me. Not just from this heartbreak, but from the daily pain that drains my soul. Fill my empty heart with Your love. Replace my sorrow with peace.

[heartbeatsallah]

O Allah, take my soul only when I am in a condition that pleases You the most.

[iamayeshaahmed]

If it is written by Allah to be yours, it will be yours no matter what. You don't need to worry or stress about anything. There's no need to rush. Everything comes at it's appointed time. Know that what Allah has written for you is already making its way towards you.

[iamayeshaahmed]

"It's not overreacting. If it hurts, it hurts."

The Prophet Muhammad ﷺ felt sadness, pain, shed tears, and he showed us that these emotions are natural and not something to be ashamed of. When the heart hurts, it matters. When it feels wounded, Allah knows. You don't need to explain your pain to people. Just turn to the One who understands it best. Your emotions are valid, and Islam teaches us to feel, to reflect, and to turn to Allah with whatever is in our hearts.

[julaibib]

One day, I hope to teach my children,

"Depend on Allah, and only on Allah. Do your best, and have faith that He has your back. I'll only be here temporarily, but when you feel alone turn to Him first and ask Him for strength. Know that no matter where you are or where you go, Allah is there with you in every step of the way."

[rawanly]

I won't pretend this Ramadan went the way I wanted. I was tested. I fell short. And the fear that this could be my last one makes every missed moment hurt even more.

Ya Allah, accept my broken effort. That's all I have. ❤️‍🩹

[julaibib]

Ibn Taymiyyah said:

"The du'ā that is answered the quickest is a du'ā in secret for another person."

‎● {مجموع الفتاوي حجم ٢٨، صحفة ٩٦}

[iamayeshaahmed]

Life keeps moving whether you feel ready or not. Bills to pay, messages to reply to, responsibilities you didn’t choose. Some days, you barely have the energy to make dua, yet you still whisper ‘Ya Allah’ in between tasks. That small turning of the heart matters. Allah is not waiting for you to be free of stress to come back to Him. He meets you right in the middle of your messy, ordinary days and that’s where faith quietly grows.

[iamayeshaahmed]

Prophet Muhammad ﷺ said:

“There is a reward for kindness to every living thing.”

— Sahih al-Bukhari

Faith is seen not only in sajdah, but in how gently you touch the world.

[amifhz]

This gently touch my heart also♥️

[julaibib]

[jndmmsyhd]

Berhentilah menjelaskan dirimu kepada mereka yang tak ingin mengerti. Ada hal-hal yang hanya dapat dipahami oleh jiwa yang lapangnya sebanding dengan luka-lukamu. Dan bukan kewajibanmu membuat semua orang mengerti mengapa kamu sebegitunya menjaga dirimu, mengapa kamu berhenti bertahan, atau mengapa kamu memilih pergi.

Ketahuilah… hati yang selalu menomorsatukan orang lain, sering kali tak dianggap sama pentingnya oleh mereka. Karena itu, jangan memikul dunia orang lain sementara duniamu sendiri hampir runtuh. Siapa yang melangkah satu langkah kepadamu, sambutlah dengan dua langkah. Tetapi siapa yang tak mampu menjaga tanganmu ketika engkau menyodorkannya dengan tulu, lepaskanlah. Terus menggenggam hanya akan membuatmu terluka lebih dalam.

Hargai mereka yang keberadaannya menenangkanmu tanpa meminta balas apa pun. Mereka yang meminjamkan bahunya tanpa membuatmu merasa berhutang. Mereka yang hadir bukan karena butuh sesuatu darimu, tapi karena mereka hanya ingin melihatmu baik-baik saja. Sosok seperti itu sedikit, langka seperti oase, dan mereka tidak muncul setiap hari.

Adapun selain mereka… biarkan saja menjauh. Jangan lagi menagih kesetiaan dari hati yang tak pernah berniat tinggal. Jangan meminta pengertian dari jiwa yang sibuk dengan dirinya sendiri. Ada orang-orang yang berat untuk dipertahankan, bukan karena mereka jahat, tapi karena mereka bukan bagian dari perjalanan yang ditakdirkan untukmu.

Sahabatku,

Hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk dihabiskan pada mereka yang tak mampu menghargai kehadiranmu.

Terlalu berharga untuk diberikan kepada jiwa yang hanya mengisi ruang, tetapi tak pernah mengisi hati.

Jangan biarkan hidupmu terus bergantung pada cuaca hati manusia. Jangan memaksakan dirimu menjadi langit yang selalu cerah hanya agar orang lain merasa nyaman di bawahnya. Kamu bukan diciptakan untuk menjadi tembok kamar seseorang, setia, dan selalu menerima, sementara hatimu terus retak oleh pengabaian yang tak disadari.

Semoga Allah selalu menjaga hati dan diri kita semuanya, dari sahabatmu, Jundi Imam Syuhada.

@jndmmsyhd

[iamayeshaahmed]

If you don't know what to ask:

"Ya Allah, fix what I cannot fix. Heal what I cannot heal. Protect me from what I cannot see."

[amifhz]

🤲🏼

[gizantara]

Aku suka ketika seseorang menghormati "ruangku" dan membiarkanku mengalami hari yang buruk. Ketika mereka memahami bagaimana beberapa kata sebaiknya tak dibiarkan terucap, dan juga bagaimana sorakan diam bukan cara yang dipilih untuk mengapresiasi.

Karena kadang-kadang, pertempuran tidak dapat dimenangkan, tidak peduli seberapa keras kita mencoba. Dan ketika kita sampai di titik di mana "melanjutkan tak lagi masuk akal", ketika bertahan hanya berarti sakit, aku belajar bahwa tidak apa-apa melepaskan dengan air mata. Bagiku, begitulah caraku sembuh.

Kau lihat, tidak peduli betapa kecilnya mimpiku, aku selalu memberikan yang terbaik. Itu sebabnya, aku tahu aku berutang pada diriku sendiri untuk mengakui rasa sakit ketika aku kalah.

Dan selalu ada tempat khusus di hatiku untuk orang-orang di sekitarku yang mengizinkanku melakukan itu.

— Jun Mark Patilan

[amifhz]

❤️

[julaibib]

tawakkul is choosing to breathe, even when your story feels heavier than your strength. it’s letting your heart believe that the moments that stretched you were planting something you can’t see yet.